My Adventures with
Personal Stories of Working with Subtle Energies
This meditation was a 'future sensing' meditation. The Senate majority leader, Mitch McConnell, popped into my meditative mind. I was an observer and part of a circle of people, who many seemed to be reporters. The reporters were actively asking questions, but then IMMEDIATELY, something hit McConnell from the left while he was in mid-sentence and he was immediately GONE! He had totally disappeared!
My next thought was he was hit by an abrupt tsunami, but none of us in the circle were injured or impaired. We then looked around and a large chunk of the Republicans were also gone. The hit was hard and came from the left. I then turned my head to the right and some of the Democrats were also gone as well. Next, we were now all wading in brown water. It felt like the aftermath of a crisis or a blockage that now had been released and some had been swept away.
My impression about this meditation result is that this was a message about an upcoming cleansing event. The event seemed to be unplanned or unexpected and VERY FAST, as well as PERMANENT. It COULD be related to an election, or maybe a government shutdown, or a catastrophic event. But those who were swept away seemed to be an isolated group.
There are different planes and dimensions of the Tao. Just like our spiritual body has 7 different chakras, the Tao has 7 different levels. Some call the third level the 'Mid-Causal plane'. Others may call it the 'Causal Plane" (such as "Messages from Michael"). Whatever you call the third level of the Tao, it is the plane that follows the Astral Plane.
When a person learns how to project part of their spiritual self from their physical body, this is known as "astral projection". It was given this description because, initially, the soul only was able to travel to the astral plane. But now that we have the Shialude energy, we can now project even beyond the astral plane. We now can project and visit the Mid-causal (or 3rd level) of the Tao.
Souls on this plane are known to be connected into 'triads' - 3 souls partnered together, acting as one. This provides a whole new set of experiences with this type of union. In my mind, I was conceptualizing a triad to be similar to the character Zaphod Beeblebrox in the movie "Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy". Essentially I was visualizing it to have souls Beings with three heads. But in a meditation, this concept was put to rest. I was told, "The process is more like you now have two additional Higher Selves connected to you - kind of like a wireless connection to three ports - you and two others. This means you would now have that personal access to two of your soulmates who you are connected with on this plane. You now can share each others life experiences and life lessons. Think of it more like an informational connection than a physical connection."
This message helped change my perception of what to expect when visiting the third level of the Tao.
I was up at 1:30 AM and did a meditation, visualizing and sensing as if I was immersed in a sea of vast, calm, water. I then felt as if this connection with the water was a vehicle to connect to all life in the earth., I then visualized green energy - the energy of the 4th chakra - the energy of love, balance, and support. I then sensed I was now connected with ALL life - not just on earth, but throughout the whole Tao. I could feel that connection and oneness with that connection I felt in this water. I sensed the connection, but also the singularity of each and every form of individuals and felt the process of how each is growing, learning, developing in this sea of connection. It was a vast network.
At one point, I felt I was on the Higher Self plane - and sharing this energy of awareness and change. I could ‘feel’ a shift occur, as there was now a conscious move - a slight but significant change of consciousness and awareness. This change moved the timeline ever so slightly, but I was aware it would have a significant impact over time. I had an awareness that all this chaos would now change into a more purposeful direction and outcome. I could feel and see different scenarios being played out as if to find the better outcomes for all of us. There was also a greater awareness of our connection and dependence on each other, in order to live, grow, learn, and expand our consciousness.
I could “feel” and “see” how this moment of connection, with it’s green hue of balance and love - oh, and that deep love - was like a single moment of movement - like taking a step on a new plane, or path, or level - all of us - all, were now were in that new realm. On one hand, it was as if nothing happened at all, but it was also as if EVERYTHING had just changed, too. I had an awareness that this was what we - humanity - had been moving toward, or hoping for - but it was much more than we expected. This was HUGE, and TOTAL, and COMPLETE.
How this impacts and changes things on the earth, I’m not sure. Except that it seems that everything first happens on that spiritual plane first, or it drives or pulls, or pushes, and prods, what happens on the earthly plane. It seems that now, we will be changing things on the earth. Kind of like the fish moving out of the water and walking on dry land - that type of change - a marked moment in our evolutionary process. So maybe it won’t be seen immediately, or maybe we will see an improvement and stop humanity from continuing to free fall into more hate, anger, violence, and isolation. Maybe we will start to see that change within us and see how we are all connected with each other, and what we do impacts us all.
There is a spiritual gift that can be developed where a person can sense the future. The spiritual energy used to sense the future is 3rd chakra energy. A person first has to clear, align, and balance that energy to be able to connect with the energy "out there" that is associated with the future. In addition, one needs to be able to interpret the message and information that future energy is communicating. This ability is done with working with 5th chakra.
Recently I did a meditation to with the goal to assess if we are still on a path of survival and won’t be facing nuclear annihilation. The image given to me was a large white vertical tube filled with stars of light. I have seen this image before, and for me, it represent the prime radiant. I could see it as strong and vibrant. This let me know we were still on a path where humanity continues.
