My Adventures with
Personal Stories of Working with Subtle Energies
By Beth Quist
Early in the morning, around 2 AM, I was awakened with the sound of a bird singing outside my window. This was rather strange at this time of day, and I then turned over and fell back to sleep. About 30 minutes later, the bird again started and this time assumed the bird song was being used as a messenger to awaken me for some purpose. I got up, got dressed, and went downstairs to meditate.
In this meditation I already felt it was different than anything I had ever experienced. I had an awareness I was NOT just moving to the astral plane to connect with other Beings. In THIS meditation, I was moving through what felt like water, and moving upward. I then poked my head above the water as if I was in the middle of a vast Sea. I was then able to climb out of the water and stand on it. I then started to walk on the water, in this meditation. I walked on the water toward a shore.
Then, on the shoreline, instead of walking on the solid ground, I started to move through the air above the ground. I was then lifted and guided toward a door, which then opened into another type of experience. I had an awareness I was moving through and to another level of the Tao. It was layers of different mediums, and I was being guided through one medium to the next.
I then lifted a door hatch, and climbed up into another level, and then once again moved through this dimension, being guided to where the next doorway would be located. I kept moving upward to the next level but now felt I was getting lost, or was not reading the signs of where to go and how to move. I felt I needed a Guide. But I then thought, "I don't know where I am going, so do I really need a Guide? So I just continued to openly roam. But then I felt the presence of a Guide - someone I knew, and we sat and chatted as I tried to comprehend where I was. I wanted to get lay of this land or space.
Because this was happening during a meditation, I then thought about going "within" and could feel and see my inner CORE - the chakras and kundalini within my energetic self. I could see strands of lit threads of colors, all in a clear soft rainbow of hues. I then looked outward and could see the Milky Way. I saw how my strands of colored lights within my energetic self resembled the Milky Way - which seemed to reinforce this concept that we really are a microcosm of the universe itself.
I then could sense the journey of life on earth began at first with a THOUGHT, and then was the thought was expressed in FORM. The additional FORMS came together to create different and new thoughts, which then triggered new and more complex forms and desires. The seeds of generation, I thought. The start. The beginning. I could see some of these forms coming together in groups based on common and coordinated thoughts, which then created forms of PURPOSE. Then thoughts of movement and direction, and action, with more complexity. Eventually the forms created complexities of life, and then onward through time, to create animals, and then humans. Humans then created communities, and societies, and clusters of ideas and actions. These societies increased more complex social structures and provided even more complex choices and options and journeys. We are now seeing the communities coming together and being ready to EXCHANGE different thoughts and actions, which will then create NEW AND DIFFERENT societies and communities. We are in the phase of changing and remaking the societal and community structure in humanity, which will change how we think, act, and interact with all of life on the planet. This is the change - the awakening - a point of maximizing the complexity of thought, ideas, interactions and changing who, what, where, how humans live, think, work, create, be, are…
I could see that we as humans are following the script of the universe - the “big bang” began as a thought and grew, and created ALL THESE places and conglomerations of various forms, structures, life forms, non-life forms, etc. And humans have a similar, if not the same script written within them - like a code - a history, a roadmap, our story. It is within each and everyone of us. Perhaps this is what DNA is? I then ended the meditation and returned to bed. I slept deeply.
I’m not sure what this all means, except the ideas shared with me about life, and the magnitude of the journey, was fascinating. It felt like I just received a huge lesson from the Tao.
By Beth Quist
I feel different. Things have changed, and are changing for me. One of the feelings I often have - especially at night during times of relaxation, is that I am outside my body. WAY out of my body. There are times when I say, “OK, just go ahead and go” and then I feel a part of me leave. Where that part of me goes, I know not, but assume it is on the astral to help work on the timeline. I eventually go to bed, and I assume it is then I rejoin or reconnect with the part of me that is out wandering. Or maybe there is more than one part of me that is out and about.
This sensation has grown exponentially in the last few months. It is as if my physically body can no longer control or hold, or limit my spiritual body. I leak. Anyway, every time that sensation begins, my thought is “Oh, I’m leaking out of my physical body again”.
