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Personal Stories of Working with Subtle Energies
The USA is now in a period of change and upheaval that is exposing and bringing forward what had been swept under cover, or hidden away. We are now seeing our country's underbelly, and are now coming face-to-face with this awareness. We are being forced to examine who and what we really are, and it ain't pretty. This process of exposure can be a way to help us define who we are and who we don't want to be. It helps us clarify what is important.
The shialude energy is a also a new part of the equation that has not been in the world before this generation. THIS new subtle energy (we call the shialude) helps open up not only our awareness, it will help shift the power in this equation. The shialude energy will be a catalyst to help change the power structure away from financial institutions and TOWARDS more individuals.
The election of Trump is a statement of what the old guard of power has been - CEO, rich, white, male, and without empathy. But having this symbol of the old guard is also serving as a wake-up call because it is allowing us to ask if this is who we want to dictate our lives. This stage is going to be difficult and challenging for many because there is going to be a lot of "tightening of the screws" before we shift. Those in power want to keep their wealth and power so will make it very difficult for most, which will cause resentment and backlash. This will then cause more tightening of control, including a militaristic approach to keep the masses in line,
We can expect to see losing free speech, freedom of the press, and even freedom of assembling. I believe that when the police and/or military get aligned with the will of the masses, we will then see things change. This, is when power will shift away from those in power and be allowed to grow with the people. This is what history has taught us. I also see us following this same path in my meditations. Power shifts work like this - there seems to be the need to battle those in power. But this time, individuals (and humanity) will eventually succeed.
The other option of a possible nuclear war, or the possibility of Russia taking over the USA (which I saw in an election meditation) is still possible, but because society continues to reject what has happened with a Trump election, it appears to strengthen the probability of the power shift happening sooner rather than later.
I so wanted America to choose the easier path with a different election result, but I am reminded that often taking the more difficult path helps us better define who and what we are. And this is what is happening now.
Early on Tuesday morning of November 8, 2016, I prepared for my daily ritual of meditating. But this time, I was impressed to just sit and "be". I sat there for a long time in the dark, in my meditation sitting position, but this time, my eyes were open and just sat in a state of "awareness".
I was consciously aware that today was a marker and the path would forever be changed tomorrow. I recognized I needed to absorb the moment and take in that feeling of peace and tranquility. I KNEW I needed to remember this moment and sear it into my very soul as if it were to be my last.
I ignored all the news outlets and discussion on election day, even going to bed early so I would not be tempted to turn on the news. But then, at 1:00 AM on Wednesday morning, I was awakened by a spiritual prompting to get up and turned on the news, so I did. I then sank in the chair and all the energy drained from me as I saw that Donald Trump had won. I then knew why that moment of peace had been seared in soul and was so important - it was the last day before the upheaval.
I then went through a few days of despair because I had seen the outcome of a Trump presidency in a future sensing meditation - a nuclear launch, a civil war, or another country (such as Russia) taking over the USA. I was now filled with grief and anger for a few days, but then, after many meditations (and a few glasses of wine), I finally came to terms with America's decision. It is what it is.
I am aware this election result will create much angst, strife, and chaos in the USA, but on the flip side, it will be a way to help purge the stagnation, complacency, and barriers that have been created in the power structure of our society. Eventually, this chaos and civil warfare will lead to what is needed for the next phase of humanity's development- a shift of power from the merchants (financial institutions & organizations that have bought elected officials and religions) to move towards more individuals. It will strengthen and allow PERSONAL EMPOWERMENT and true change (unless, of course, we end up choosing the path of nuclear war).
I've been encouraged in my meditations, to ignore the "noise" and rhetoric, and instead to focus on that INNER voice within. This is something we all can do. It will be important to go inward to find that calm. and nurture strength from within.
It is going to be rough journey, but I have been reminded that all transitions are filled with chaos, strife, hurt, heartache, and sacrifice. In a way, it is like giving birth - filled with pain, being pushed to the limits, and sometimes not even knowing if you will survive the process. But in the end, humanity can get to the next phase of their development - personal empowerment.
It’s 4:30 AM and I am up to seek answers and comfort about the election. This is my stream of consciousness from this meditation.
"You sensed the future and saw what a Donald Trump presidency would bring. You saw a con artist who would lead the country to crisis, war, the removal of freedoms and rights. The natural instinct is to prevent this catastrophe from happening to protect humanity. You felt you had assurances others in the spiritual domain had the same desire as you, and expected the help and assistance to be aligned with your idea of helping humanity, but as we see, this is not what happened. You now question why this is not the case and if you could have prevented this from happening.
