Personal Experiences with Qi
Cultivating, Sensing, Using, and Directing Qi and Chakra Energies
I admit it. I have been a bit distraught over many of the things occurring in the USA right now- ya know, like the dismantling of our free press by calling them out as being fake. And then there is the demonizing of any law that is inconvenient, as well as the constant lying, bullying, and acting like a mob boss. Encouraging Russia to hack and invade America our political system, along with the spending spree and profiteering being done for a select few, as well as our growing debt, bankrupting health care, and being callous to the cries of children being taken from their mothers at our Southern Border. I am heartbroken, distraught and filled with outrage and despair over what is happening in the USA right now. And what dismays me more is how there are so many Americans who are still thrilled with these changes.
As a result, I am spending a lot of effort to try and energetically change this direction and stop the bleed. But what I received in my meditations as to what was needed, is not what I expected. I was reminded we are now in the process of an awakening movement in America. This is a time of chaotic energy and disruption that is being used to force us into clarifying and confronting who and what we are, or what we will become.
An awakening is a change of consciousness - an new awareness - so being face-to-face with having to choose which energy to follow and "be" is part of the awakening process. How long this takes is dependent on how fast we choose. It can go either way - to stagnate and die, or to grow and bloom. The best way to support this process is to not try and prevent it from happening, but to nourish the positive energies so it can be abundant enough to allow new growth to take root.
I am also reminded that a person requires motivation in order to act and move from one place to another, and an awakening is a new "place". Just being aware it is happening does not necessarily make someone act and change. A person needs to get into an action mode to become changed.. They need to feel compelled. In a way it is like the propulsion we see in this video of two athletes, Sian Welch and Wendy Ingraham. They are completing a triathlon and have already swam 2.4-miles, biked a 112-miles, and are now near the end of the running 26.2-miles. They now only have a few hundred feet to go, but collapse. They could give up, or they can propel themselves forward. Both end up crawling to get to the finish line. Awakenings are like that - they require a lot of effort, struggle, sacrifice, and pain. And then it requires even a bit more.
That process of propulsion actually changes a person's inner self. This is part of the awakening process - that energetic change within. A person becomes more than they were before that moment of change.
Awakenings are difficult. But worth the chaos, pain, and effort. The end results will astound you.
I was raised as a Mormon in Utah, growing up with the story about Joseph Smith visiting a sacred grove in Palmyra, New York, to ask about which church to join. In that grove, he interacted and communed with spiritual beings, who gave him the advice and answers he sought. The real story for me was more about how there are places a person can visit, interact, see, and even commune directly with spiritual beings. This concept led me (and others) to test out this concept about how there are locations where the earth and heaven are so close, you can actually see and interact with Spiritual Beings.
After meeting John U.K., a spiritual being who taught me lessons to help me use and interact with spiritual energy, he had me explore the national parks, state parks, and land managed by the Bureau of Land Management (BLM) in Utah. In this period of training, we would drive, hike, or boat, to places and then pause when we felt a concentrations of life force energy. When we could FEEL a change within ourselves, we stopped. It would feel like 'happiness', or 'joy', or 'wonder', or 'love' - almost like getting an extra 'helping of goodness'. When we came upon those earth energy sites, it was there where we would have some rather unique spiritual experiences. In some locations, we could meet and interact with spiritual beings. At other locations, the energy was conducive to regress to the past, or sense the future. In other locations, the energy was such that being able to project and visit other dimensions was possible.
The results of these explorations taught me about how there are many locations and pockets of concentrated life force energy. These locations can be used for different spiritual purposes and desires. In some places, the energy is so vibrant, it doesn't matter what time of day or season to use that energy. In other places, it is seasonal. Still others, the energy can only be used at sunrise or sunset.
When a person decides to start using spiritual energy to expand their life experiences, a whole new world of possibility opens up and the discovery of what works and doesn't work, becomes part of the adventure. Locating places that have an abundance of life force energy can open new doors of wonder to explore.
You can learn more about earth energy centers and the types of spiritual experiences a person can have at those locations, in my book, Cultivating Spiritual Energy.
There is a spiritual gift that can be developed where a person can sense the future. The spiritual energy used to sense the future is 3rd chakra energy. A person first has to clear, align, and balance that energy to be able to connect with the energy "out there" that is associated with the future. In addition, one needs to be able to interpret the message and information that future energy is communicating. This ability is done with working with 5th chakra.
Recently I did a meditation to with the goal to assess if we are still on a path of survival and won’t be facing nuclear annihilation. The image given to me was a large white vertical tube filled with stars of light. I have seen this image before, and for me, it represent the prime radiant. I could see it as strong and vibrant. This let me know we were still on a path where humanity continues.
