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Personal Stories of Working with Subtle Energies
Some of us have been in recovery mode since the Brett Kavanaugh nomination and confirmation. For many of women, it was another punch to the gut with that familiar awareness a woman's voice and experience having little value in this society. It was like reliving a nightmare with many seemingly cheering the perps from the sidelines, just to call it a win.
When Senator Flake put a pause in the Kavanaugh hearings, I actually felt hope, along with a change of trajectory. But it galvanized people to get behind Trump and Kavanaugh and make sure women's voices and experiences continued to be suppressed.
I chatted with my Spiritual Guide and Teacher, John U.K. about this event. He said, "There was an equal part of people trying to stop the process as there were trying to get it passed. The pause was an opportunity for the other side to get stronger. In a way, the pause made it worse. Recognize this as a teaching moment, but be aware this will result in more women getting involved. There will be more female judges and female energy in the future".
John UK also said all this backlash associated with Trump are building 'antibodies in the body of humanity'. The awareness of what and how Trump operates, and the failure of Congress to check and restrain those abuses, is sparking different souls to be more engaged to fix or prevent some of this collapse.
One year I went on vacation with my son on the back of his Harley motorcycle. We went up the coast of California and Oregon; he was driving and I was hanging on the back, grinning from ear to ear. What surprised me about this trip, however, was how I could feel the dramatic changes in temperature from one spot to another as we road up the coast. It was as if we were journeying through different little climate pockets along the highway, and they would quickly change from one spot to another. It was an amazing variety of temperatures.
In a way, it was reminiscent of when I was learning to sense earth energy centers. An earth energy center is where there are pockets of consolidated life force energy. Because of the abundance of subtle energy in those areas, it is must easier to have spiritual experiences. For example, you can more easily meet and converse with Spiritual Beings in those earth energy centers because there is enough available energy for Spiritual Beings to project themselves to you. Or you can more easily travel to the astral plane in those locations because you can tap in and use that life force energy to get you out of your body.
When John U.K. was training me to sense earth energy centers, he would have me tune into my feelings, ward and identify any changes of feelings as we walked or moved along a path or roadway. It became a way to identify when and where there was a change in my feelings and this could serve as a type of GPS to guide me towards an earth energy center. With practice, I learned that when I felt a feeling of "peace and oneness that almost forced me to smile" was a way that I could begin to identify where there was a consolidation of earth energy, or an earth energy heart center.
As I road on the back of the Harley, and sensed the microclimate bursts of changing temperatures, it made me smile. I was once again tuning into different sensations, but this time, it was just the wind.
Not very many people have the opportunity to be taught by a Spiritual Guide, so I asked John U.K., a Spiritual Being, why he came to me and taught me about spiritual energy (tools, outcomes, and gifts)? His response was a lesson on preparing and planning for an incarnation on earth.
ME ASKING JOHN - "So why did you choose me to give these lessons to?"
JOHN RESPONDING TO ME - "I didn't. You asked me to be the back-up plan should the normal events not come through."
ME - "What were those normal events?"
JOHN - "You were first supposed to meet and connect with Rob who was then supposed to teach you. You met Rob, but he hadn't been taught, so could not teach you."
ME - "So what happened?"
JOHN - "You planned a couple of events. The first one was to make sure that you and Rob could meet and become connected. You set up a marker of energy. When you two had your first kiss, you both felt an energy bolt go through you. You both commented on this, and knew this meant something. It was a message to let you know you two were supposed to connect, which you did.
JOHN "Rob was supposed to then teach you about meditation and these subtle energies, but this is where things failed. Rob was supposed to have been taught by a teacher in school (Father Winter), but the teacher had been let go for teaching non-Christian concepts. As a result, Rob did not learn these concepts and was unable to share them with you. Hence, the back-up plan was initiated - me!"
ME - "Is this normal?"
JOHN - "It is no usual nor is it unusual. It is an option and a choice. A person can plan a little or a lot before incarnating. You had several incarnations that fell short of what you wanted or expected (due to WWII, unforeseen accidents, etc) and wanted to make sure you completed what you wanted and expected. You created back-up plans for important activities to make sure this incarnation met your expectations."
This brief conversation let me know about pre-earth life and the ability to plan and prepare for an incarnation. It also let me know we can set up trigger events of communication and messages (like a kiss) as a way to help guide us or make sure we pay attention to certain people or events. This conversation also let me know we can solicit other Beings to help us on our journey, should they be willing to participate and join us in this effort.
Years ago, I asked John U.K., my Spiritual Guide and Teacher, what his plans were for the Christmas holidays. His response was rather surprising.
"I'm hiding Jesus." he said.
"What?" I remarked.
"It's my turn to hide Jesus this year. As you know, thoughts are energy, and thoughts, along with prayers, directed to a single individual, are very difficult. Imagine having millions of people focusing their thoughts and discussions on Jesus, especially during these religious holidays and events. These actions make it very difficult.
'Can you imagine millions of people focusing their attention on a single person, especially on the same day?" He continued, "Then there are all those souls who have died, and now want to meet Jesus, too. During Christmas, this is especially difficult. Several of us take turns hiding him around these holidays".
John U.K.'s response really changed how I celebrate these types of religious events, as well as helped me get a better understanding about the power of thoughts.
When I first met John U.K., a Spiritual Being, I was in torment about the Mormon Church. I struggled between what I was FEELING and what I was told to do by my religion. I would zig and zag between trusting myself Vs complying with what I had been taught. So when I met John U.K., I wanted to know what to do about the Mormon church.
I was rather surprised by John U.K.'s advice. He essentially said it didn't matter - it was my choice. He said it is just a religion - there are some things that are good about the Mormon Church and some things that aren't. "The good thing is that the Mormons teach progression." he said. [The Mormon Church teaches that we are on a journey to become Gods and Goddesses - progression].
