My Adventures with
Personal Stories of Working with Subtle Energies
There is much discussion about the changes that are happening now, as well as beyond. There will be a pulling between two extremes….one that exhibits the signs of being based on fear. You will see examples of this of using fear in their rhetoric or the way they sell what needs to be done or wanting to stay in the past. They will bring examples forward of previous historical periods that are now seen as stumbling blocks and say “this is just like it was back then”. But this group are mostly young souls and young-soul energy. They can not imagine a world that is based on anything different than fear and that of survival.
The other pull of support will be coming from the more mature soul energies. These energies will be focusing on being more open, providing support, tolerance, and balance. This is an “awakened” energy and the focus is on growth.
There are times when it may even be difficult to see which energy will succeed in this era of pull and push. But the balance is finally shifting and the pull will continue towards the awakened and more mature energy. Those who are clinging to the past and who are more centered on fear will continue to do so, but the more mature energies and more rational thoughts have taken root and will grow and will help pull those forward to the new era.
I was up at 1:30 AM and did a meditation, visualizing and sensing as if I was immersed in a sea of vast, calm, water. I then felt as if this connection with the water was a vehicle to connect to all life in the earth., I then visualized green energy - the energy of the 4th chakra - the energy of love, balance, and support. I then sensed I was now connected with ALL life - not just on earth, but throughout the whole Tao. I could feel that connection and oneness with that connection I felt in this water. I sensed the connection, but also the singularity of each and every form of individuals and felt the process of how each is growing, learning, developing in this sea of connection. It was a vast network.
At one point, I felt I was on the Higher Self plane - and sharing this energy of awareness and change. I could ‘feel’ a shift occur, as there was now a conscious move - a slight but significant change of consciousness and awareness. This change moved the timeline ever so slightly, but I was aware it would have a significant impact over time. I had an awareness that all this chaos would now change into a more purposeful direction and outcome. I could feel and see different scenarios being played out as if to find the better outcomes for all of us. There was also a greater awareness of our connection and dependence on each other, in order to live, grow, learn, and expand our consciousness.
I could “feel” and “see” how this moment of connection, with it’s green hue of balance and love - oh, and that deep love - was like a single moment of movement - like taking a step on a new plane, or path, or level - all of us - all, were now were in that new realm. On one hand, it was as if nothing happened at all, but it was also as if EVERYTHING had just changed, too. I had an awareness that this was what we - humanity - had been moving toward, or hoping for - but it was much more than we expected. This was HUGE, and TOTAL, and COMPLETE.
How this impacts and changes things on the earth, I’m not sure. Except that it seems that everything first happens on that spiritual plane first, or it drives or pulls, or pushes, and prods, what happens on the earthly plane. It seems that now, we will be changing things on the earth. Kind of like the fish moving out of the water and walking on dry land - that type of change - a marked moment in our evolutionary process. So maybe it won’t be seen immediately, or maybe we will see an improvement and stop humanity from continuing to free fall into more hate, anger, violence, and isolation. Maybe we will start to see that change within us and see how we are all connected with each other, and what we do impacts us all.
I admit it. I have been a bit distraught over many of the things occurring in the USA right now- ya know, like the dismantling of our free press by calling them out as being fake. And then there is the demonizing of any law that is inconvenient, as well as the constant lying, bullying, and acting like a mob boss. Encouraging Russia to hack and invade America our political system, along with the spending spree and profiteering being done for a select few, as well as our growing debt, bankrupting health care, and being callous to the cries of children being taken from their mothers at our Southern Border. I am heartbroken, distraught and filled with outrage and despair over what is happening in the USA right now. And what dismays me more is how there are so many Americans who are still thrilled with these changes.
As a result, I am spending a lot of effort to try and energetically change this direction and stop the bleed. But what I received in my meditations as to what was needed, is not what I expected. I was reminded we are now in the process of an awakening movement in America. This is a time of chaotic energy and disruption that is being used to force us into clarifying and confronting who and what we are, or what we will become.
An awakening is a change of consciousness - an new awareness - so being face-to-face with having to choose which energy to follow and "be" is part of the awakening process. How long this takes is dependent on how fast we choose. It can go either way - to stagnate and die, or to grow and bloom. The best way to support this process is to not try and prevent it from happening, but to nourish the positive energies so it can be abundant enough to allow new growth to take root.