I then saw the image change, and I now saw a tall building, with lots of windows. It reminded me of an office building, or an apartment building. I then started to see very large cracks forming on one side of the building. Next, on one side of the building, I could see large chunks of the top, upper sides of this building starting to break off and fall.. There were now holes on one side of the upper third of the building. I could see inside those holes, and saw the white tube filled with those sparkles of light. I knew this was the prime radiant. I knew the prime radiant was going to survive, but some parts of the upper, outer facade of this structure, was not. The center was holding, but some of the exterior was now breaking and falling apart.
To me, this meant that a large core of humanity survives this era, but there will be some that do not. Since my focus on this part of the meditation was on the status of America, the next thoughts came from a meditation before the election, when Trump was a candidate. I saw the USA being controlled by Russia (through Donald Trump), followed by China taking the control of America’s finances (via the trillion dollar debt & tariffs), as well as North Korea's interaction downgrading America’s standing in the world. The next phase, in that former meditation, was a type of civil war from within America, resulting in much bloodshed.
The message I then heard in this meditation was "the changes taking place with China and North Korea are creating the cracks in the structure surrounding the prime radiant timeline. China's domination in Americans finances will now start to be felt, which is represented when the big chunks of the structure, starting at the top, start to collapse and fall from the building. But being able view inside the building - at the core - shows the core survives. Since you didn't see the full outer structure collapse, this is a positive sign. It indicates the efforts you and others are doing try and soften the civil discord and change the negative energy in America, are having an impact. The threat of civil war and destruction are being contained. Only a small fraction of the building will be destroyed. The majority will remain standing.
I felt relief. It was nice to have validation the efforts toward mitigating hate, fear, and anger, are starting to work.
If you are interested in developing skills to learn how to sense the future with 3rd chakra energy, interpret that subtle energy being communicated to you, as well as understand the message (with 5th chakra energy), you can learn to cultivate and work with those chakra energies.
John U.K.., a Spiritual Being, provided the lessons on cultivating spiritual energy to me. I have compiled them in a book so the lessons and information can be made available to others. The book is called Cultivating Spiritual Energy and is available on Amazon.
Twenty years ago, John U.K., my spiritual guide and teacher once said the USA was very similar to Rome. He continued by saying that America would also some day lose it’s power and ranking on the world stage. Looks like we have arrived at that point. Trump, the leader of chaos and upheaval, seems to be abandoning former allies and friends from democratic regimes. He is now realigning himself, along with America, to buddy up with the dictators. It's almost as if Trump has decided since he can't control the popular kids at school, he has decided to join the gang who all have personal thugs.
In my meditations, I often ponder and discuss the political angst of the day. I seek insight to help me understand what is occurring in our political American world. What I have been receiving in these meditations is that the possibility of nuclear war continues to diminish, but the next phase is one of civil upheaval. It will continue to increase, and it will be difficult and even bloody.
The polarization, dismantling and overturning of everything Trump touches is creating more and more polarization - everywhere. Some are thrilled with the dismantling of many institutions they have long thought were not needed. Others are hoping Trump will bring on that magical ending to the world and Jesus will come save the believers, which is very much a false belief.. But the majority of people, will become awakened and empowered in this struggle. It is almost like the seed of a new consciousness requires that struggle for the seed to burst from its shell, and grow. When that happens, a person will choose to engage and be part of the change to help create the environment they want to live in. That moment of conscious change and awareness, is the key of an awakening.
Societal awakenings typically include human rights and civil liberties as part of the goal to improve the world we live in. These efforts usually are difficult and often bloody, but they do change the course of humanity. What is unique in this new awakening movement, however, is that this awakening has a broad base of awakened human consciousness and awareness.
In April of 2016, I did a meditation to view that possible future, with Trump as president. The first path I saw in this meditation, showed me a nuclear winter where everything died. However, there was another path showing one where the world survives, but the process is one that is similar to giving birth - filled with pain, anxiety, hurt, anger, and some screaming or lashing out. On this other surviving path, with Trump as President, it also showed Russia taking over control of the USA. In that survivable path, I saw Russia invade and take control of Washington with some leakage outside of Washington. With this path, the earth and humanity survived (there was no nuclear winter), but America was temporarily taken over by Russia.
Since Trumps election, an investigation about Russia meddling in the USA election was initiated with the Mueller investigation. We now know that Russia did indeed attack America's democracy and took over Washington. We see the results - a President who seems in love with Putin and a Congress that is completely complicit and does nothing to prevent this attack from continuing. But we are starting to see some hiccups in this USA/Russia dance. Soon the direction will change and most people in America will demand stopping this collusion and obstruction. They will demand their leaders do their job or face the consequences of being removed.