The Mormon Church's founder, Joseph Smith, was visited by Spiritual Beings. Years later, Smith started a Church - the Mormon Church. With this type of beginning, you can assume the initial focus of the religion would be on trying to have others replicate the experience of interacting with angels. It would also have a focus on learning how to create your own spiritual experiences. This initial group of people even started to explore using the tool of sex to help create spiritual energy to have more spiritual experiences. But they got hung up on the idea of HOW to have more sex and concluded the men needed more wives to have more sex (John UK said they got the solution wrong here - it should have been the WOMEN being able to have more male sexual partners rather than the men needing more sexual partners. Men climax once and it is over, where as a woman can have multiple climaxes). Anyway, this led them to begin the practice of polygamy.
The decision to have multiple wives got the community upset so they ran the Mormons out of town. Eventually the Mormons kept on getting kicked out everywhere they went so they ended up relocating to a very remote place - the barren lands of Utah. This shift led them to now focus on survival skills rather than on developing god-like skills. They set up structure, rules, order, authority, and enforced obedience.
Since my initial conversation about religion with John U.K.,, I decided to put my focus on using spiritual energy rather than on religion. The more I work with this subtle, spiritual energy, the more I am amazed of what is possible. The wonders are endless and the variety of experiences are astonishing.
For me, I have realized that religion is an organization, but spirituality, and interacting with spiritual energy, is more of a lifestyle. It can be lived with or without the structure of a religion.
Much of the cultivation of subtle energy/spiritual energy is about learning how to sense and then, interpret those subtle energetic messages. Subtle energy messaging can be through meditations, thoughts, impressions, dreams, music, telepathy, visitations by Spiritual Beings, and probably a myriad of other ways as well. If you are desiring to learn about your past lives, for example, you may receive the information about your past lives in any of those communication methods. One way that I learned about one of my past lives was via a dream.
In this dream, I was in a confederate uniform on a galloping horse, going as fast as I could, then was shot in the back, fell over in a ditch and then woke up.
When I woke up, I realized the dream was a significant dream, because it lingered with me and I couldn't shake it from my mind. The dream bothered me greatly, and I was going no where in understanding or interpreting the message, so I asked John U.K., my Spiritual Guide and teacher, for help. He reminded me I had been interested in learning about my past lives, so my Higher Self sent me that dream. The dream was an excerpt about one of my past lives. In THAT life, I was a confederate soldier in the Civil War, fighting for the South, shot in the back, and killed.
I was surprised by this, especially since I have NO INTEREST in the Civil War period at all. None. I had assumed if I lived in that period, I would have some FEELING about that period or be drawn to that part of the country, but I have NONE.
John U.K. then went on to say, "Those who lived that experience or in that time period will usually have no interest in it once they reincarnate. Those who are fascinated and drawn to certain periods in history or to certain areas, usually did not live it. They become drawn to that period because they think they missed out."
What I learned from this experience was that dreams can be used as a message about a past life experience. Interpreting the dream of a past life usually doesn't follow the rules of the interpretation process and it usually doesn't match or gel with ANYTHING going on in your current life. And, if you are NOT interested in a certain time in history, it MAY be due to you already living that experience so don't want to spend any time and effort doing it again - you been there, done that, and let's move on, kind of thing.
After I first noticed how things can change in our timeline (see blog post Before and After), I started to pay more attention and noticing if things looked different. Because John U.K.'s teaching method was often based on my questions and what I was interested in, when the timeline changes started to happen, many of my questions were about timelines, parallel dimension, and moving through time. So, John U.K. introduced me to a few individuals from these parallel timelines to the one I was on. Occasionally some of the individuals were similar in every way to the people I knew in my own timeline, but sometimes the personality and history were VERY different. When there were BIG difference, I learned it was often due to the persons soul (or spirit) being someone else than the soul I knew in my own timeline.
This revelation surprised me because at that time I was not aware different timelines could even house a different soul. I had the assumption these different timelines were just being different choices and circumstances playing out. I had assumed it would be the SAME soul but just different choices. But with this new experience John provided, I learned different souls can in fact be on different timelines.
John shared this explanation. “You are familiar with the concept of purchasing a website name. Most people who do this usually purchase the “prime” website extension, which is .com. This purchase usually becomes their primary website and extension. Usually other extensions are available, such as .net, .edu, .gov, for them to purchase. You may or may not make that additional purchase for the same website name but with a different extension. This is a similar process for a soul when they are preparing to come to the earth to live out a physical existence. They may or may not claim all the possible timelines.
As you may recall, the soul identifies what she wants to accomplish when she comes to the physical world. She identifies the lessons she needs to learn as well as identifies what type of life experience is needed. She also determines what karmic debts she needs to pay, how to repay them, and to whom. The soul assesses what life circumstances will provide her with these opportunities to maximize the experiences she needs and desires. She then looks for the opportunities that can provide her the highest probability to complete what she desires. She looks for couples who are pregnant or who will most likely become pregnant and then determines if this will provide her with the life experiences she needs.When she makes a decision on the life form and path she wants to secure, she lays a claim on that body and life experience possibility.
With that claim, a life path is created. Usually it is created on the prime radiant. There are off-shoots from that prime radiant and the person who laid claim to the prime has the option to lay claim to other timelines that are an offshoot from that prime. The soul may or may not choose to lay claim to some (or all) of those offshoots (there are hundreds if not thousands). There are pros and cons of taking on additional timelines, but often it is based on how much life experience the soul needs and/or how much karmic debt the soul needs to repay. If a person is a young soul, she may want to have more timelines claimed so she can maximize the learning opportunities through in that existence, for example.
Each of those different timeline experiences provide a similar but different life journey due to different choices being lived. Older souls often don’t need or want those multiple life experiences on those various timelines so they often don’t lay claim to many of the different timelines. Those timelines can be claimed and lived by a totally different soul and this provides even greater learning and growth opportunities for the Tao.