I have also been traveling through SOURCE - “beyond the Tao” and when I am at that "beyond spot", I can see the total flow of life within the prime radiant. It really does look similar to the milky way, but the sparks are human beings and not stars that I see in this wave of time. I can also see the points of ME in that state of expansion, from my very first incarnation that I remember - that of being in Africa - a very thin black man running through the grassland. Perhaps the Serengeti? I don’t know exactly where, but I can see and feel the anxiety within me as I run barefoot, running for my life. That is the first place my focus centers on when I find my data points of essence across this ribbon in time.
I also see other lifetimes that I have been made privy to, that are scattered here and there on each continent. But what happened THIS time, as I viewed this ribbon of humanity over time while focusing on the “ME’s”, I could also see what looked like a musical score, with each of my lifetimes as if they were playing a note on. The location on the music sheet was based on the continent or location of where I was “incarnated” and how long the note was held was based on how long I lived. It was as if all these incarnations had created a musical score of some type, and the score helped to describe ME over the expanse we call time. All of these lifetimes were part of my personal symphony, and it was my personal unique music that I had created from each of these experiences. This view, and this metaphor, was rather surprising.
I then could see this symphony could also be transformed and changed from musical notes to different colors, using the same or similar principles of sound. I could then view the painting of my life, based on the presence of each and every incarnation.
This then translated to the energy threads of colored light that I have viewed within my body's inner core - along the kundalini of the chakras within. My entire life experiences that are stored in my Higher Self, are strands of colored lights and notes of sound. My autobiography is energetically encoded in my very Being, as well as in the Universe itself.
What an epiphany this experience was!
I was up at 1:30 AM and did a meditation, visualizing and sensing as if I was immersed in a sea of vast, calm, water. I then felt as if this connection with the water was a vehicle to connect to all life in the earth., I then visualized green energy - the energy of the 4th chakra - the energy of love, balance, and support. I then sensed I was now connected with ALL life - not just on earth, but throughout the whole Tao. I could feel that connection and oneness with that connection I felt in this water. I sensed the connection, but also the singularity of each and every form of individuals and felt the process of how each is growing, learning, developing in this sea of connection. It was a vast network.
At one point, I felt I was on the Higher Self plane - and sharing this energy of awareness and change. I could ‘feel’ a shift occur, as there was now a conscious move - a slight but significant change of consciousness and awareness. This change moved the timeline ever so slightly, but I was aware it would have a significant impact over time. I had an awareness that all this chaos would now change into a more purposeful direction and outcome. I could feel and see different scenarios being played out as if to find the better outcomes for all of us. There was also a greater awareness of our connection and dependence on each other, in order to live, grow, learn, and expand our consciousness.
I could “feel” and “see” how this moment of connection, with it’s green hue of balance and love - oh, and that deep love - was like a single moment of movement - like taking a step on a new plane, or path, or level - all of us - all, were now were in that new realm. On one hand, it was as if nothing happened at all, but it was also as if EVERYTHING had just changed, too. I had an awareness that this was what we - humanity - had been moving toward, or hoping for - but it was much more than we expected. This was HUGE, and TOTAL, and COMPLETE.
How this impacts and changes things on the earth, I’m not sure. Except that it seems that everything first happens on that spiritual plane first, or it drives or pulls, or pushes, and prods, what happens on the earthly plane. It seems that now, we will be changing things on the earth. Kind of like the fish moving out of the water and walking on dry land - that type of change - a marked moment in our evolutionary process. So maybe it won’t be seen immediately, or maybe we will see an improvement and stop humanity from continuing to free fall into more hate, anger, violence, and isolation. Maybe we will start to see that change within us and see how we are all connected with each other, and what we do impacts us all.
There are places in the earth where the life force energy is so rich and strong, the astral plane and the physical plane touch. It is almost as if there is no separation between those two fields and with this closeness, you can more easily see and even converse with Spiritual Beings. In fact, the locals all talk about the hidden people who are everywhere - and they are. Many can see and converse with these Spiritual Beings.
The life force energy is so plentiful and strong, it is a natural earth energy center. In earth energy centers, with this abundance life force energy, it is much easier to have deep and meaningful meditations. It is also much easier to engage in astral travel/projection because the astral plane is "right here". In addition, all those various subtle energy communication methods are easier too - like meaningful and detailed significant dreams as well as telepathy. I was in total amazement how easy it was to use the spiritual development tools and have spiritual experiences while in Iceland.