The next phase I saw in that meditation also showed an image of the USA going to war with China. It was not a bloody war - it was a financial war. This war began when the Russia invasion concluded, or at least that was my assumption in viewing the images in this meditation. Now that things seem to be coming to a head with the Mueller investigation, issues with China will start to escalate and expand. I assume the trade wars, tariffs, and trillion dollar a year debt will now start to come into active play. This will change the current chaos we are feeling from the troll farms, internet security, privacy, freedom of the press, civil liberties, truth, voting - and the chaos will shift to chaos and issues surrounding the USA economy.
I recognize the chaos and doom and gloom are depressing and very tiring. I keep telling myself this path is the better alternative - it is the one that survives. I also am aware this chaos is creating a world-wide awakening of awareness and personal ownership for humanity, as well as the planet. In a way, it is like giving birth. We are still in the middle of going through those intense labor pains, but if we can get through this phase, and survive, we will have the opportunity to decide who we are and what type of country we want to have. We can use all that chaos and churn that is helping us clarify our needs and desires, and will be able to decide what type of society we want to recreate and to be.
There is an upcoming election in Alabama, where the GOP candidate, Roy Moore the pedophile, liar, fundamental Christian, is running for Session's former seat in the Senate. I am amazed anyone could support such a flawed man, let alone candidate for the US Senate, but here we are.
I did a meditation to tune into the subtle energy flow in Alabama, visualizing the state of Alabama in this meditation, and then connecting with that energy. Suddenly, I saw the state flip in this visual. It completely flipped over like a pancake! I took this to mean the state is going to flip and go for the other candidate - Doug Jones.
Let's see if this pans out. I have my fingers crossed that people in Alabama will be empowered enough to flip control and start choosing a new direction.
When Trump was still a candidate and competing against the other Republican contesters, bullying and belittling everyone, bragging about groping women, and cheering crowds on to insight violence, I became more filled with anxiety and fear. I was shaking and couldn't sleep. I decided to do a future sensing meditation to try and ease my fears.
For me, when I do a future sensing meditation, I go into a deep meditation, direct my thoughts to being in the middle of the Tao, and then find the "string of energy" that is attached to what I want to see in the future. In this case, it was a future with Donald J Trump as president.
I followed that string and along that path, I felt chaos and much uncertainty with many periodic moments of implosion. I continued walking forward and could see how Trump was very haphazard and inconsistent in his decisions; no one was ever sure what to do. Violence increased in this path, as did poverty, hate, and insecurity. There was much unrest. Freedom of speech was curtailed due to fear, and the path felt like it was becoming a dictatorship with henchmen and even threats of annihilation. But then, everything stopped. It was all grayed out, and I "heard" the words, "nuclear winter". I stopped the meditation with an awareness this choice was going to end ALL life. Everyone's life. The timeline actually ended. The planet was killed.
The rest of the day I was in panic mode. I wanted to know if there were other options we could take to prevent this scenario. I then did the future scenario meditation to look at each of the other candidates to see if that was the same outcome. The only nuclear winter future was if Trump was elected.
Trump then became the candidate, beating out the other Republican candidates. I went back to the Tao and this time asked, "How can we survive nuclear annihilation if Trump is President"? I then began my meditation. I once again, visualized the Tao, and then connected and viewed a string attached to Donald Trump and saw this string of events:
Even though what is being played out is reckless, dangerous, and pretty awful, it appears we are living out that alternative timeline scenario, which at least means the planet and humankind won't get nuked by Trump.
When I heard the news Michael Flynn, the first member of President Trump's White House inner circle plead guilty to a crime stemming from interactions with Russia, it was a confirmed verification what most of us feel happened; Russia really did invade the USA, but it was through cyber warfare and rigging the democratic election rather than using armed soldiers and tanks. Trump partnered with Putin, who then rigged the election to put Trump in power. This was the bloodless invasion from Russia that I saw in that future sensing meditation.
We will see more signs of China and North Korea exerting more control over the USA, as well as more civil disobedience. In addition, more countries will question Trump's mental stability, distancing themselves from he and the USA, creating stronger bonds with other leaders to guard against rogue leaders with a nuclear arsenal.
We will survive Trump and his chaotic missteps and narcissistic behaviors that could have easily killed the entire world. This is what Flynn's guilty plea means to me; it is a confirmation we are going to survive.
John UK once shared how we leave our energetic essence on the earth. This is why you can go to places and feel the presence of someone's life. For example, when I went to Jamestown, I was overwhelmed by the pain and suffering in that area. I had this same sensation, but even deeper, when I went to Gettysburg. I was picking up on the essence of those who had died and suffered in those locations.
This lesson expanded when I was visited by another Spiritual Being by the name of William. William and I did a mini road trip down Ogden, Utah canyon, and along the drive, he started to share with me the feelings of essence he was picking up. He was feeling the essence of those who had built the railroad in this canyon, and even shared the names of the men, and some of the conversations, fighting, and political maneuvers of the building of this railroad. I was amazed by this, especially since his former life had been in the Ukraine - he knew nothing about the USA nor this area. For me, this was another example of being able to sense the essence of a person who has left their emotional energy in the earth.