The timeline you and your family moved to is on a timeline that is different from the original timeline where you began. This, as you know, was due to the changes made in the prime radiant. This new timeline had several different souls that had claims to the physical bodies and experiences that are not yours. The people on this timeline have many different past life experiences than the ones you knew from your timeline.
For those who arrived on this timeline from the prime radiant and had an existing claim here, the memories and experiences from both those timelines were easily merged together. For those who didn’t have a claim on this timeline, the pasts were probably not the same and the merger and blending has been a bit more challenging.”
This additional information helped me comprehend more of the big picture and also allowed me to understand why there are often gaps, holes, and differences between some of our past histories.
In a remote area in the Great Basin of Skull Valley, Utah, is a little oasis called White Rocks. You would probably never know this little outbreak of rock, with its natural spring water, has an energetic link to Thomas Jefferson's former home in Monticello, Virginia. But it does. Even though these two locations look nothing alike, they still have a similar subtle energy frequency, and because of this, it was possible for someone to tap into the energy location at one of those locations and direct subtle spiritual energy through the conduit to the other location. And this is exactly what happened.
Thomas Jefferson, (1743-1825) was the principle author of the Declaration of Independence and lived in Monticello, Virginia. In his next incarnation, however, he was a Native American female by the name of Moapa, living in the Great Basin area of Nevada. In the lifetime as Moapa, she was able to create, direct, and send spiritual energy to her former self at White Rocks and assist that lifetime when she/he was Mr. Jefferson. She created and directed spiritual energy (using spiritual development tools) to assist, fortify, and help her former self in that important lifetime.
John U.K. brought me to this White Rock oasis and gave me a lesson on earth energy sites and earth energy conduits and channels. This lesson provided me information not only on how a person could direct spiritual energy to different sites in the earth (similar, in a way, to using and directing subtle energy through the human body's meridians and channels) but also that you could direct energy to a different TIME PERIOD.
This information opened a door of awareness as well as possibility. It would be possible to create and send energy through these conduits and channels and improve the past. Time was, or could be, fluid.
One of the biggest changes in my life was the awareness of timelines changing. It was this moment, while driving on the interstate in Utah near Brigham City, when it hit me - they really ARE changing!
In Sept. of 1995, we drove past Brigham City, UT, and like always, there were normal green pastures along the highway. But on the drive back, after just a few hours had passed, we now saw a dilapidated building which hadn't been there that morning. This wasn't a new building; in fact, it was old, worn down, with missing doors, windows, and covered with graffiti. It clearly was not something newly erected in the few hours between driving past this spot. This building had not been there in the morning, but here it was, now standing in what had been an empty field just a few hours before.
We asked John U.K., our Spiritual Guide and Teacher, about what was going on. He confirmed the timelines had indeed changed. In our prior timeline, this mill had been built in the downtown area of Brigham City, but in this new timeline, a different decision had been made and the mill was located outside of town. The mill was now standing in the field that this morning had just been an empty field.
John U.K. went on to say that usually when a timeline changes, the person's memory will automatically change to the new timeline. As a result, nothing would appears different to them. "Think of it like having two computers and they need to sync up the data. This was kind of like how things would work. But not always. Sometimes YOU will be allowed to see the before and after as a way to help you validate a change of timeline took place, but for most everyone else, it will be seamless."
This was one of the first experiences I had which validated for me what we had been told about the timelines getting ready to shift. It now was happening. Events were changing and we were now moving through time. The reason for the changing timelines was to move to a timeline that survives and then make THAT timeline the Prime Radiant. The goal of all of this would be humanity's survival.
I found this experience with John U.K., my Spiritual Guide and Teacher, rather interesting. During one of our weekend adventures in Utah, John U.K. directed us to visit South Eastern Utah near the Comb Ridge wash area. After taking our 4WD vehicle on a dirt road, we parked the SUV and then journeyed by foot, being guided by John U.K. We were in a small canyon of red rock that also had a small creek of water. We sat down on a rock gazing around at the cliffs, the rock caverns, and the plants in the area and waited for John U.K. to tell us why he brought us here. Soon John U.K. came and shared the reason for this trip. He wanted us to not only hear what he had to say about this area, but to feel the energy in this location and perhaps even connect with those who had lived here long ago.
John U.K. pointed to the red rock coves in along this little valley. He explained how at this site long ago, there had been a small community of native Americans. He then went on to explain how this community had been the pre-cursor for our American government. John U.K. shared how the concepts about democratic government and participation had been discussed and worked out on the astral, creating a blue print model that could create a more fair government. The concept of human rights was also created on the astral plane.
This new blue print for governing next needed to be piloted on the physical plane. The ideas needed to be placed into action and see how well it worked. The realization it was best to start out small and in an isolated community had advantages for observation. Soon those concepts and ideas of a new government structure were transferred to the physical plane, being planted as ideas in a small and isolated community.
This pilot program had been launched at the site we were now sitting at.
John U.K, then shared how the fragments (or souls) were those who I knew or had heard of. “Who were they?” I asked.
“Thomas Jefferson for one” John UK said, “Ben Franklin, George Washington, and also John Adams.”
John U.K. then described this area as being a small community that used a participatory style of government with councils, voting rights, and shared leadership. He said one of its core principles was equality and fairness. Both males and females were equal in this society.
Later, some of those who lived at this location were later reincarnated during the time when the idea of a new country was beginning to take root. These individual fragments incarnated so they could help create this foundation of government and they became instrumental in creating what we know as the Declaration of Independence, the Bill of Rights, and the Constitution. George Washington, who had previously lived in a democratic society as a Native American in this small community, seemed to intuitively know how to govern with this new model. He knew, because he had been part of that original pilot.
John U.K. suggested we do a meditation at this site, which we did. During this meditation I could briefly see and feel the presence of several souls in this area and could visualize the councils taking place with both men and women sitting around a circle.