I am also reminded that a person requires motivation in order to act and move from one place to another, and an awakening is a new "place". Just being aware it is happening does not necessarily make someone act and change. A person needs to get into an action mode to become changed.. They need to feel compelled. In a way it is like the propulsion we see in this video of two athletes, Sian Welch and Wendy Ingraham. They are completing a triathlon and have already swam 2.4-miles, biked a 112-miles, and are now near the end of the running 26.2-miles. They now only have a few hundred feet to go, but collapse. They could give up, or they can propel themselves forward. Both end up crawling to get to the finish line. Awakenings are like that - they require a lot of effort, struggle, sacrifice, and pain. And then it requires even a bit more.
That process of propulsion actually changes a person's inner self. This is part of the awakening process - that energetic change within. A person becomes more than they were before that moment of change.
Awakenings are difficult. But worth the chaos, pain, and effort. The end results will astound you.
Twenty years ago, John U.K., my spiritual guide and teacher once said the USA was very similar to Rome. He continued by saying that America would also some day lose it’s power and ranking on the world stage. Looks like we have arrived at that point. Trump, the leader of chaos and upheaval, seems to be abandoning former allies and friends from democratic regimes. He is now realigning himself, along with America, to buddy up with the dictators. It's almost as if Trump has decided since he can't control the popular kids at school, he has decided to join the gang who all have personal thugs.
In my meditations, I often ponder and discuss the political angst of the day. I seek insight to help me understand what is occurring in our political American world. What I have been receiving in these meditations is that the possibility of nuclear war continues to diminish, but the next phase is one of civil upheaval. It will continue to increase, and it will be difficult and even bloody.
The polarization, dismantling and overturning of everything Trump touches is creating more and more polarization - everywhere. Some are thrilled with the dismantling of many institutions they have long thought were not needed. Others are hoping Trump will bring on that magical ending to the world and Jesus will come save the believers, which is very much a false belief.. But the majority of people, will become awakened and empowered in this struggle. It is almost like the seed of a new consciousness requires that struggle for the seed to burst from its shell, and grow. When that happens, a person will choose to engage and be part of the change to help create the environment they want to live in. That moment of conscious change and awareness, is the key of an awakening.
Societal awakenings typically include human rights and civil liberties as part of the goal to improve the world we live in. These efforts usually are difficult and often bloody, but they do change the course of humanity. What is unique in this new awakening movement, however, is that this awakening has a broad base of awakened human consciousness and awareness.
The Awakening of humanity is the current priority - to help us wake up and choose what type of people we are and want to become.
Mr. Trump is assisting in this awakening process by helping to create churn, upheaval, and chaos, which is forcing us clarify and articulate the type of people and country we want to be. We are being exposed to more and more frailties, corruption, bias, hate, and prejudice in our government, showing us just how much the has become rigged. We also are witnessing how much is ruled and controlled by the highest bidder, or hidden behind lies, as well as being run by big business and or outside countries. This exposure is forcing us to wake up and decide if this is who we are.
David Brooks, the conservative Republican voice on PBS's Shields and Brooks segment on PBS News hour said "Donald Trump, give him credit, he's completely transparent. He basically said in that interview, my corruption can be found in my tax returns. If you look at my tax returns, I will fire you. He transmits everything he is thinking out in public in an incredibly transparent way. So we are looking at the fact that Bob Mueller will probably go to the tax returns, Trump will probably fire Bob Mueller, and then we will be in some type of constitutional crisis, and it is all telegraphed and out in the open”. (7/21/17)
This really is where we are moving towards - a constitutional crisis that will force more of those who are still in that deep state of slumber, to wake up. I'm hoping this will be the turning point we have been waiting for. I'm anxious to move on to the next steps in The Awakening process; nurturing and growing the seeds of awareness.
I know, I know. It is a circus out there in the political forefront of the USA. We have Mr. Trump and his need for constant attention, as well as a new health care bill that seems focused on killing off those who are seen as unworthy to live - the poor, the chronically ill, and the elderly - about a quarter of the population. BUT, in all of this hubbub, there are some pretty cool things happening behind the scenes. Like The Awakening, for example, and the new subtle energy that is being nourished and growing to help humanity.
One of the things that has recently happened is that we are now located in the CENTER of SOURCE energy! This is NEW! AND, this energy has a distinct yin and yang flow right in the MIDDLE of Source, rather than what it used to be like, which was being balanced on the outer edges of source. Anyway, this is new, and a rather BIG DEAL!