I then saw the image change, and I now saw a tall building, with lots of windows. It reminded me of an office building, or an apartment building. I then started to see very large cracks forming on one side of the building. Next, on one side of the building, I could see large chunks of the top, upper sides of this building starting to break off and fall.. There were now holes on one side of the upper third of the building. I could see inside those holes, and saw the white tube filled with those sparkles of light. I knew this was the prime radiant. I knew the prime radiant was going to survive, but some parts of the upper, outer facade of this structure, was not. The center was holding, but some of the exterior was now breaking and falling apart.
To me, this meant that a large core of humanity survives this era, but there will be some that do not. Since my focus on this part of the meditation was on the status of America, the next thoughts came from a meditation before the election, when Trump was a candidate. I saw the USA being controlled by Russia (through Donald Trump), followed by China taking the control of America’s finances (via the trillion dollar debt & tariffs), as well as North Korea's interaction downgrading America’s standing in the world. The next phase, in that former meditation, was a type of civil war from within America, resulting in much bloodshed.
The message I then heard in this meditation was "the changes taking place with China and North Korea are creating the cracks in the structure surrounding the prime radiant timeline. China's domination in Americans finances will now start to be felt, which is represented when the big chunks of the structure, starting at the top, start to collapse and fall from the building. But being able view inside the building - at the core - shows the core survives. Since you didn't see the full outer structure collapse, this is a positive sign. It indicates the efforts you and others are doing try and soften the civil discord and change the negative energy in America, are having an impact. The threat of civil war and destruction are being contained. Only a small fraction of the building will be destroyed. The majority will remain standing.
I felt relief. It was nice to have validation the efforts toward mitigating hate, fear, and anger, are starting to work.
If you are interested in developing skills to learn how to sense the future with 3rd chakra energy, interpret that subtle energy being communicated to you, as well as understand the message (with 5th chakra energy), you can learn to cultivate and work with those chakra energies.
John U.K.., a Spiritual Being, provided the lessons on cultivating spiritual energy to me. I have compiled them in a book so the lessons and information can be made available to others. The book is called Cultivating Spiritual Energy and is available on Amazon.
In April of 2016, I did a meditation to view that possible future, with Trump as president. The first path I saw in this meditation, showed me a nuclear winter where everything died. However, there was another path showing one where the world survives, but the process is one that is similar to giving birth - filled with pain, anxiety, hurt, anger, and some screaming or lashing out. On this other surviving path, with Trump as President, it also showed Russia taking over control of the USA. In that survivable path, I saw Russia invade and take control of Washington with some leakage outside of Washington. With this path, the earth and humanity survived (there was no nuclear winter), but America was temporarily taken over by Russia.
Since Trumps election, an investigation about Russia meddling in the USA election was initiated with the Mueller investigation. We now know that Russia did indeed attack America's democracy and took over Washington. We see the results - a President who seems in love with Putin and a Congress that is completely complicit and does nothing to prevent this attack from continuing. But we are starting to see some hiccups in this USA/Russia dance. Soon the direction will change and most people in America will demand stopping this collusion and obstruction. They will demand their leaders do their job or face the consequences of being removed.
The next phase I saw in that meditation also showed an image of the USA going to war with China. It was not a bloody war - it was a financial war. This war began when the Russia invasion concluded, or at least that was my assumption in viewing the images in this meditation. Now that things seem to be coming to a head with the Mueller investigation, issues with China will start to escalate and expand. I assume the trade wars, tariffs, and trillion dollar a year debt will now start to come into active play. This will change the current chaos we are feeling from the troll farms, internet security, privacy, freedom of the press, civil liberties, truth, voting - and the chaos will shift to chaos and issues surrounding the USA economy.
I recognize the chaos and doom and gloom are depressing and very tiring. I keep telling myself this path is the better alternative - it is the one that survives. I also am aware this chaos is creating a world-wide awakening of awareness and personal ownership for humanity, as well as the planet. In a way, it is like giving birth. We are still in the middle of going through those intense labor pains, but if we can get through this phase, and survive, we will have the opportunity to decide who we are and what type of country we want to have. We can use all that chaos and churn that is helping us clarify our needs and desires, and will be able to decide what type of society we want to recreate and to be.
There is an upcoming election in Alabama, where the GOP candidate, Roy Moore the pedophile, liar, fundamental Christian, is running for Session's former seat in the Senate. I am amazed anyone could support such a flawed man, let alone candidate for the US Senate, but here we are.
I did a meditation to tune into the subtle energy flow in Alabama, visualizing the state of Alabama in this meditation, and then connecting with that energy. Suddenly, I saw the state flip in this visual. It completely flipped over like a pancake! I took this to mean the state is going to flip and go for the other candidate - Doug Jones.
Let's see if this pans out. I have my fingers crossed that people in Alabama will be empowered enough to flip control and start choosing a new direction.
In the Spring of 2017, during one of my ranting and ravings about Trump and the chaos he was creating, I did a meditation to try and get some feedback about the events of the day and what was happening. In that meditation. I was essentially advised to 'give it a rest for 6 months', as there was going to be a lot of churning and turning that needed to be allowed to happen. It was this process of churning and new chaos that would encourage people to pay attention, clarify their beliefs, and make some hard choices. The chaos would shake people out of apathy and essentially wake them up. After all, being confronted with what you may not want is a way to help you identify and clarify what you do want.