When we left, I could see the value of this lesson and experience we had with John U.K. It was now easier to see how the lives we have on the physical earth are joined together and build on each other - there is a connection of our lives that seems to build on each other. Through the process of reincarnation, we have an opportunity to continue to improve the world we live in and use that thread of knowledge and awareness and carry it forward with us from life to life.
The lesson also was another step in experiencing past life regression, the spiritual gift of the 3rd chakra, in addition to developing earth sensing skills.
I grew up in rather religious community where prayer was promoted, but not meditation. In fact, some even believed meditation was a tool of the devil. Anyway, Penny, a friend of someone I worked with, was providing Guided Meditations as a means to interact and meet one's Spiritual Guide. I was intrigued with this idea, felt a bit rebellious, and so agreed to try it.
I sat in a comfortable chair, closed my eyes, and breathed deeply. Penny then said, “Now, take a deep breath in, and now slowly release it.” I did this several times following her instructions. With my eyes closed, Penny then took me on a journey in my mind as I sat in that chair. Eventually she said she wanted me to meet someone, and in my mind I saw a figure. Penny then asked me what this person’s name was. The name that immediately popped into my mind was "Harry" and so out loud I said “Harry.” I then went on to say “but that doesn’t fit him. He doesn’t go by that name.” I then shrugged it off, giggled, and then sat back to continue the guidance of Penny through this meditation.
Penny then asked Harry to give me a gift and in my mind, Harry took out a gold coin and placed it on my heart. He then kissed me on the forehead and blessed me.
Penny then wrapped up the guided meditation and I opened my eyes, smiled, and reported back it had been an interesting experience. I felt, however, I had made up the scenarios of what was happening in my mind and it was nothing more than that. I didn’t give it a lot of credence, to be honest.
Years later, however, I had a dream that spelled out E.S.P. in my mind and this dream led me meet John UK. John UK said HE was my Spiritual Guide. This felt and seemed more real than the guided meditation experience I had with Penny, because it was more physical (it wasn't just in my mind - I was communicating via a letter board).
I shared with John U.K. how I had experienced a guided meditation years earlier and met a spiritual guide by the name of Harry. John U.K. then said, “My first name is Harry; Harry John. But I always went by John.”
I felt chills and immediately knew this was the same person I had initially met in that guided meditation with Penny.
I asked John UK about the gold coin and he said it had been a representation of the information and training he was going to give me, and he bestowed the coin within my heart to show it was connected with love and would become part of the core of my life.
It had been so easy for me to discount the guided meditation experience with Penny. It was easy to discount anything unfamiliar and not tangible or physical.
Now days, however, I can see many types of subtle communications happening all the time, and in many, many, many different forms. Being open and aware there is a world out there that is not physical is half the battle. After all, everything is energy - just in different forms.
When I first started working with John U.K., my Spiritual Guide and teacher, I asked him when the soul becomes part of the physical body. It is conception? Is it at 3 months? 8 months? or birth?
He said "with the first breath of life."
The soul who has laid claim on that body becomes part of that body with the first breath. This is when the soul becomes fixed and housed in the body. Of course, the soul can visit occasionally in the developmental process, but the soul doesn't enter and stay in the body until that breath.
This conversation led me to an understanding there are different kinds of life - some may just be life forms without a soul, and some are life forms with a soul. The fetus, during it's development cycle, is just a life form until it is born - then it is becomes a body with a soul.
But then later, in my phase of instruction from John U.K., it became possible for John to enter my husband's body and share that body during my lesson. Later, it became possible for John U.K.'s soul to enter my husband's body, and my husband's soul to temporarily leave and go to the astral plane. This allowed longer stretches of time for my instructions.
But then later, it became possible for OTHER souls to temporarily occupy my husband's body so that they, too, could meet with me and provide instruction. It was as if my husband's body had become some type of portal, temporarily providing a means to better communicate and interact.
I have no idea how this "soul exchange" was done. At first, ,my husband would pause, and there was a change in his breath, and his soul left, and another soul temporarily entered. But later, with more practice, the exchange process became totally seamless and I often times did not know who was in that body until they started speaking, and then their personality would give it away. Later, however, I developed better sensing skills and became better at sensing which soul was using his body.
The value, to me, of knowing how and when a soul enters the body is that it shows the VALUE is on the soul, and not necessarily on the physical body. It is the soul that is permanent and eternal - the body is kind of like a car. You can enter and use it for awhile, and then you leave and get in a different car. And sometimes a car becomes versatile enough so that anyone can drive it, even if they weren't bonded to that car at birth.
During one of my conversations with John U.K., I asked why I had absolutely no interest at all in the Civil War. John said, “It was because you lived it and were part of the Civil War so you have no desire to repeat that experience." He continued, "For those who are fascinated by certain topics or events in history, it is usually because they didn’t live that experience and so they want to see what they missed. They are drawn to certain time periods or experiences because they want to see for themselves what all the fuss was about."
So when I woman I know shared how much she loves the color purple and said it meant she was royalty in a prior incarnation, I could not help but think of John's explanation of what draws or repels someone to certain events or situations. Most likely this woman is drawn to the color because she wants to experience what is special and unique about purple. She probably missed living in the time period when purple dye was rare; it came from the glands of a snail and it would take over 10,000 snails to produce enough dye to color one small piece of cloth. She probably now wants to experience what all the fuss was about by being able to wear this rare color.
Now days the color purple is easy to make an no longer requires the tiny gland of a snail to make this color. Now anyone can now wear purple to their hearts content. But most likely she is drawn to this color because she wants to know if there is anything special about the color, or needs to understand what she missed, if anything.By being drawn to the color people in this incarnation, she will learn first hand the value of wearing purple and if, and how, it impacted and made a difference in her life.