But when I visited Iceland, I had a totally new experience surrounding the topic of leaving an essence. While in Iceland, I was GIVEN, or acquired, strands of life force energy. I felt as if I was absorbing and taking on pure life force energy from the earth. It was a rather amazing sensation and experience and my thoughts were, "ahhh, this is the earth's essence!"
After I returned home, I a client asked for a remote Qigong healing treatment for his stroke and cancer problems, During his treatment, I was amazed how THIS NEW strand of energy (the one I collected or absorbed in Iceland) presented itself during the healing treatment, and was now shared, and absorbed by my client. My client, felt CHANGED after this treatment, and said, "Damn, I feel good!" He later visited his doctor, and shared how his doctor reported he could no longer find any cancer. This amazed me.
The journey to learn about essence energy has been long and broad, but now I have experienced we don't just leave our essence behind, we can also pick up the subtle energies of where we live and visit. This was a rather remarkable lesson learned.
There are places in the earth where the life force energy is so rich and strong, the astral plane and the physical plane touch. It is almost as if there is no separation between those two fields and with this closeness, you can more easily see and even converse with Spiritual Beings. In fact, the locals all talk about the hidden people who are everywhere - and they are. Many can see and converse with these Spiritual Beings.
The life force energy is so plentiful and strong, it is a natural earth energy center. In earth energy centers, with this abundance life force energy, it is much easier to have deep and meaningful meditations. It is also much easier to engage in astral travel/projection because the astral plane is "right here". In addition, all those various subtle energy communication methods are easier too - like meaningful and detailed significant dreams as well as telepathy. I was in total amazement how easy it was to use the spiritual development tools and have spiritual experiences while in Iceland.
There are many earth energy spots around the globe. Most of these spots are in remote areas, making it somewhat challenging to find as well as get to. I was absolutely surprised and delighted to experience Iceland's rich life force energy. Being there, was an energetic and life changing experience for me.
In the Spring of 2017, during one of my ranting and ravings about Trump and the chaos he was creating, I did a meditation to try and get some feedback about the events of the day and what was happening. In that meditation. I was essentially advised to 'give it a rest for 6 months', as there was going to be a lot of churning and turning that needed to be allowed to happen. It was this process of churning and new chaos that would encourage people to pay attention, clarify their beliefs, and make some hard choices. The chaos would shake people out of apathy and essentially wake them up. After all, being confronted with what you may not want is a way to help you identify and clarify what you do want.
I have wondered what it is that is going to be the turning event that ends this 6 month window of chaos. In todays meditation, what I saw was this turn of events is associated with the USA budget. The issue is "the wall" - you know, that new structure between the USA and Mexico that Mexico is NOT going to pay for. The wall is Trump's signature campaign promise and he will use everything he has to intimidate Congress to fund his wall. He will even shut down the government to get his way.
A government shutdown will start to be what helps his true believers and supporters confront what THEY value the most. Is building a wall more important than having police, or schools, or roads, or health care, or social security or clean water? When his base becomes personally impacted by not having any government services, a new awareness of choices and priorities will emerge and grow. At that point, this high speed roller coaster of chaos will start to calm.
The Awakening of humanity is the current priority - to help us wake up and choose what type of people we are and want to become.
Mr. Trump is assisting in this awakening process by helping to create churn, upheaval, and chaos, which is forcing us clarify and articulate the type of people and country we want to be. We are being exposed to more and more frailties, corruption, bias, hate, and prejudice in our government, showing us just how much the has become rigged. We also are witnessing how much is ruled and controlled by the highest bidder, or hidden behind lies, as well as being run by big business and or outside countries. This exposure is forcing us to wake up and decide if this is who we are.
David Brooks, the conservative Republican voice on PBS's Shields and Brooks segment on PBS News hour said "Donald Trump, give him credit, he's completely transparent. He basically said in that interview, my corruption can be found in my tax returns. If you look at my tax returns, I will fire you. He transmits everything he is thinking out in public in an incredibly transparent way. So we are looking at the fact that Bob Mueller will probably go to the tax returns, Trump will probably fire Bob Mueller, and then we will be in some type of constitutional crisis, and it is all telegraphed and out in the open”. (7/21/17)
This really is where we are moving towards - a constitutional crisis that will force more of those who are still in that deep state of slumber, to wake up. I'm hoping this will be the turning point we have been waiting for. I'm anxious to move on to the next steps in The Awakening process; nurturing and growing the seeds of awareness.