I have wondered what it is that is going to be the turning event that ends this 6 month window of chaos. In todays meditation, what I saw was this turn of events is associated with the USA budget. The issue is "the wall" - you know, that new structure between the USA and Mexico that Mexico is NOT going to pay for. The wall is Trump's signature campaign promise and he will use everything he has to intimidate Congress to fund his wall. He will even shut down the government to get his way.
A government shutdown will start to be what helps his true believers and supporters confront what THEY value the most. Is building a wall more important than having police, or schools, or roads, or health care, or social security or clean water? When his base becomes personally impacted by not having any government services, a new awareness of choices and priorities will emerge and grow. At that point, this high speed roller coaster of chaos will start to calm.
Part of the meditation process is to learn how to turn off your "monkey mind" - you know, those streams of constant mental thought wanderings that are constantly on in your mind. The process of learning how to manage those streams or conscious thought are part of the meditation process. Eventually one improves the ability to manage one's monkey mind in meditation, and this then allows a person to go deep within, connect with "Source" (aka the Tao, God, Higher Self, etc.) or experience other dimensions with expanded experiences.
I have been reminded that in this world of upheaval and chaos, this same process is used to help us get through the chaos and noise in our everyday lives. Being able to learn how to turn off, ignore, or manage that constant flow and energy of strife, anger, hate, and separation, for example, is needed to help one get re-centered to help them endure the chaos and negative flow one can't control.
I was reminded how having an almost constant stream of this information is similar to our monkey mind. Just like we learn to control our monkey mind in our meditations, so too, we can learn to control the constant barrage of information and negative energies flowing in our daily life. As one learns to control this continual stream of outside data, one can also learn to develop and cultivate an inner peace and calm while still living and working in a normal day called life. their day.
But because a person needs to still be informed, aware, and alert, the challenge is being able to sift, sort, or know when to go in or out of that constant barrage of information.
It is as if we are now in the start of tornado season and can feel the angst and turmoil coming. Learning how to remain calm while everything around us may bet churned, pulled out, changed, broken, or destroyed - will be vital. After all, we know there are many tornado's being formed, all with the potential to uproot and change everything in its path. We also know it's going to be a bumpy ride. A VERY bumpy ride.
After the election of Donald Trump, I actually found myself going through the seven stages of grief by Kubler-Ross. I was a bit surprised by this, but then again, I had seen the outcome of this election choice before the election, and knew it was going to be a bloody, chaotic, and difficult path if Mr. Trump were elected.
The day after the inauguration, I wondered if we would find ourselves at war, but we did not. I breathed a sigh of relief and thought, "hey, this is a good sign! We haven't been bombed!" But since that inauguration, each day has been filled with angst, emotional dread, and complete anxiety. I am finding the need to combat these anxieties by retreating into meditation to shake off what I see and feel. In this meditative process, I try to find that center - you know, that place of peace and zen, but when I can't, I seem to continually asking "what, why"and what can be done?" in these meditations.
These are the reminders I keep getting in my meditations, and if you are like me, you may find this information helpful for you as well.
Chaos is a way to Purge Stuck Energy
The world has a lot of stuck energy and if the world is going to give birth to a new energy that is inclusive, more feminine, and is based on working together, along with caring about the earth. This means the old and stagnant energy should be purged to allow for this new growth. It is like that saying, "don't put new wine in an old bottle".
What is happening right now is that the hidden and stuck energies are being called forward with a lot of flamboyancy. It is as if they are clinging to the past and puffing about like a male peacock, daring anyone to fight them. This is demanding attention and also a discussion about whether people see this path (and old stuck energy) as who they want to be. This process is creating an environment where people are questioning who they really are, how they want to live, and where they see their future. Some will embrace the old peacock, but most will say no - it is not representative of who they are, what they believe, and who they want to be. This process of exposing things that used to be hidden, ignored, or not discussed. Now, everything will be exposed. People will need to choose either fear or love.
When People Lose Something they Value, This is When They Seek Answers and Solutions
Often when someone goes through a loss (lose their home, their job, their money, their health, a loved one, etc) it is very difficult. It essentially forces a person to either learn from the experience and move on, or the person may choose to stay stuck. These are usually milestone moments that help a person define who they are and what they are made of. This time period is providing a similar opportunity for people to choose and grow, and choose to stay stuck.
It is in this process of pain and chaos that presents itself as a catalyst to become awakened. Yes, it is going to be a painful and difficult. Yes, America will not be the country it once was because the birthing process is difficult. It is survivable. The outcome can be an awakened energy on the earth. That is where we see things moving to.
This is a Period of Energetic Change
This is the last hurrah of the old guard. The new President (Mr. Trump) really is a great example of the old guard's stuck values - egocentric, power centric, exaggerated wealth and status, chauvinistic, treating and viewing women as objects, viewing people not like him as inferior, etc). He is a superb bad example of the type of person most do not trust, or even like. But he is an effective representative of the old guard, and this helps people clarify what they don't want in a leader or even as a neighbor.
Eventually the birthing process of this new era will be complete, and the new energy will be born and take root. That new energy will be more feminine, more inclusive, one of support, acceptance, and with love. It will also have a strong connection with Mother Earth. When this happens will be dependent on when society says they have had enough of the old and are ready for the new way of thinking and being.