This is how John U.K. described an awakening:
"An awakening is an event or occasion where great combinations and masses of fragments decide to change their experiences from one course to another. The blossoming can occur quickly and fade, or may take considerable amounts of time. The American blossoming is more the latter. The European awakening is more of the former.
The reasons for the differences are due to the constrictive nature of the society before the awakening occurs. The more constrictive the society, the more the awakening energies are held within until they explode into view. However, after the explosions, which may of course take a year or several, the fallout occurs nearly as quickly and events generally settle into a drab sort of existence. Things have changed but things have not.
For example, the French Revolution was a quick violent bloody awakening that when it was complete the common individual was in the same status as before except for various unimportant changes, for example, the poor were still poor. Their basic education and opportunity for advancement had not changed. The previous rulers were gone, but in their place were rulers of similar nature and types. A king was replaced with an emperor; Luis for Napoleon. And the common people still did not have any great say in their government.
However, the American awakening was over several decades, perhaps centuries, and through slow change, opportunities were steadily advanced to those who had not. Thomas Jefferson’s purpose was to be sure that this awakening, although slow, was given the proper direction. He could only do this by realizing that the awakening was a slow process, planning his future life for such and then in his lifetime espousing those ideals that were important for the society to understand. These concepts would have not had the same impact and force in the French Revolution, for they would have been lost in the clamor and activity.
Now, having stated these points about rapid awakenings, in the long run they produce positive results. Once given the vision of freedom and equality, even though perhaps suppressed quickly after an awakening, they linger on and slowly produce positive results.
Even though the French awakening was short, bloody and destructive, the results in your times are positive. And so it may well be in the European awakening. As noted before, these events are difficult to control and predict. Perhaps after the euphoria and elation have passed, things will return to their dismal state, but with a spark of hope an enlightenment that will provide the guidance for the future. Perhaps the situation can be controlled and focused and therefore produce a great step forward, for this seems to be the case at present. This is evidenced by the lack of conflict or bloodshed.
To awaken the individual, there is a sense of purpose and meaningfulness that becomes stirred within him/her. These insights, although basic and positive in nature, are not readily transferable into a workable and functioning society. In contrast, Thomas Jefferson capitalized upon these basic concept that had been accepted widely before and focused the attention on civil liberties.
The American awakening is still occurring. It has not stopped yet. The focus and attention is on higher ideals, such as woman’s equality, gay rights, etc.
Great movements start when large groups of society feel positive about certain ideals and concepts. Once a sufficient mass of the population is so focused from that group natural leaders will arise to catalyze the ideals. These leaders may or may not produce the best of results. If the results are positive, the movement moves rapidly on. If the results are negative, the leader is usually left behind and a second or third arises to replace them.
In other words, great movements are self-producing of leadership. They key is to create the necessary mass of popular ideals, which will then allow the movement to self-lead. It does not work in the opposite direction.
There are two ways events happen; either through physical force or political motivation. Physical force will only be effective for short brief periods of time, but political motivation of society is long term and long lasting. Even in the most decadent of societies, political motivation was the initial catalyst of change. An example is the 3rd Reich. Its leadership could not have obtained their power without popular support. Once the support was obtained, then they could enforce their power through physical pressure. This once used destroyed their popular support causing its downfall.
The world is now seeing an awakening in many parts of the world, most recently in the Middle East. There are some similarities to the French Revolution where revolts took several attempts over many, many years, but the ideas lingered and slowly produced positive results."
I asked John U.K., my spiritual Guide and Teacher, if he could read or hear my thoughts.
"No, your thoughts are private. They are your own," he said.
What about telepathy?" I asked.
"Telepathy is different." John U.K. said. "Telepathy is a focused communication and when you are engaged in such, you can communicate via telepathy with your Guide, your Higher Self, or with others."
Caladan is the keeper of the prime radiant. During one of his visits he described the prime radiant as a huge equation of probabilities, but then also said "I can see you as an individual bit of light in this wave of light and equations". I was surprised. He said he was able to track me and review the possible outcomes and directions going on around me. I was impressed, and rather amazed.
Later, John UK, my Spiritual Guide and teacher, said this was not a small feat for Caladan to locate me as it had taken much time and effort, especially since (at that time) there were 5.5 billion people in the world and each person displayed as bit of light and and equation to be evaluated and watched.
John UK continued to tell me that the reason Caladan needed to find my 'bit of light' was because he was going to use me as the means to track the timeline and dimension changes as we created a new Prime Radiant. This was a similar process to what a Surveyor does when they make observations and have someone hold the measuring rod as a point of reference. I had become that point of reference.
After I met John U.K., my Spiritual Guide and Teacher, who taught me the lessons of spiritual growth through cultivating spiritual energy (see Quesak) he encouraged me transition our communication process from using the alphabet board to exchanging information directly on the astral plane. Communication on the astral plane was the preferred method because a person can gain an even deeper understanding of the information shared when it it is discussed on the astral plane.
"On the astral, you are also much less likely to misunderstand or misinterpret the information." John U.K. said. "The only drawback is that communication on the astral doesn’t always make it from the astral plane to the physical plane."
To help solve this problem, John U.K. provided lessons on memory training and memory recall. This helped me increase my ability to bring back the messages as well as a greater understanding. However, the recall was not always immediate. Sometimes it would come weeks and come through later in a dream, or during a meditations, or just as an instant thought from no where. Sometimes the information would come as an understanding and feeling. None-the-less, the depth of understanding gained from travel to the astral plane was indeed magnified.
Over time I started to travel to other levels of the Tao. This meant I could now visit the next plane "above" the astral, which was the mid-causal plane. On my return from this first visit to the mid-causal, I had stopped by on the astral plane and visited with John U.K., giving him a message to give me next time we connected on the physical plane (earth). I was aware, apparently, the memory training I had been doing was not yet sufficient enough to bring back messages from the mid-causal, so I gave my message to John U.K. so he could later give it to me.