Messages from the nonphysical realm come in many forms. Sometimes they are dreams, or images, thoughts, ideas, sounds, or lyrics. The nonphysical realm uses a wide variety of methods to communicate with us and to send messages. I recently had one line of a song just pop into my head during a meditation "a world without end" was the one line lyric from Crowded House. That lyric is in the song "She Goes On and On" from the Woodhouse album, and it seemed so strange for that lyric to just come from no where. I then realized this was a message from the astral plane - a confirmation message to let me know that "the world was not going to end" - hence, the one line lyric "a world without end" playing in my head.
Essentially, the tide has changed and we are no longer in danger of nuclear annihilation. Yes, there are other problems still around, but we are no longer going to blow up the planet.
Here is Neil Finn singing "a world without end".... a very welcome message from the other side.
I know, I know. It is a circus out there in the political forefront of the USA. We have Mr. Trump and his need for constant attention, as well as a new health care bill that seems focused on killing off those who are seen as unworthy to live - the poor, the chronically ill, and the elderly - about a quarter of the population. BUT, in all of this hubbub, there are some pretty cool things happening behind the scenes. Like The Awakening, for example, and the new subtle energy that is being nourished and growing to help humanity.
One of the things that has recently happened is that we are now located in the CENTER of SOURCE energy! This is NEW! AND, this energy has a distinct yin and yang flow right in the MIDDLE of Source, rather than what it used to be like, which was being balanced on the outer edges of source. Anyway, this is new, and a rather BIG DEAL!
So what does this mean for humanity? Well, it means there is a rebalancing going on in regards to the subtle energy for all of humanity. There is now MORE YIN (or female-type) energy being fortified and growing in the middle of SOURCE and flowing. This will eventually help us reach a tipping point with this strengthened yin energy, and when this happens, we will see a change of direction in the political frey and circus.
A few months ago I had been advised to ignore the news and Mr. Trump for 6 months. In this window of time, Mr. Trump would be churning up the status quo, creating chaos, and causing our mouths to drop. I have found it challenging to put Mr. Trump aside and ignore what is going on in the news, Facebook, TV, and the water cooler chatter because it is always about Mr. Trump. So in my meditation, I asked about all this churn and where (and how) to refocus my attention so I don't go nutty. This is the answer I received:
"Mr. Trump may be the President of the United States, but he views himself more as the star of a reality show based in the white house. He is driven by the need to continually get attention, be adored, and grow his personal wealth. The act of governing is of little interest to him, unless it serves those personal drivers of his personality. Mr. Trump has set up people and the media to make sure all the attention and focus gets redirected back to Mr. Trump. He knows how to use shock and to get people to tune back in. After all, he is the star of his reality show.
There is, however, a vacuum of leadership that has been created because of this. You can pay attention and focus your observation on this shifting of power taking place in the United States. You can notice people outside of Washington who are stepping in and taking charge of caring for systems and programs they deem as having great worth and value. You noticed this with the National Park System. You also noticed this when Mr. Trump declared he would not support the Paris Climate Agreement. This also happened when women's health initiatives, such as Planned Parenthood and birth control, was dismantled in the health care bill and budget. This also happened with some organizations stepping forward to help refugees, or supporting Muslims, or the LGBT. All of these efforts show the seeds of where leadership is moving to. People are becoming more aware of what is important and then stepping forward to lead. Leadership moves away from the centers of power each and every time this happens.
The Awakening is a period of becoming AWAKE - recognizing what is of value, who you are, then moving forward to protect those values and/or change the energy flow to support those things of value. Power shifts away from the current centers of power (Government, Religions, and Corporations) when someone wakes up.
Our recommendation is to pay attention and notice these seeds of "the Awakening" taking root and growing. Mr Trump will continue to star in his reality show until he is no longer President. But what is really important right now is "the Awakening". This is a monumental change happening in humanity right now. Mr. Trump really is just a side show."
We need to experience contrast in our lives because it helps us identify what feels good and what makes us feel bad. It is the feelings of feeling good Vs feeling bad, and that contrast that helps us clarify and articulate our desires. This contrast of feelings then helps guide us to make our choice as to what path we want to journey, or who we want to be, or what our values and beliefs really are. It is when we feel good, feel loved, or experience joy, are the feelings that we most desire. It is those feelings that move us forward towards experiences associated with our life path.
We are currently in "the Awakening" process for humanity. As Esther Hicks, who channels Abraham, says, "the awakening is the process of turning our frequencies up higher, and higher and becoming more consciously aware of what is nonphysical." What this means is that humanity, as a whole, is being exposed to be able to connect with, sense, use, and direct nonphysical energy and see beyond our physical senses. Essentially this is an expanded consciousness.
In order for the awakening to grow, it needs two things - the correct subtle energy frequency, or vehicle, to make "the Awakening" possible, and for people to choose a path that taps in, uses this energy, and expands their consciousness.