The Spiritual Development process includes training yourself to sense Qi (subtle energy), learn how to build up your own subtle energy, and then learn how to move and use this subtle energy. When you learn to sense, move, and use Qi, you can do a lot of pretty amazing things, including helping to heal people via the energetic layers of their body.
I provide medical Qigong treatments, either in person (one-to-one), or remotely, where I project my spiritual self out of my physical body and go to the client's bedside to conduct the Qigong medical treatment. When I do a remote treatment, it is as if I am "there" and I visualize the entire treatment in my mind.
BUT recently I had a very different type of remote healing experience. I was engaged in my normal daily morning meditation when SUDDENLY I could see I was now sitting on a mountain top, next to a Buddhist Monk on top of a mountain. I assumed I was in Asia. I some how knew he "pulled" me to this location. I then had the impression I was here to give a Qigong healing treatment, but he did not look ill. No sooner did I think those thoughts, I was immediately transported again, but now I was in the middle of a one-room home with a woman lying on a mat on the floor. She looked very emaciated and ill. She was very thin and her eyes were closed, but she was alive. Barely.
I took a few seconds for me to calm down and a thought entered my mind, "this is just another remote Qigong medical treatment - no different than what you usually do." So I began a remote Qigong medical treatment. I directed Qi into each of her organs. and eventually saw them "light up" and start o function normally. She was still very weak, but she now was able to open her eyes and I knew she would live.
THEN, just as quick as I had arrived, I was now back in my home in California, sitting in my meditation pose. I opened my eyes and the meditation was now over. I sat for a few minutes and collected my thoughts to get back to feeling normal. This was such an unexpected and unusual event. I had never been PULLED to a healing treatment before. All the other remote treatments, I had PROJECTED my spiritual self to the client's bedside. It was as if the Buddhist Monk called out for help and perhaps saw I was available in my meditation state, pulling and directing me to the person in need.
Needless to say, it was a pretty amazing experience. I came away with an expanded awareness of what is possible in a meditative state, and what is possible when you work with subtle energy.
The spiritual gift of future sensing is a method that can be used to help a person assess what would happen if a certain path were taken. There are different methods one can use to engage in future sensing, but this is how I used it to help me determine who I would back for the presidential election. I did this future sensing meditation in April of 2016.
I sat, closed my eyes, took some deep breaths, and relaxed. I visualized my chakras and then visualized myself being in the middle of Source energy of the Tao. My purpose in this meditation was to view the different path options for selecting a President in the USA, so I narrowed my focus to only view three possible strings of time - one with Donald J Trump being President, one with Bernie Sanders being President, and the other with Hillary Clinton being President. I then examined those timelines one by one and followed them, tuning into my senses as I examined the timeline path and what I felt while in that time option.
With Mr. Trump's timeline, I could feel chaos and much uncertainty with many periodic moments of implosion. He was haphazard and so inconsistent in his decisions, no one was ever sure what to do. Violence increased in this path, as did poverty, hate, and insecurity. There was much unrest. Freedom of speech was curtailed due to fear, and it had the feeling of becoming a dictatorship with henchmen and even threats of annihilation. In fact, there was a moment I saw nothing in the timeline as if it had stopped. It freaked me out, and I felt the dreaded words "nuclear winter". I stopped the meditation with an awareness this option should NOT be followed.
I wanted to know if there was any other possible future with Trump that would not lead to nuclear annihilation, so the next day I repeated the meditation process and revisited that future timeline assessment. In this assessment I looked for an alternative outcome and path, and I could see two small branches that COULD happen and keep the timeline alive. One path led to civil war and another path led to the USA being taken over by an outside force (such as Russia). Both paths were bloody, messy, and filled with chaos, but the timeline COULD survive if there was an uprising inside the USA to remove Trump, or if there was an outside country that came in and took over. The timeline that would not be robust, but it would survive - similar to what happened in the Roman Empire path.
Bernie Sanders Outcome
I also tried a future sensing meditation to see what the future would be like with Bernie Sanders being President. I once again began the meditation and could see myself sitting in the middle of Source (or the Tao). I then focused on finding the timeline and path with Bernie being the President of the United States. At first I saw a lot of enthusiasm, but then I could see that his ideas were not getting through Congress and things were stuck - he couldn't gather support of those in the House or Senate. The infrastructure would not allow the changes he sought and it would not be a successful presidency. I then saw an image of a dandelion in bloom, and then all the seeds blew away as if the ideas had come and gone. The concept I left with, was his ideas had merit, but the support process of government would prevent his ideas from being implemented and would never take root. The outcome would not be successful as hoped. It was a feeling of being fleeting.
Hillary Clinton Outcome - Two Paths were Seen
I then shifted gears and restarted my meditation, focusing this time on finding the timeline where Hillary Clinton was President. At first I saw an image of a dead withered brown leaf - her ideas were old, withered, and stuck. I could see Congress was blocking everything she promoted - similar to how Congress worked with Obama in his terms. But then I saw a NEW branch and in THAT path, I saw Hillary Clinton had embraced Bernie Sanders concepts and partnered with him. In THIS path, I saw the leaf as being green, vibrant and healthy and the outcomes positive. She had the infrastructure and foundation to make things happen and she had Bernie's ideas and supporters to help create new life in the party and in the country. This path, having Hillary Clinton as President and partnering with Bernie Sanders, was the better path for the USA.