Here is the mid-causal message I had given John U.K. to give me one I was back on the physical plane:
All those who wander are not lost,
All things that glitter are not gold,
Things that are often hidden,
Usually have wealth untold
After I received this message, I said, "huh? What does it mean? Why was this so important?”
He responded he did not know why it was so important for me to receive this message.
I have often pondered this experience and message. I have now realized the message seemed to be letting me know to not worry about the energy of money, but to focus on the hidden energies, which are spiritual energies. It is through this one finds the true value and meaning in life.
Sensing is about being able to tune in and interpret subtle energy and messages. This ability to sense may be a passive process where you just come to a place and suddenly feel a change of energy. Or it can be more active where you actively seek the subtle energy and messages to interpret.
After I learned about earth energy locations and how energy can be different and feel different at various locations on the earth, I was visiting Gettysburg, the site of a massive civil war battle where an estimate of 51,000 soldiers died. I was OVERWHELMED with feelings of sorrow, loss, and heartache that was overpowering. I openly wept and was overcome and drained by this visit. I was anxious to leave Gettysburg because that feeling of sorrow and death was too much for me to bare.
Years later after I learned about spiritual energy and how a person can leave traces of their essence and energy in a location, often when emotionally charged or a place they frequently spent time at. I then recognized that what I had felt at Gettysburg had been that sensation from so many emotions within people's life force energy being left at the battleground at Gettysburg, accompanied with their death.
When I visited the historic colony of Jamestown, I had no expectations about what I would find here in regards to life force energy. I expected to only see a part of American history, but what surprised me was an OVERWHELMING feeling over power me at this location. I became anxious, uncomfortable, and feelings of sorrow, angst, and even tears emerged when I toured the archaeological ruins. This powerful negative feeling finally was too much to bare and I ended the tour and left.
Later I spoke to John U.K., my Spiritual Guide and Teacher, about these strong and powerful feelings in Jamestown. He said I had picked up on the essence energy that had been left by many of the colonists there. John UK described this as a colony that had been built with brutal fear and terror. I had picked up on that energy and essence energy from those who once lived there.
Being able to sense another persons energy and their core person, either in their presence even from the energy they leave behind after they died. This is one of the outcomes that can be developed by learning to tune into your feelings. It is a spiritual gift of being able to sense another persons energy; present or even past.
I became interested in ancient Indian ruins and petroglyphs after my regression experience at Buckhorn Wash. I learned that some the petroglyphs and pictographs from these ancient people were painted at earth energy sites and they recorded their spiritual experience on stone. It was similar to what I was doing with my journals, and then later, on with my blog.
John U.K., a Spiritual Being and Teacher, shared how petroglyphs can be interpreted in a similar manner to how one would interpret a dream - based on the symbols present in the display.
This is what John U.K. shared about the meaning of these symbols in THIS image at Buckhorn Wash:
This is a lovely YouTube video of Buckhorn Wash created by Rex Nye. It gives you a feel for this little corner of the world.
One of my very first experiences in an earth center provided me with an experience with a past life regression. I was engaged in a meditation in the San Rafael Swell in Southern Utah. I went into my meditation and saw several Native American women engaged in some type of ritual or dance just a few yards in front of me. I knew they were not from this time. I saw them look at me and were startled, which also told me they saw me as well. I then waved and said "hi". The whole experience only lasted a few minutes or maybe even less. I came out of the meditation and what I had seen was now gone.
John U.K., my Spiritual Guide and Teacher, said this had been a past life regression. I was able to connect to these people who were engaged in a spiritual activity at this same site several hundred years ago. This happened because I was at an earth energy center, I was engaged in a spiritual activity (meditation), and some how tapped into the energy frequency of this past event and with this group of people. These people were also at this same earth energy site and were also engaged in a spiritual activity (a ritual). For some reason we connected for that brief moment. Perhaps because we were all ready for this type of experience.
At this location is an ancient petroglyph that records this experience (as well as others) with this Native American group. The petroglyph shows a group of people engaging in an ritual and using the energy of the kundalini to experience an "out of body" type group experience, or an astral travel event. The group saw a distant figure (red arrow points to that image) represented by a small figure in the distance with wings, which is a symbol representing not of this time.
The chakra energy associated with this area was closely tied and associated with the third chakra. The spiritual gift associated with the third chakra is past life regression. I was able to travel to another point in time in the past and they were traveling to a point in their future.
This was my first experience of this type at an earth energy center and it demonstrated how different spiritual gifts can be tapped into and experienced at an earth energy site.
Personality sensing can mean that you sense a person's true character now (present tense) or can mean that you can pick up on the essence they left behind. Let me give you some examples of picking up on an essence of someone who is no longer living.
Years ago I went to see the Peru Sipan exhibit at UCLA. I am a fan of ancient history and archaeology so was shocked to start having disturbing feelings as I progressed through the exhibit. In fact, by the end of my personal tour, I had become so frustrated toward the Priest whose tomb was on display, I knew I was acting irrationally. My emotions felt like they were on fire and I was livid, which made no sense. All I did was walk through the museum observing the works of art from this tomb.
Later, when I was conversing with John U.K. about my anger and frustration in this exhibit, he alerted me to the possibility these feelings were not mine. He said that many of the metal pieces were created by a slave women who so hated this priest, she communicated those feelings in her art. He suggested I had somehow picked up on her strong emotional messages that were imprinted in those metal pieces of art and was expressing her feelings.
Here is another example. I was at an exhibit in San Jose where human bodies were on display that had been preserved in polymers and stripped down to make them seem almost alive. As I walked through the exhibit, I was getting more and more ill with each step. I ended up running to find the exit so I could breathe again and calm my knotted stomach. I work in health care and frequently work around gory bodies so was amazed I had such a strong physical reaction. When I sat down outside the exhibit, I learned that many of these bodies had come from Chinese prisons. I was picking up on some of that energy of fear from these former humans.