The subtle energy that gives "the Awakening" life is called the Shialude. But for the Shialude energy to be used and to grow, an individual needs to CHOOSE to accept this subtle energetic vehicle to create an expanded consciousness. The choice comes down to either choosing a positive, expanding path, or a negative, constricting path. The positive path includes the feelings of acceptance, love, joy, support, hope, and awareness. The negative contrasting path is one of hate, fear, domination, power, and control.
To help present the contrasting points of view and path options in an "in your face manner" is Mr. Trump. He has assumed the role of the catalyst. He is the trigger to churn up, tear down, and turnover much of what is in place, not only in the USA, but in the world. In this process of churn, he is forcing everyone to look, evaluate and assess contrasting options. He essentially is the catalyst to help us wake up and choose. It is this contrast in options that will help each person define and articulate what type of energy we want to live in, who we want to be, and if we want to expand or contract our awareness and consciousness.
I have been reminded Mr. Trump is a rather good catalyst, and almost all are becoming engaged in making their choice of who they are and the type of world they are going to create.
As you tune in and learn to sense subtle energy, over time your abilities expand to not only sense this subtle energy, but also to recognize differences in these subtle energies - like the different TYPES,or qualities, or aspects of the energy. It is then when you move into going in even deeper, and can then start to sense different types of MESSAGES within that energy field.
For example, when I first started to be aware of earth energy and hearts, I then started to train myself to sense where some of these places were. I initially focused on when and where my feelings changed in different areas of nature. With more practice and experience, I improved to not only sense WHERE an earth energy site was, but also what type of vibe it produced. For example, in some areas I could become very serene, tranquil, quiet, and relaxed - almost as if I was being comforted. In other sites, I was able to "see" Spiritual Beings, and even at some locations, I was able to move through time and regress to a different time period.
In a recent visit at an earth energy new Mount Shasta in Northern California, I had a totally new experience. This happened during a meditation, and in the meditation, I could FEEL a change happening inside and around me. It was as if I was becoming a ROCK - like granite! In the meditation, I observed my skin and body now looking like it was made up of gray granite. I then remembered a Nature video I saw where plants seemed to communicate with other plants to let them know they were in need of a certain nutrient. THEN, the plants with that nutrient would SEND the plant in need, that specific nutrient. I then had the impression the earth was sharing its rock-like SUBTLE energy with me, as a GIFT. Perhaps this was a nutrient I needed?
At the end of the meditation, I looked at my arms and legs - they were normal. All of this imagery was shared in a meditation, and in an earth energy center. I was aware this was a deeper type of sensing subtle energy - a message was being shared.
I am reminded that it is going to get even more ugly in America's political scene than it is right now. Many things are being completely turned over, and this will continue, and even go deeper and broader in the next 6 months. This upheaval is either going to create a greater desire to purge and stop the current subtle life force energy flow we are in, or we will face a new era where things will dramatically be different for us.
It is similar to having a person get a diagnosis of cancer - the first desire is to stop it from spreading and growing and causing havoc in your life. But if it can't be controlled or stopped, then you either need to learn to adjust to the havoc, pain, and less functionality, or you accept the fact you are going to die. And with luck, this whole experience of getting the cancer diagnosis will provide you that wonderful opportunity to find meaning in your life and genuine growth. But mostly, you also know it is going to be a big shit hole.
This is what it is like in America right now. We have cancer and we are now learning how and what we are going to do about it. We have structures in place to deal with societal cancer - you know, the checks and balances (Congress's House and Senate, the Supreme Court, and the Media), but if these all fail, that means the cancer is going to continue to grow.
So, if America wants to stop this cancer from growing and spreading because the checks and balances are not working, it means that more people will need to act and change their actions, attitudes, and awareness - the type of subtle energy that contributes to society's "whole". Otherwise, we will end up living in a world that will be much, much different from the one we currently know (like less education, less healthcare, less clean air and water, fewer protected lands, no safety net, but more corporate profits).
Of course, the other option is to just allow this cancer to grow, and see what happens. Who knows? Maybe we will realize we have found greater meaning and purpose in our life now that we realize the things we used to value and take for granted are gone. Or we will realize we are indeed living in a big shit hole.
This breaks my heart. The current President of the USA signed an executive order to remove the protections of many of the national monuments. MANY of these sites include areas that are sacred - meaning, they have a consolidation of life force energy that connects with other planes of existence. If these are destroyed, well, the special energy is GONE! It ain't coming back!