I came away from this meditation with an awareness the better future would be with Hillary Clinton as President IF she partnered with Bernie Sanders and his concepts and ideas. This provided a better outcome.
I grew up in rather religious community where prayer was promoted, but not meditation. In fact, some even believed meditation was a tool of the devil. Anyway, Penny, a friend of someone I worked with, was providing Guided Meditations as a means to interact and meet one's Spiritual Guide. I was intrigued with this idea, felt a bit rebellious, and so agreed to try it.
I sat in a comfortable chair, closed my eyes, and breathed deeply. Penny then said, “Now, take a deep breath in, and now slowly release it.” I did this several times following her instructions. With my eyes closed, Penny then took me on a journey in my mind as I sat in that chair. Eventually she said she wanted me to meet someone, and in my mind I saw a figure. Penny then asked me what this person’s name was. The name that immediately popped into my mind was "Harry" and so out loud I said “Harry.” I then went on to say “but that doesn’t fit him. He doesn’t go by that name.” I then shrugged it off, giggled, and then sat back to continue the guidance of Penny through this meditation.
Penny then asked Harry to give me a gift and in my mind, Harry took out a gold coin and placed it on my heart. He then kissed me on the forehead and blessed me.
Penny then wrapped up the guided meditation and I opened my eyes, smiled, and reported back it had been an interesting experience. I felt, however, I had made up the scenarios of what was happening in my mind and it was nothing more than that. I didn’t give it a lot of credence, to be honest.
Years later, however, I had a dream that spelled out E.S.P. in my mind and this dream led me meet John UK. John UK said HE was my Spiritual Guide. This felt and seemed more real than the guided meditation experience I had with Penny, because it was more physical (it wasn't just in my mind - I was communicating via a letter board).
I shared with John U.K. how I had experienced a guided meditation years earlier and met a spiritual guide by the name of Harry. John U.K. then said, “My first name is Harry; Harry John. But I always went by John.”
I felt chills and immediately knew this was the same person I had initially met in that guided meditation with Penny.
I asked John UK about the gold coin and he said it had been a representation of the information and training he was going to give me, and he bestowed the coin within my heart to show it was connected with love and would become part of the core of my life.
It had been so easy for me to discount the guided meditation experience with Penny. It was easy to discount anything unfamiliar and not tangible or physical.
Now days, however, I can see many types of subtle communications happening all the time, and in many, many, many different forms. Being open and aware there is a world out there that is not physical is half the battle. After all, everything is energy - just in different forms.
One of my very first experiences in an earth center provided me with an experience with a past life regression. I was engaged in a meditation in the San Rafael Swell in Southern Utah. I went into my meditation and saw several Native American women engaged in some type of ritual or dance just a few yards in front of me. I knew they were not from this time. I saw them look at me and were startled, which also told me they saw me as well. I then waved and said "hi". The whole experience only lasted a few minutes or maybe even less. I came out of the meditation and what I had seen was now gone.
John U.K., my Spiritual Guide and Teacher, said this had been a past life regression. I was able to connect to these people who were engaged in a spiritual activity at this same site several hundred years ago. This happened because I was at an earth energy center, I was engaged in a spiritual activity (meditation), and some how tapped into the energy frequency of this past event and with this group of people. These people were also at this same earth energy site and were also engaged in a spiritual activity (a ritual). For some reason we connected for that brief moment. Perhaps because we were all ready for this type of experience.
At this location is an ancient petroglyph that records this experience (as well as others) with this Native American group. The petroglyph shows a group of people engaging in an ritual and using the energy of the kundalini to experience an "out of body" type group experience, or an astral travel event. The group saw a distant figure (red arrow points to that image) represented by a small figure in the distance with wings, which is a symbol representing not of this time.
The chakra energy associated with this area was closely tied and associated with the third chakra. The spiritual gift associated with the third chakra is past life regression. I was able to travel to another point in time in the past and they were traveling to a point in their future.
This was my first experience of this type at an earth energy center and it demonstrated how different spiritual gifts can be tapped into and experienced at an earth energy site.
In October of 2008, I recorded there was a change in my meditation today. Usually in my meditations, I feel myself stopping out of my body, then feel my head expand and “tingle” but this time, I stayed in my body but then felt my head “unfold”. The image of a cloth being unfolded, one quarter of a time, then being laid out flat was the image that I saw in my mind.
The next sensation was an awareness I was not alone, but had someone with me. This person was new, and at first I was uncomfortable because I did not know this energy nor did I know what the purpose of this connection was. In my mind a song then played, “Simply the Best” by Tina Turner. My next thought was that only a few have gotten to this point, so I felt pleased.
I asked the name of who was with me, but the name or sound was unfamiliar and the thought then came that it is difficult to associate a thought around something so new and different from what I have not yet experienced. I was then aware that one starts to build a frame of reference around what one is exposed to. One of John UK's lessons on time and time travel was about learning something you didn’t know existed, and how you first needed to be aware of its existence and then you could seek and learn from it. I was now aware, THIS was one of those “awareness” experiences and a new concept was being unfolded to me, like that image of the cloth unfolding.