This two experiences were a way of letting me experience how an essence of a person does not necessarily leave and dissipate after death. Some of that energy remains, and as you develop and improve your ability to sense different energies, you may pick up on those different feelings and essence that were left behind.
In the early days of my training, John U.K., my Spiritual Teacher, and a Spiritual Being, frequently would take me and my husband to earth energy centers for our lessons. He did this because there is more life force energy in those places and it was easier to communicate as well as have spiritual experiences. Often in those remote earth energy sites, one can see petroglyphs from ancient native Americans. Certain tribes people would come to those same sites to also conduct spiritual activities, and then they often recorded what happened in the stone.
One of those sites showed a type of grid chiseled in the rock. I couldn't help but notice it was similar to the spreadsheet I was creating, that listed the chakras, types of energies, tools, and gifts associated with each of those energies. I asked John U.K. about this and he validated this petroglyph image was indeed similar to the grid I had developed. He shared how he (and other spiritual Beings) had made similar information to some of these ancient people long ago, and they like me, had jotted it down to organize these concepts.
I found an old floppy disk where I had typed a conversation I had with John UK about telepathy. The software program it had been recorded on no longer even exists and those old black floppy disks I thought were lost somehow found its way onto an obscure file on the hard drive. Here is what I recorded in that conversation of long ago:
J: "What would you like to discuss?"
J: "Which chakra is connected to telepathy?"
Me: "The 7th chakra."
J: "What is the significance of this? The 7th chakra has the ability to connect and utilize the TAO.
What foods are related to telepathy?
J: "What sounds are related to telepathy?"
Me: "The note of B."
J: "The note of B is a higher note on the musical scale. The point I wish to make is that those sounds or tones which are higher in the musical scale are more conducive to telepathy as opposed to that are more base sounding notes. Sounds which are more in harmony with the note are readily helpful to the particular gift of telepathy.
J: "What sexual position is related to the 7th chakra?"
Me: "The 7th."
J: "The reason I bring these all up is that all combined help in telepathy. To prepare oneself use telepathy, the utilization of these various aspects can help you be more conducive to the telepathic experience.
J: "What meditation is related to the 7th chakra?
Me: "The Female Meditation."
J: "A position where the male excites the female until climax during a meditation. In order for telepathy to work, you have to have one person who sends a message and another to receive. For it to work properly then, both must needs in tune with the telepathy or in other words, they both must be prepared for the experience. You may send telepathic messages to as many people as you desire but unless they are receptive, they will not pay attention to the experience. One way telepathy requires a very strong mental projection.
In telepathy, what the individual is doing is projecting their mental thoughts through the astral plane to a particular location or person. They do this by first becoming in tune with the astral and then mentally concentrating and mentally willing a thought or concept to that location they choose.
There are conduits between the earth and the astral plane and they can tie energy locations. You can instill within yourself spiritual energies of the proper frequency to produce mental communication and tap into and use the energy conduits to carry and project messages.
The other person you wish to contact, although they may or may not know that you wish to contact them at that time, needs to of course establish an energy frequency that is compatible with the one you are establishing yourself. This is the easiest form of communication when both are one a similar frequency, therefore a conduit can easily be established between you.
As you gain experience, it may become possible for the one who is wishing to initiate the contact to establish the energy location and then through their own spiritual energies, project a conduit to a person who is unprepared. And even with more experience or energy, one may be able to establish the conduit to a specific location such as a room, a point of history, or future, or within a past or future life of their own.
As you gain experience and depth of understanding, the various forms of communicating begin to merge in their totality. In other words, the difference between traveling and telepathy is that as you travel you experience or feel or visualize the events taking place. In telepathy, you may be able to communicate at first in a one sided manner and then later in a two-way communication.
As you gain spiritual energy then the two gifts may begin merge and not only visualize and feel the experience, but communicate as well.
J: "How does one prepare oneself to the proper frequency?"
Me: "Meditation. Food. Water. Sex, color, notes."
J: "What is the color? Violet or white light. Generally I consider it a pure white light.
Me: "Why is the term violet used?"
J: "Because in some people's minds, they do not like to use white for it is not part of the rainbow colors, therefore they feel it is inappropriate, however, the 7th chakra is the crown or highest chakra as you recall, and it draws upon all aspects of the other chakras to combine to form this highest point, just as the TAO is the total combination of all so the chakra most clearly associated with the TAO is the combination of all. Therefore, when one combines all the colors of the chakra, then the color produced is white.
J:"This brings us to the next point. What are the frequencies of the conduits? They are the frequencies of light. Therefore in your telepathic communication you may choose the particular frequency that you wish to communicate on or you may choose the total frequencies of all. In other words, for example, suppose you wish to telepathic communicate with someone and you are feeling very strongly about lets say the 4th chakra. The 4th chakra is related to the color green. The 4th chakra is also related to the sexual position #4.
You can engage in the sexual experiences of the 4th chakra position and you can energize each other in that particular frequency. Therefore, when you wish to communicate with each other, you can visualize the frequency of green. You will then more easily able to focus the conduit upon that person.
Now, if you wish to contact a individual or location and are unsure of which frequency to use, then the 7th chakra is the combination of all frequencies and a visualization of white is helpful. However, because you are using multiple conduits of freq. energies, the energy requirements are greater.
So when you wish to contact in the 7th chakra frequencies then, it is very important to have sufficient astral energies to project your mental thoughts or feelings or communications across those channels.
J: Lets have an example of how a telepathy experience may work. First of all, you first became comfortable. Focus your attentions and your mind on the object of who you wish to contact. If you recall, this is called addressing. Now, visualize the message being sent. Visualize rays of energy leaving yourself and traveling to the other person. Choose the frequency is in the color of the rays or message. As you meditate or are in the meditative state, visualize these messages leaving yourself, then the color which you see them, and yourself or the other person in the frequency of light which you are going to send or communicate your message. If you visualize multiple colors, you are visualizing multiple frequencies, which will take more spiritual energy to send or receive the message.