The California monuments identified for review:
• Berryessa Snow Mountain
• Carrizo Plain
• Giant Sequoia
• Mojave Trails
• San Gabriel Mountains
• Sand to Snow
The other 21 monuments identified for review are:
• Basin and Range, Nevada
• Bears Ears, Utah
• Canyons of the Ancients, Colorado
• Cascade Siskiyou, Oregon
• Craters of the Moon, Idaho
• Gold Butte, Nevada
• Grand Canyon-Parashant, Arizona
• Grand Staircase-Escalante, Utah
• Hanford Reach, Washington
• Ironwood Forest, Arizona
• Organ Mountains-Desert Peaks, New Mexico
• Rio Grande del Norte, New Mexico
• Sonoran Desert, Arizona
• Upper Missouri River Breaks, Montana
• Vermilion Cliffs, Arizona
• Katahadin Woods and Waters, Maine
• Marianas Trench, CNMI/Pacific Ocean
• Northeast Canyons and Seamounts, Atlantic Ocean
• Pacific Remote Islands, Pacific Ocean
• Papahanaumokuakea, Hawaii/Pacific Ocean
• Rose Atoll, American Samoa/Pacific Ocean
I am reminded how the life process involves chaos, and then what follows is often some type of new structure and order - something for people to grasp a hold of and build a new life around.
War is chaos. So are natural disasters, like earthquakes, hurricanes, floods, and tornadoes. And so, too, are our personal experiences with loss - like losing someone you love, or losing your home, or your job, health, etc. All of these things will create a type of chaos. It is those moments of chaos that requires us to go very deep within in order to survive and get back to life.
There will be a moment when we start to put order and structure around the chaos and then begin the rebuilding process - or we give up and essentially die.
Chaos can provide us the upheaval to begin something a new. We then can make things better - or we can choose to do nothing, or even make things worse. But through this period of chaos and change, we will discover who we really are.
These moments of chaos are the times that provide the greatest life-lesson-moments in our ENTIRE life time. These are the moments when we will learn who we really are - if we survive, that is.
So let's see who and what emerges over the next year and who we really are.
I recently had one of those unusual experiences with subtle energy. I was visited by "me" from sometime in the future. I have only had this experience one other time, when a "future me" came to advise me I needed to divorce and relocate from Utah to another state. This visit was to advise me to "ignore the current President for the next 6 months" and have no thoughts about him, but instead, redirect my thoughts and attention to visiting, interacting, connecting and sensing different energies in different spots on the earth - such as the National Parks and Monuments.
Having a "future me" come to give a message means this is rather a big deal and should not be ignored. I then started analyzing why this message was so important. I then realized that thoughts about "Mr. T" must be reinforcing his ability to continue to do more damage. After all, "our thoughts have energy" and even if our thoughts are negative, it is still subtle energy being directed towards a person, and it appears this person feeds off any type of energy, even if it is negative.
And why would these instructions from "my future self" have me focus on earth energy spots, like our national parks and monuments? Perhaps it is a way to help strengthen and protect these areas of the earth that are now being turned over to the private sector so some corporation can make a profit, drill for oil or gas, or even build condos. Or perhaps this is just going to be a way for me to improve my ability to sense different types of earth energies.
Needless to say, I'm now engaged in redirecting my attention away from the news and to visit different places around the globe that may have concentrations of life force energy and be "earth energy sites".
One year I went on vacation with my son on the back of his Harley motorcycle. We went up the coast of California and Oregon; he was driving and I was hanging on the back, grinning from ear to ear. What surprised me about this trip, however, was how I could feel the dramatic changes in temperature from one spot to another as we road up the coast. It was as if we were journeying through different little climate pockets along the highway, and they would quickly change from one spot to another. It was an amazing variety of temperatures.
In a way, it was reminiscent of when I was learning to sense earth energy centers. An earth energy center is where there are pockets of consolidated life force energy. Because of the abundance of subtle energy in those areas, it is must easier to have spiritual experiences. For example, you can more easily meet and converse with Spiritual Beings in those earth energy centers because there is enough available energy for Spiritual Beings to project themselves to you. Or you can more easily travel to the astral plane in those locations because you can tap in and use that life force energy to get you out of your body.
When John U.K. was training me to sense earth energy centers, he would have me tune into my feelings, ward and identify any changes of feelings as we walked or moved along a path or roadway. It became a way to identify when and where there was a change in my feelings and this could serve as a type of GPS to guide me towards an earth energy center. With practice, I learned that when I felt a feeling of "peace and oneness that almost forced me to smile" was a way that I could begin to identify where there was a consolidation of earth energy, or an earth energy heart center.
As I road on the back of the Harley, and sensed the microclimate bursts of changing temperatures, it made me smile. I was once again tuning into different sensations, but this time, it was just the wind.
Not very many people have the opportunity to be taught by a Spiritual Guide, so I asked John U.K., a Spiritual Being, why he came to me and taught me about spiritual energy (tools, outcomes, and gifts)? His response was a lesson on preparing and planning for an incarnation on earth.
ME ASKING JOHN - "So why did you choose me to give these lessons to?"