I could see and sense that my image of time being linear was rather limited. It was archaic. I could also see that our concept of progress and advancement from one level to the next to go back to the Tao, was also limiting and archaic, too. I was being shown that one could stand almost anywhere in this mass of time and space, take a step. and it could be backwards, or to the side, or forward, or somewhere else. And I also realized that some of my weird dreams were not that weird…that they are preparing my mind to accept different concepts, including the “walking through walls”, or being absorbed by rocks”, or breathing under water. These dreams were real experiences, but in a different concept and world than what I have built or created in this reality.
I could also sense different motivators and drivers in human existence. I had been clinging to the emotion and sense that love is the universal connection, but then I felt like there was something more. I was drawn to the concept of curiosity as well as the motivator of learning and continued growth, and sometimes it is that sense of cuirosity that makes a person put aside the comfort, security, and even love, to satisfy that urge.It is that energy which drives one to grow, seek, learn, and discover.
The next thought was that it wasn’t about the amount of time spent at this place in my meditation, but what mattered was the connection and arrival or being here at this moment. The meditation then felt done, and it was over.
Back in October of 2008, I was doing my usual daily meditation, but I did not have my usual meditation experience. This time, I did not feel my usual “expansion” from my crown, like I was walking outside my body. This time I felt as if a person was with me and a fog was being lifted. Everything around me now felt whole and complete. I even felt whole and complete, too! In fact the sensation was that I had arrived to the destination I had been trying to get to…like the top of a mountain.
I looked around me in this meditation and could see others around me and they were “complete” and “whole”, too. Even though I had traveled to other levels of the Tao, this felt UNIQUE and SPECIAL. I could feel William there (William is a Harmony from the Tao) and also other Harmonies as well.
I then started to feel my “third eye” become engaged and felt the area between my eyes and above my nose start to feel warm. I then felt messages come into my mind as if I was “talking” to the persona I met in a previous meditation. I recalled my mind flash to one of my dreams, which had been a dream about being in Utah with my small children with my former husband. I started to analyze the dream while in this meditative state and then this person’s thought came into my mind and he said something like “why are you going inward in this dream? You should go across? Look at the whole…this is just one segment of the whole…all of these dreams are running across a wide spectrum and telling a story or have a message together….they are not individual and independent dreams. They are connected."
The message then changed to the interconnection of life, and energy, and thought.
I then felt like I was looking “down” and seeing how people progress “up” through the different levels of the Tao, going from the physical plane, to the astral plane, to the mid-causal plane, to the causal plane, etc) and realized this path may be common, but not the only way. I realized that our understanding of things was so VERY limited. We only had an understanding of what we had experienced or what we had been told, and that we could just be “there” and then go “there” and move “there” and did not need to go THROUGH each of those steps and phases. We had that ability, but for some reason chose to not look for different ways or to realize we didn’t need to go down that road.
I could now see how limited our vision was but it was as if we were choosing that limitation for whatever reason. I could see not only different paths, and different time lines, but I could also see the inter-connectivity of everything….not just what we see as a life form. I could see or feel me becoming a rock and having that experience. And then I could me becoming a flower and feeling that color and fragrance, and delicacy and relationship with the insects. And then I could see that all experiences were available to me. And I felt complete and whole in this meditation. There now felt as if there were no secrets or nothing was hidden any more.
My mind then changed to the time-lines and the work we were engaged on in to move to create a new Prime Randiant. I could feel this answer--
"we needed access and feel EVERYTHING, because if we didn’t, it would have limited the possible experience of many of life forms, plants, animals, and humankind. That to do nothing would be taking too many life forms choices away while a few malicious entities played out their devious course and choices. And because much benefit can be learned from negative situations, there was hope that new awareness and information could be learned through the changing of direction, much like the back and forth done when society swings from one direction to another, gaining new information and insight with each swing to a different extreme has merit".
The meditation then abruptly ended. In the meditation I was provided an expanded view of what is possible and what is the Tao. I also became more aware of why in this new prime radiant, we are also going to continue to have challenges and difficulties - there is merit. We gain new information and insight with such extremes.
I have had a few Kundalini experiences in my life, and none was as remarkable to me as the first experience. But there was another experience that also very powerful as well as remarkable. In this experience I was meditating and felt a sudden and bound connection to mother earth. I turned my head to my left and I could see a miniature earth replica spinning right next to me. I could see "me" and also the earth, side by side, almost as if we were in two parallel situations. I could feel the energy within me rise, and I watched and I could also see the energy within the earth rise. We seemed to be mirroring each others meditation.
I felt the connection to the 2nd chakra, and then observed the earth's energy to rise to what I assumed could have been the earth's chakra as well. The earth was reflecting back what I was feeling and doing - or else I was reflecting back to the earth what the earth was doing. Needless to say, we were having the same experience.
This process continued with the energy rising and energizing each of my chakras, and with each, the energy also rose in the earth. Then, I could feel a kundalini happening within me. At the point of the energy shower, I could also "see" an energy shower with the earth occurring, too.
It was at the point of shower I felt an even stronger connection. I felt and saw a "circle 8" of energy going from the earth to me, and then from me to the earth. This sensation only lasted a few seconds, but the experience was different, remarkable, and powerful to me. I have only had this experience once. But after this occurrence I felt a stronger bind and connection with the Earth.