You are aware that since you had spiritual visitors meet with you prior to the election, and you received a request from them to step back and not meddle in these specific energies, that your desires were being addressed. You are also aware you later questioned if you were being duped, rather than doing what you thought was right – but you received confirmation you were doing the right thing to sit back and allow the energies to flow their natural course. So now your question is “what the fuck?”, is that not so? So let’s start from that point.
There is a bigger picture and perspective with a different outcome than what you were seeing and acting on. You were looking at it from a singular human and singular point in time perspective – like a mother wanting to protect her brood. The outcome of the election with Hillary would have provided stability and a “stay the course” path. This is the safe path, but it is not a path that purges the stagnant energy, and it is not the path that forces or provides a PERSON to question, seek answers, and to become someone new. It is not the path that encourages a person to question authority, or seek new answers and create new solutions. It is not the path that makes someone learn how to do more on their own. It is not necessarily the way that strengthens individual resolve to develop ones own skills and the ability to solve things on a personal level. It is not the path of forcing an INDIVIDUAL to find out who they need to be and to be accountable for their decisions and actions.
This is the bigger picture - individual empowerment. This is the path that allows someone to become more than they would be than if they stayed in that safe, secure environment. It is like a birth, of sorts. VERY difficult and challenging, but it provides the desired out. This is the course that you took, and were forced to take, but you also realize that if you had not been forced from your comfort and secure surroundings in Utah, you would not have the skills and strength you now have. These skills, as you know, are now a part of your very soul. They are stuck in your spiritual make-up and will be there from here on out. It has been a difficult journey for you, yes, but what you have achieved, someday you will realize it was worth the pain, despair, and suffering. That environment pushed you in ways you would not have sought. You recognize how different you are when you compare yourself, for example, to your friends or family who are still back in their safe environment.
This path of having Mr. Trump as the President is going to be difficult and awful in many ways, but it can provide the opportunities to purge off that stagnant energy in systems that are broken. It can be the catalyst to assure the power shifts from corporations and money towards the individual. It is as if a fire has been lit and things are now going to burn. Much will be destroyed and changed, but it also means that new growth and new ideas CAN take place from the burnt ground. It can become the environment that encourages, and even forces, many people to wake up and recognize who and what they are, and what kind of world they want to live in.
The path was never promised it was going to be easy. There was never any communication to you that said having this new energy spark would make the path easier – the information was always about awareness and personal empowerment. Any shift of power, as we have learned over spanning history, is not something easily given up. You were hoping this was the case, but there were never promises made this would happen.
Look at the events in a broader perspective. It is as if the world is pregnant and needs to prepare for a new baby. You can assist in the process to make sure the labor and birthing process will be successful, and the mother (aka Mother Earth) will live, and the new baby (the awakened new energy in this new era) can have a secure beginning.
Sensing the future can come forward in different ways. You can proactively try and connect and see what the future looks like in a meditation, and at other times, it is more passive- the images, ideas, and thoughts just come. Let me give you an example.
I was giving a medical Qi-gong medical treatment to a client who has having pain in her jaw from an infected tooth. During the treatment I could "energetically see" her tooth and that infection. I could also see bone decay in her jaw from osteoporosis. In that brief moment of seeing her jaw, I saw two possible outcomes. One was removing the infected tooth and saving her jaw. The other was to try and save the tooth, but this would end up triggering more decay and problems in her jaw, and eventually lead to the need for multiple surgeries in her jaw.
At the end of the treatment I advised her to visit her Dentist for treatment to get the necessary treatment for her tooth.
She reported back that she was given two options - one option, which was more expensive and which she didn't want to do, was to have the tooth removed and to get an implant. The other option was to keep the tooth and then if it failed, then remove the tooth and get an implant. Based on the images I saw during her treatment, I advised her to get the tooth removed now - it would save her from several future surgeries down the road.
Later, I learned she decided to keep the tooth and is aggressively trying to save it. I was disappointed she didn't take my advice, but this will allow us to see if the images I saw about her future will really come to bare. I'll keep you posted.
The spiritual gift of future sensing is a method that can be used to help a person assess what would happen if a certain path were taken. There are different methods one can use to engage in future sensing, but this is how I used it to help me determine who I would back for the presidential election. I did this future sensing meditation in April of 2016.