The spiritual gift of telepathy can be used with all other spiritual gifts. Telepathy can therefore produce a totality of spiritual understanding. In other words, telepathy is the gift which compliments all other gifts, but also telepathy is the gift which draws upon all other gifts for its successful utilization combines and relies on the totality of the spiritual gift experience. For example, your dreams can become more understandable or certainly more poignant if you could communicate with them. You can do this by using the gift of telepathy. This is another form of telepathy and a spiritual gift to help and compliment the ability to interpret dreams.
When John UK started the process of giving me lessons on spiritual development tools, experiences, and spiritual gifts, he would often pause and say, “How does it feel?” This line of questioning was repeatedly done throughout each and every lesson. That simple question, “How does it feel” was also a lesson unto itself. The redirected thought process of stopping and then focusing on my feelings reinforced the concept that information should not just be accepted blindly. With everything new you learn, you pause, assess, and evaluate how it feels before accepting it to be part of your life mantra and value system.
I had been raised as a Mormon and was taught if you seek information, you turn to the Prophet, or the local Bishop, or your father, or your husband. You then obey. It is called faith.
The Mormon church had originally been founded by a lad called Joseph Smith, who actively sought answers, was visited by angels and others from spiritual Beings, and also received spiritual messages (using a urim and thummin). He translated those messages into books (Book of Mormon, Pearl of Great Price, Word of Wisdom). But in my day, this religion had become an institution where only men, and only a few men, could have the answers. The rest of us were expected to obey and follow. A religion that had originally been founded on being proactive in cultivating and using spiritual energy now no longer even taught or encouraged its use.
So when I met John UK, a spiritual Being and Teacher, his teaching approach to spirituality, seeking guidance, and learning was totally different from what I had been raised with. He expected ME to FEEL my way to the answer that was right for me. He expected me to tune in, get in touch with my thoughts and feelings, to question, and then feel the answer. This is when the lesson began, and is the basic foundation of learning to sense and relate to spiritual energy.
John U.K. would probe me in a way that would help me better clarify and define my thoughts and feelings. After each response, he would then have me go deeper into my feelings. His way of teaching changed the ownership and responsibility of learning from being passive to being one that was very active. I had the option to reject or accept every concept presented based almost entirely on my feelings.
Learning to value ones own ideas, thoughts, and solutions is a totally different way of orienting oneself to life. This helped me realize I had power and responsibility for my life and how I directed it. I was no longer just a passenger following the crowd. I had choices and could create my own life plan and journey.
The outcome I most appreciate from learning how to tune in and get in touch with my feelings, was the recognition and awareness I have a personal guidance system within me at all times. I can tune into my feelings, recognize the sensation, and then interpret the message anytime or any place. I now am able to more actively engage my built-in communication mechanism and am better at interpreting my internal messages. This helps me stay on a life course that is more aligned with my true life purpose and also reduces the "noise" from others who expect me to follow them.
From my point of view, learning how to go within, recognize and understand my feelings, and then how to use my feelings for guidance, has probably been the most important life lesson John UK gave me.
In a remote area off Thompson Springs on Highway 70, north of Moab,UT, there is a pictograph panel called the "Sego Canyon Pictographs". Many years ago John UK had us visit this site and described the story painted on the rock. He said many or the rock carvings are significant stories of spiritual events. They can often be interpreted similar to how you interpret a dream - looking and knowing the symbols to help you decipher the message. This particular pictograph was a representation of part of our story, so wanted to show us this panorama of this ancient art. He then walked us through some of the symbolism and story on the stone.
The story is read from right to left and is the tale of two people (me and my husband). The solid figures on the far right mean they physical Beings. The elongation means they can connect with the astral plane, or are able to communicate with the heavens (astral plane). There currently are no spiritual markings, such as different colors or lines in their physical body. These markings will change with spiritual growth and spiritual experiences and will be depicted with the changing events. There is also a small gray figure on the right as well as a small bird, a crow, on their left. The gray figure on the right represents the earth. The crow on the left is the representation of John U.K.
The next vignette shows one solid figure (me), an Owl (the representation of Caladan), and a Crow (a representation of John U.K.) above two small solid figures. One of the two small figures, however is now depicted as a spider, or something with different facets - such as being able to share his body to allow different souls to come in and use that body.
The next vignette shows the phase of preparing for a journey by being given resources to help in the journey. The solid figure now has antennas, which is a representation of telepathy - the ability to receive and send messages. Spiritual gifts are represented by two snakes. Snakes are a symbol of the kundalini spiritual energy. There are also many other figures in this portion of the vignette representing they, too, being part of this journey.
In the next vignette, the solid figure now has eyes that are wider and rather buggy. This represents insight and knowledge -the ability to see beyond what most can see. There are also more nonphysical, as well as physical beings focused on this journey and experience. The figures with lines through their body mean they are Spiritual Beings. The figure with MANY lines and carrying a T-shaped object is the representation of a "Harmony" or Being from another Tao, bringing our world the Shialude energy.
This is a close up on the solid figure in this phase of the journey. The snake on the right has four round circles as does the snake on the left. These circles are representations of the chakras. The four chakras on the left are representations of the four upper chakras and the higher spiritual gifts associated with those chakras. The chakras on the right are a representation of the lower chakras and those spiritual gifts closer to the physical plane. The dark solid staff is representation of the Shialude energy.
The next vignette is showing the growth and expansion of spiritual gifts in humanity. Many souls are now able to develop and cultivate life force energy and develop their spiritual abilities. The elongated figures shows they can connect with the astral plane and other planes of existence. They have internal markings showing us they have spiritual gifts and abilities. And, the earth is still here.
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