Later, when I studied Chinese Medicine, which in some ways is built on the premise we are a microcosm of the earth, that information seemed to penetrate my soul. I became aware of what and how we treat and interact with the earth is also how we treat and interact with ourselves. AND, just as we have the capability of healing our bodies, we also have the capability of healing the earth. This awareness was a game changer for me.
In my spiritual training from John UK, my Spiritual Guide and teacher, he provided information on the kundalini experience. When I first experienced a kundalini, I was surprised and amazed at the event. I had heard his words, but when the event happened to me the words seemed so insufficient to express the intensity of the experience.
I started off my doing a basic meditation on 1/24/90, and then focused on clearing and balancing my chakras. I then felt the chakras become charged and could feel the first chakra connecting and energizing the 2nd chakra. And then the 2nd chakra started to energize the 3rd chakra. This happened as each chakra became energized and engaged. After the 7th chakra became engaged in the meditation, it was also energized as if it were charged. I then felt the energy continue to move up through each chakra as the energy started to build and grow as it touched each chakra point. I could "see" the energy moving and curving up the chakras, almost as if it were a snake. This surprised me. There was a moment in the meditation when I felt myself "release control" and it was then the kundalini started to take over.
The energy flow was now unhampered and I could feel the crown of my head expand. It then released a shower of bright white light and energy from my head. My whole body was now part of the energy building experience and I felt as if I was total energy. The shower of white light continued to spurt out of my head and drop like tiny, tiny water drops on my skin. The energy would then be reabsorbed to the root chakra and then up through all the chakras again. It would then shower out of my head, all in a continuous nonstop motion.
I could feel the energy sensation of tingling on my whole skin as the tiny energy drops hit my bare skin. I could also feel the energy move up through my body and also could feel the energy shower out of my head. And I could also feel the energy tingles being reabsorbed back into my body and traveling back through each of the chakras and then once again showering out of my head in this continual flow of energy.
This kundalini sensation lasted only a minute or two, and then the flow of energy upward slowed, and then stopped. I was able to slowly come out of the meditation and felt totally relaxed, at peace, and wonderful! It was a very powerful sensation with deep feelings of wonder and elation. This first kundalini experienced had indeed felt like a spiritual orgasm.
The kundalini produces an awakening in a subconscious mind that there are great realms of inquiry yet to discover. I felt different after this kundalini experience. I had a greater desire for more spiritual experiences and growth. I was now aware of a new realm of existence and I wanted to be part of this.
During a meditation many years ago, I had a very confining feeling of being heavy, like an elephant was sitting on me. I asked John UK , my Spiritual Guide, about this experience.
“You expanded beyond your comfort limits and your mind lost control of the meditation. This caused the heavy feeling or the lack of bodily control”, responded John UK.
"Is this dangerous?" I asked.
"No. It probably felt disconcerting but it will not cause you physical or mental harm" said John UK.
"Why did this happen?" I inquired.
John UK responded "Several events took place. Your energies were high and projected very well. This allowed you to expand beyond the minds comfort limits allowing the mind to become out of control of the meditation, causing the fear and the heavy feeling".
I then asked "How do you then control an expansion?"
John said, "The conscious mind needs to realize the limits that the expansion is at. Once its comfort limits are reached, then don’t allow any further expansion. At first this may be done by withdrawing from the meditation, but with experience you may learn to control the area or mass of the expansion or the space enclosed by the expansion. One technique to do this is by visualizing a path or road or perhaps a ribbon or string or a lien or something that connects with the beginning".
"The beginning of what?" I asked.
"The beginning of the meditation", responded John UK. "You can then realize that you may follow this back to the beginning and therefore not become lost or expand beyond a set limit. If a line or string or ribbon is used, a predetermined amount can be chosen and that will stop the expansion once the end is reached. Or if a path or road or visible object that you follow is used, then a landmark may be selected at which point you will return or not go past a certain point. After each successive meditation, the length of the line or landmark may be comfortably extended. The basic connect is that your mind should control the situation".
John UK continued, "This form of expansion beyond the mind, however, does have its benefits, if you so desire to seek them. If you expand beyond the mind then it may become possible after many trials to then examine the mind from beyond the mind. The benefit of this type of meditation is that you obtain a true picture of yourself. There are aspects of ourselves that we hide from ourselves, both good and bad".
Now that I am more comfortable in meditation, expansion process, an out-of-body-experience, or OOBE, I often can feel as if I am taking a step away from my body when I become relaxed. It is at that moment when I take that step forward, I become like air, or light, or totally unencumbered.
One morning long ago, I was doing one of my regular meditations where I sat in a chair, folded and crossed my legs, then closed my eyes. I took a couple of deep breaths and started to visualize a connection to the ground. When I ground, I focus my thoughts and visualize a root coming from the base of my spine and moving into the earth. The visual in my mind is similar to a root extending from a tree into the earth. I kept visualizing this root going down into the earth and was ready to stop this movement and begin my meditation, but the root would not stop! It kept on going and it was as if I was no longer in control of my thoughts. My thoughts were being directed by someone other than myself.
The image of the root kept going deep, deep, deep within the earth and I could not stop the root from advancing. I finally told myself to sit back and relax - someone was steering my meditation and to just accept it and let it happen.