There are many earth energy spots around the globe. Most of these spots are in remote areas, making it somewhat challenging to find as well as get to. I was absolutely surprised and delighted to experience Iceland's rich life force energy. Being there, was an energetic and life changing experience for me.
Messages from the nonphysical realm come in many forms. Sometimes they are dreams, or images, thoughts, ideas, sounds, or lyrics. The nonphysical realm uses a wide variety of methods to communicate with us and to send messages. I recently had one line of a song just pop into my head during a meditation "a world without end" was the one line lyric from Crowded House. That lyric is in the song "She Goes On and On" from the Woodhouse album, and it seemed so strange for that lyric to just come from no where. I then realized this was a message from the astral plane - a confirmation message to let me know that "the world was not going to end" - hence, the one line lyric "a world without end" playing in my head.
Essentially, the tide has changed and we are no longer in danger of nuclear annihilation. Yes, there are other problems still around, but we are no longer going to blow up the planet.
Here is Neil Finn singing "a world without end".... a very welcome message from the other side.
As you tune in and learn to sense subtle energy, over time your abilities expand to not only sense this subtle energy, but also to recognize differences in these subtle energies - like the different TYPES,or qualities, or aspects of the energy. It is then when you move into going in even deeper, and can then start to sense different types of MESSAGES within that energy field.
For example, when I first started to be aware of earth energy and hearts, I then started to train myself to sense where some of these places were. I initially focused on when and where my feelings changed in different areas of nature. With more practice and experience, I improved to not only sense WHERE an earth energy site was, but also what type of vibe it produced. For example, in some areas I could become very serene, tranquil, quiet, and relaxed - almost as if I was being comforted. In other sites, I was able to "see" Spiritual Beings, and even at some locations, I was able to move through time and regress to a different time period.
In a recent visit at an earth energy new Mount Shasta in Northern California, I had a totally new experience. This happened during a meditation, and in the meditation, I could FEEL a change happening inside and around me. It was as if I was becoming a ROCK - like granite! In the meditation, I observed my skin and body now looking like it was made up of gray granite. I then remembered a Nature video I saw where plants seemed to communicate with other plants to let them know they were in need of a certain nutrient. THEN, the plants with that nutrient would SEND the plant in need, that specific nutrient. I then had the impression the earth was sharing its rock-like SUBTLE energy with me, as a GIFT. Perhaps this was a nutrient I needed?
At the end of the meditation, I looked at my arms and legs - they were normal. All of this imagery was shared in a meditation, and in an earth energy center. I was aware this was a deeper type of sensing subtle energy - a message was being shared.
I am reminded how the life process involves chaos, and then what follows is often some type of new structure and order - something for people to grasp a hold of and build a new life around.
War is chaos. So are natural disasters, like earthquakes, hurricanes, floods, and tornadoes. And so, too, are our personal experiences with loss - like losing someone you love, or losing your home, or your job, health, etc. All of these things will create a type of chaos. It is those moments of chaos that requires us to go very deep within in order to survive and get back to life.
There will be a moment when we start to put order and structure around the chaos and then begin the rebuilding process - or we give up and essentially die.
Chaos can provide us the upheaval to begin something a new. We then can make things better - or we can choose to do nothing, or even make things worse. But through this period of chaos and change, we will discover who we really are.
These moments of chaos are the times that provide the greatest life-lesson-moments in our ENTIRE life time. These are the moments when we will learn who we really are - if we survive, that is.
So let's see who and what emerges over the next year and who we really are.
I recently had one of those unusual experiences with subtle energy. I was visited by "me" from sometime in the future. I have only had this experience one other time, when a "future me" came to advise me I needed to divorce and relocate from Utah to another state. This visit was to advise me to "ignore the current President for the next 6 months" and have no thoughts about him, but instead, redirect my thoughts and attention to visiting, interacting, connecting and sensing different energies in different spots on the earth - such as the National Parks and Monuments.
Having a "future me" come to give a message means this is rather a big deal and should not be ignored. I then started analyzing why this message was so important. I then realized that thoughts about "Mr. T" must be reinforcing his ability to continue to do more damage. After all, "our thoughts have energy" and even if our thoughts are negative, it is still subtle energy being directed towards a person, and it appears this person feeds off any type of energy, even if it is negative.
