My Adventures with
Personal Stories of Working with Subtle Energies
A persistent desire that can not be suppressed may be your Higher Self moving you to the life path you need to be on. There are many different ways of receiving spiritual communication and those nagging desires and thoughts can be one method used to shake you enough to get you to take a leap of faith and move over.
Let me share an example of a persistent desire that happened to me. I grew up as a Mormon in Utah. I had been mentored to believe women were there to help the men. We were the heart, not the head. We were subservient. We obeyed. We followed. I tried to fall in line, but over the years, no matter what, I could not suppress my thoughts and feelings this was not correct.
My discord grew and grew over time and eventually became consumed with angst over women's role and worth in this religion. The majority of my thoughts, ideas, feelings, writings, and conversations centered around women equality, power, education, economics, women and God, etc. No matter what I did, or how strongly I felt, my feelings about women's role vs men's role were in conflict with my religion.
This experience was of this perpetual anxiety and angst that consumed me was an example of a persistent desire coming from my Higher Self. These thoughts and feeling that I just couldn't shake, eventually led me to meeting John U.K., a Spiritual Being and teacher. I found it ironic I was essentially was mirroring the Mormon Church's founder, Joseph Smith, by also having questions about religion and then experiencing a an encounter with a Spiritual Being, and then being encouraged to forge ahead on my own path.
If I had continued to ignore my feelings and those persistent desires, they eventually would have become even stronger and stronger Eventually, there comes a point when you can no longer silence and suppress these desires. Eventually you get to the point you feel like you have not choice but to follow what you feel over what you have been told to feel.
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