JOHN RESPONDING TO ME - "I didn't. You asked me to be the back-up plan should the normal events not come through."
ME - "What were those normal events?"
JOHN - "You were first supposed to meet and connect with Rob who was then supposed to teach you. You met Rob, but he hadn't been taught, so could not teach you."
ME - "So what happened?"
JOHN - "You planned a couple of events. The first one was to make sure that you and Rob could meet and become connected. You set up a marker of energy. When you two had your first kiss, you both felt an energy bolt go through you. You both commented on this, and knew this meant something. It was a message to let you know you two were supposed to connect, which you did.
JOHN "Rob was supposed to then teach you about meditation and these subtle energies, but this is where things failed. Rob was supposed to have been taught by a teacher in school (Father Winter), but the teacher had been let go for teaching non-Christian concepts. As a result, Rob did not learn these concepts and was unable to share them with you. Hence, the back-up plan was initiated - me!"
ME - "Is this normal?"
JOHN - "It is no usual nor is it unusual. It is an option and a choice. A person can plan a little or a lot before incarnating. You had several incarnations that fell short of what you wanted or expected (due to WWII, unforeseen accidents, etc) and wanted to make sure you completed what you wanted and expected. You created back-up plans for important activities to make sure this incarnation met your expectations."
This brief conversation let me know about pre-earth life and the ability to plan and prepare for an incarnation. It also let me know we can set up trigger events of communication and messages (like a kiss) as a way to help guide us or make sure we pay attention to certain people or events. This conversation also let me know we can solicit other Beings to help us on our journey, should they be willing to participate and join us in this effort.
I think we all have a tendency to acquiesce a bit when we first meet a nonphysical Spiritual Being. I mean, it is a bit unusual to have this experience, and when it first happens, there is a tendency to think the Spiritual Being you are meeting or conversing with is either God, or is God-like, or a messenger from God. Anyway, that was my first impression when I first met and conversed with my Spiritual Guide and Teacher, John U.K.
Even though John U.K. told me he was JUST my Guide and Teacher, and NOT an angel, and NOT God, it was still a bit unnerving at first. Eventually I got over this and were able to focus on the lessons I was supposed to learn (aka the lessons on the tools of the chakra energies and spiritual gifts).
In those early years, I met and conversed with many Spiritual Beings from all the levels of the Tao (as well as beyond the Tao) and I noticed that with each and every introduction to a new Spiritual Being, I initially interacted with them as if they were holy, and I was milk toast. But this type of interaction changed when they advised me to divorce my husband and relocate to another state. I was surprised by this request, and said "no". It was also at that moment when became empowered and started saying no.
But then, after my repeated "no's", someone else was brought in who they thought I would listen to - it was "me from the future".
This was a VERY weird experience to meet and converse with "me from the future" (who had chosen divorce and relocation) and was sitting in front of me, advising me on why this was needed. Eventually I was persuaded to also choose divorce and relocation, but I also realized this decision was MY choice.
What I learned from these experiences is that Spiritual Beings interact with you because either your Higher Self has requested this interaction, information, or guidance, OR you planned it before you were born.
Spiritual Beings are NOT holy - they are souls without a physical body. They are not better than you. They are just from a different time and space, and have different information and experiences to share that may be beneficial to learn and know about.
Spiritual Beings visit and converse with you for a reason, but you do NOT have to accept the information or the choices they are recommending. The CHOICES are still YOUR CHOICES and the life you have is still based on the choices YOU made.
John U.K.was my Spiritual Guide and Teacher who gave me lessons about the spiritual energies of the chakras - the tools to use to fortify those different energies as well as the gifts one can develop when you use those energies. During this training, he said that often times those concepts about the tools and gifts of these spiritual energies are often shared directly to writers on the physical plane (earth). These writers have then placed them in stories (movies and books) so that more and more people can be aware of the concepts and learn to embrace them. John U.K. then gave me some examples:
Years ago, I asked John U.K., my Spiritual Guide and Teacher, what his plans were for the Christmas holidays. His response was rather surprising.
"I'm hiding Jesus." he said.
"What?" I remarked.
"It's my turn to hide Jesus this year. As you know, thoughts are energy, and thoughts, along with prayers, directed to a single individual, are very difficult. Imagine having millions of people focusing their thoughts and discussions on Jesus, especially during these religious holidays and events. These actions make it very difficult.
'Can you imagine millions of people focusing their attention on a single person, especially on the same day?" He continued, "Then there are all those souls who have died, and now want to meet Jesus, too. During Christmas, this is especially difficult. Several of us take turns hiding him around these holidays".
John U.K.'s response really changed how I celebrate these types of religious events, as well as helped me get a better understanding about the power of thoughts.
You can also learn to work with chakra energy and have your own spiritual experiences.