I sat, closed my eyes, took some deep breaths, and relaxed. I visualized my chakras and then visualized myself being in the middle of Source energy of the Tao. My purpose in this meditation was to view the different path options for selecting a President in the USA, so I narrowed my focus to only view three possible strings of time - one with Donald J Trump being President, one with Bernie Sanders being President, and the other with Hillary Clinton being President. I then examined those timelines one by one and followed them, tuning into my senses as I examined the timeline path and what I felt while in that time option.
With Mr. Trump's timeline, I could feel chaos and much uncertainty with many periodic moments of implosion. He was haphazard and so inconsistent in his decisions, no one was ever sure what to do. Violence increased in this path, as did poverty, hate, and insecurity. There was much unrest. Freedom of speech was curtailed due to fear, and it had the feeling of becoming a dictatorship with henchmen and even threats of annihilation. In fact, there was a moment I saw nothing in the timeline as if it had stopped. It freaked me out, and I felt the dreaded words "nuclear winter". I stopped the meditation with an awareness this option should NOT be followed.
I wanted to know if there was any other possible future with Trump that would not lead to nuclear annihilation, so the next day I repeated the meditation process and revisited that future timeline assessment. In this assessment I looked for an alternative outcome and path, and I could see two small branches that COULD happen and keep the timeline alive. One path led to civil war and another path led to the USA being taken over by an outside force (such as Russia). Both paths were bloody, messy, and filled with chaos, but the timeline COULD survive if there was an uprising inside the USA to remove Trump, or if there was an outside country that came in and took over. The timeline that would not be robust, but it would survive - similar to what happened in the Roman Empire path.
Bernie Sanders Outcome
I also tried a future sensing meditation to see what the future would be like with Bernie Sanders being President. I once again began the meditation and could see myself sitting in the middle of Source (or the Tao). I then focused on finding the timeline and path with Bernie being the President of the United States. At first I saw a lot of enthusiasm, but then I could see that his ideas were not getting through Congress and things were stuck - he couldn't gather support of those in the House or Senate. The infrastructure would not allow the changes he sought and it would not be a successful presidency. I then saw an image of a dandelion in bloom, and then all the seeds blew away as if the ideas had come and gone. The concept I left with, was his ideas had merit, but the support process of government would prevent his ideas from being implemented and would never take root. The outcome would not be successful as hoped. It was a feeling of being fleeting.
Hillary Clinton Outcome - Two Paths were Seen
I then shifted gears and restarted my meditation, focusing this time on finding the timeline where Hillary Clinton was President. At first I saw an image of a dead withered brown leaf - her ideas were old, withered, and stuck. I could see Congress was blocking everything she promoted - similar to how Congress worked with Obama in his terms. But then I saw a NEW branch and in THAT path, I saw Hillary Clinton had embraced Bernie Sanders concepts and partnered with him. In THIS path, I saw the leaf as being green, vibrant and healthy and the outcomes positive. She had the infrastructure and foundation to make things happen and she had Bernie's ideas and supporters to help create new life in the party and in the country. This path, having Hillary Clinton as President and partnering with Bernie Sanders, was the better path for the USA.
I came away from this meditation with an awareness the better future would be with Hillary Clinton as President IF she partnered with Bernie Sanders and his concepts and ideas. This provided a better outcome.
In my youth, we had TV shows like Star Trek, providing us with new ideas about space travel, technologies, and other creations, that helped pushed the boundaries of how we viewed the world. This allowed seeds to be planted that later helped us to conceptualize and accept an expanded awareness of the world and its possibilities.
Today there are shows like Daredevil, Jessica Jones, X-Men, and books like Harry Potter, all showing us to visualize new possibilities of who we may be. These shows (and books) help us open our minds and be aware of new ways of thinking who and what we may do and become. We watch these hero's cultivate and use gifts beyond our imagination. But if you look closely, often their skills are a type of spiritual gift. We also see these gifts seem to be based on a specific type, or limited type of energy, but it can be developed and improved - kind of like what we do with the spiritual development tools. We also notice our hero's are able to direct and use this energy via their intended thoughts or actions, and then create a rather specific outcome. Sometimes these outcomes are even similar to spiritual outcomes. In other words, these hero's are essentially using the Qi cultivation process.
The growth and changes coming via some TV, books, and movies, are not an accident. It is a method the astral plane (or God, Goddess, the Universe, the Tao) is using to help us prepare the next generation to better use these subtle energies to improve their life journey. This new openness and awareness of the different energies and how they can be cultivated and used, will help the next generation to rise to new heights. The boundaries and limitations will shift, in part, because of these new ideas were planted and seeded through TV, movies, and books.
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