So what does this mean for humanity? Well, it means there is a rebalancing going on in regards to the subtle energy for all of humanity. There is now MORE YIN (or female-type) energy being fortified and growing in the middle of SOURCE and flowing. This will eventually help us reach a tipping point with this strengthened yin energy, and when this happens, we will see a change of direction in the political frey and circus.
A few months ago I had been advised to ignore the news and Mr. Trump for 6 months. In this window of time, Mr. Trump would be churning up the status quo, creating chaos, and causing our mouths to drop. I have found it challenging to put Mr. Trump aside and ignore what is going on in the news, Facebook, TV, and the water cooler chatter because it is always about Mr. Trump. So in my meditation, I asked about all this churn and where (and how) to refocus my attention so I don't go nutty. This is the answer I received:
"Mr. Trump may be the President of the United States, but he views himself more as the star of a reality show based in the white house. He is driven by the need to continually get attention, be adored, and grow his personal wealth. The act of governing is of little interest to him, unless it serves those personal drivers of his personality. Mr. Trump has set up people and the media to make sure all the attention and focus gets redirected back to Mr. Trump. He knows how to use shock and to get people to tune back in. After all, he is the star of his reality show.
There is, however, a vacuum of leadership that has been created because of this. You can pay attention and focus your observation on this shifting of power taking place in the United States. You can notice people outside of Washington who are stepping in and taking charge of caring for systems and programs they deem as having great worth and value. You noticed this with the National Park System. You also noticed this when Mr. Trump declared he would not support the Paris Climate Agreement. This also happened when women's health initiatives, such as Planned Parenthood and birth control, was dismantled in the health care bill and budget. This also happened with some organizations stepping forward to help refugees, or supporting Muslims, or the LGBT. All of these efforts show the seeds of where leadership is moving to. People are becoming more aware of what is important and then stepping forward to lead. Leadership moves away from the centers of power each and every time this happens.
The Awakening is a period of becoming AWAKE - recognizing what is of value, who you are, then moving forward to protect those values and/or change the energy flow to support those things of value. Power shifts away from the current centers of power (Government, Religions, and Corporations) when someone wakes up.
Our recommendation is to pay attention and notice these seeds of "the Awakening" taking root and growing. Mr Trump will continue to star in his reality show until he is no longer President. But what is really important right now is "the Awakening". This is a monumental change happening in humanity right now. Mr. Trump really is just a side show."
We need to experience contrast in our lives because it helps us identify what feels good and what makes us feel bad. It is the feelings of feeling good Vs feeling bad, and that contrast that helps us clarify and articulate our desires. This contrast of feelings then helps guide us to make our choice as to what path we want to journey, or who we want to be, or what our values and beliefs really are. It is when we feel good, feel loved, or experience joy, are the feelings that we most desire. It is those feelings that move us forward towards experiences associated with our life path.
We are currently in "the Awakening" process for humanity. As Esther Hicks, who channels Abraham, says, "the awakening is the process of turning our frequencies up higher, and higher and becoming more consciously aware of what is nonphysical." What this means is that humanity, as a whole, is being exposed to be able to connect with, sense, use, and direct nonphysical energy and see beyond our physical senses. Essentially this is an expanded consciousness.
In order for the awakening to grow, it needs two things - the correct subtle energy frequency, or vehicle, to make "the Awakening" possible, and for people to choose a path that taps in, uses this energy, and expands their consciousness.
The subtle energy that gives "the Awakening" life is called the Shialude. But for the Shialude energy to be used and to grow, an individual needs to CHOOSE to accept this subtle energetic vehicle to create an expanded consciousness. The choice comes down to either choosing a positive, expanding path, or a negative, constricting path. The positive path includes the feelings of acceptance, love, joy, support, hope, and awareness. The negative contrasting path is one of hate, fear, domination, power, and control.
To help present the contrasting points of view and path options in an "in your face manner" is Mr. Trump. He has assumed the role of the catalyst. He is the trigger to churn up, tear down, and turnover much of what is in place, not only in the USA, but in the world. In this process of churn, he is forcing everyone to look, evaluate and assess contrasting options. He essentially is the catalyst to help us wake up and choose. It is this contrast in options that will help each person define and articulate what type of energy we want to live in, who we want to be, and if we want to expand or contract our awareness and consciousness.
I have been reminded Mr. Trump is a rather good catalyst, and almost all are becoming engaged in making their choice of who they are and the type of world they are going to create.
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