Eventually the rooting stopped and I found I had been brought into a granite walled room. The whole room was granite walls, including the ceiling. The room was HUGE and it was well lit, yet, I could not see anything that was making it appear to be so bright. I knew I was somewhere deep in the earth, but here was a ROOM and it was LIT! I was amazed.
In the room were VERY TALL Beings, clothed and hooded, or that is how my mind interpreted the experience. I was made aware they were the Earth Guardians. There was also another Being there who communicated directly with me, and I to her. I became aware she was Gaia, or the energy who is mother earth. I don't recall any features - ONLY the FEELING and information placed in my mind during this encounter.
I was made aware we were just guests on her surface. She either allows us to be there, or doesn’t. I was also aware of the many times when we have killed off each other in times past, as well as annihilated the outer crust of the planet. In addition, I was made aware that her tolerance for us wanes and living on the earth's surface really is a gift she has given us.I also was made aware there are a HUGE number of different life forms on, and within the planet and we were just one of many. We were not better - we were just a different life form.
I also aware I could see in this room, even though there was no light. And I knew things, even though there was no sound…it was just awareness inside my mind.
Gaia wanted to know why I had changed the course we were on, and what benefit was I expecting out of this change of course (I had been conducting earth healing activities as well as sharing the shailude energy). I then explain the Harmonies and the new Shialude energy that had been introduced to help augment humanity's awareness as well as improve energetic communication, as well as growth. She seemed to be hesitant this would change the outcome, especially since we have been through this process so many times before and humanity always seemed to kill each other off. Other species have done better than humans, and yet we have this belief that being human is better. It isn’t better; it is just different. We have not yet figured out how to survive beyond this stage in our development, but she seemed interested to see if we could move beyond this phase we continually get stuck in.
I could also see how naive I had been regarding sending energy to the earth for healing. It was an interesting gesture to her; almost as if I was a superior shaman and granting her a gift where as she is the one who allows all of us to live on her “skin”. I felt small, and almost ashamed. I could see how a flick here, a turn there, or a focus on this has an outward effect to create great catastrophes for us, and should she desire, she could easily get rid of us all; an earthquake, a tornado, a title wave, a volcano. Such simple hiccups for her but such mighty acts of calamity for we humans.
She also wanted to know why the Harmonies came here to help. What do they hope to gain from this? I assumed because our demise affects the other Taos. I then thought a question about how she is connected to other Taos and what effect she has on the other Taos. But these were just thoughts that were there like a puff in the air, and then were gone. Nothing more was said or thought on this topic.
I then stopped the meditation. Not sure if this was my choice or Gaia’s or the Guardians. It then felt like a nonevent, which now that I think of it, reminds me of the movie “The Matrix” where Neo goes to visit the Oracle and then is given a cookie and told he will start to feel "right as rain". This scene made absolutely no sense to me when I saw the movie, but this is how I felt after this…like I had eaten a cookie and had no feelings one way or the other.
Since this experience, I have had several interactions with the Guardians of the Earth, and my awareness of the interconnection of life has grown. The experience of meeting Gaia was a life changing moment for me.
There is a type of meditation where you sit in a pitch black, dark room, and during the meditation, you suddenly see brightness, as if the whole room lights up.
This technique of being immersed in total darkness and then having the experience as if a light switch has been flipped was a method used in some ancient cultures for spiritual awareness and communication with those on the astral plane (or heavens). Cultures, such as the ancient Native Americans who would journey to Chaco Canyon for spiritual celebrations would engage in these types of spiritual meditations and activities. They would go into the pitch-black dark windowless chambers and in those rooms, would experience moments of radiant light filling their soul, and the room as they connected with the astral plane.
I expectantly experienced this when I was in a dark room with my eyes shut and thought I was just imagining this brightness in the room, so I opened my eyes and the white light and brightness was still there. It didn’t matter if my eyes were shut or open; i was seeing the same thing and the room was filled with light. I was aware I was not “seeing” with my eyes, but was experiencing light within my whole Being.
I had another similar experience when I was pulled in a meditation to meet Gaia. I was amazed of the brightness and the light in what should have darkness, and yet, there I was surrounded by bright light. The experience of being in extreme darkness and then suddenly being immersed in extreme white light can be a profound and memorable experience.
One of the things that has changed over the years, is that my meditations have become more central in my life. Sometimes my meditations may be taken over by another force, like the kundalini energy, or Gaia, for example. Sometimes my meditations will be used as the window of communication with a Spiritual Being from another plane of existence. And sometimes, my meditations may include a type of "meet and greet" experience, like when I met my Granddaughter, or a "fly by" experience where I meet someone projecting from another time period.
This is from a "fly by" experience. In this meditation, someone named Mark “popped” into my meditation. I remember commenting to him this was 2010, June. I had the impression he was coming from 50+ years from where I was in my time. He wanted to connect with me, aka Quesak, and was doing a meditation projection or past life regression and we connected during this meditation.
The experience was rather brief, surprising, and unexpected. I recall asking how he seemed to know me. He was surprised by my question because of all my “breadcrumbs” - various blogs, website, and book(s). I then wondered who from my family would have carried this information on and couldn’t think of anyone other than my sister Trish, who has been part of my journey. Or maybe my son who said he would keep the sites active. Anyway, the connection and interaction was brief, then gone. It was what I call a "fly-by".
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