And why would these instructions from "my future self" have me focus on earth energy spots, like our national parks and monuments? Perhaps it is a way to help strengthen and protect these areas of the earth that are now being turned over to the private sector so some corporation can make a profit, drill for oil or gas, or even build condos. Or perhaps this is just going to be a way for me to improve my ability to sense different types of earth energies.
Needless to say, I'm now engaged in redirecting my attention away from the news and to visit different places around the globe that may have concentrations of life force energy and be "earth energy sites".
One year I went on vacation with my son on the back of his Harley motorcycle. We went up the coast of California and Oregon; he was driving and I was hanging on the back, grinning from ear to ear. What surprised me about this trip, however, was how I could feel the dramatic changes in temperature from one spot to another as we road up the coast. It was as if we were journeying through different little climate pockets along the highway, and they would quickly change from one spot to another. It was an amazing variety of temperatures.
In a way, it was reminiscent of when I was learning to sense earth energy centers. An earth energy center is where there are pockets of consolidated life force energy. Because of the abundance of subtle energy in those areas, it is must easier to have spiritual experiences. For example, you can more easily meet and converse with Spiritual Beings in those earth energy centers because there is enough available energy for Spiritual Beings to project themselves to you. Or you can more easily travel to the astral plane in those locations because you can tap in and use that life force energy to get you out of your body.
When John U.K. was training me to sense earth energy centers, he would have me tune into my feelings, ward and identify any changes of feelings as we walked or moved along a path or roadway. It became a way to identify when and where there was a change in my feelings and this could serve as a type of GPS to guide me towards an earth energy center. With practice, I learned that when I felt a feeling of "peace and oneness that almost forced me to smile" was a way that I could begin to identify where there was a consolidation of earth energy, or an earth energy heart center.
As I road on the back of the Harley, and sensed the microclimate bursts of changing temperatures, it made me smile. I was once again tuning into different sensations, but this time, it was just the wind.
Not very many people have the opportunity to be taught by a Spiritual Guide, so I asked John U.K., a Spiritual Being, why he came to me and taught me about spiritual energy (tools, outcomes, and gifts)? His response was a lesson on preparing and planning for an incarnation on earth.
ME ASKING JOHN - "So why did you choose me to give these lessons to?"
JOHN RESPONDING TO ME - "I didn't. You asked me to be the back-up plan should the normal events not come through."
ME - "What were those normal events?"
JOHN - "You were first supposed to meet and connect with Rob who was then supposed to teach you. You met Rob, but he hadn't been taught, so could not teach you."
ME - "So what happened?"
JOHN - "You planned a couple of events. The first one was to make sure that you and Rob could meet and become connected. You set up a marker of energy. When you two had your first kiss, you both felt an energy bolt go through you. You both commented on this, and knew this meant something. It was a message to let you know you two were supposed to connect, which you did.
JOHN "Rob was supposed to then teach you about meditation and these subtle energies, but this is where things failed. Rob was supposed to have been taught by a teacher in school (Father Winter), but the teacher had been let go for teaching non-Christian concepts. As a result, Rob did not learn these concepts and was unable to share them with you. Hence, the back-up plan was initiated - me!"
ME - "Is this normal?"
JOHN - "It is no usual nor is it unusual. It is an option and a choice. A person can plan a little or a lot before incarnating. You had several incarnations that fell short of what you wanted or expected (due to WWII, unforeseen accidents, etc) and wanted to make sure you completed what you wanted and expected. You created back-up plans for important activities to make sure this incarnation met your expectations."
This brief conversation let me know about pre-earth life and the ability to plan and prepare for an incarnation. It also let me know we can set up trigger events of communication and messages (like a kiss) as a way to help guide us or make sure we pay attention to certain people or events. This conversation also let me know we can solicit other Beings to help us on our journey, should they be willing to participate and join us in this effort.
I think we all have a tendency to acquiesce a bit when we first meet a nonphysical Spiritual Being. I mean, it is a bit unusual to have this experience, and when it first happens, there is a tendency to think the Spiritual Being you are meeting or conversing with is either God, or is God-like, or a messenger from God. Anyway, that was my first impression when I first met and conversed with my Spiritual Guide and Teacher, John U.K.
Even though John U.K. told me he was JUST my Guide and Teacher, and NOT an angel, and NOT God, it was still a bit unnerving at first. Eventually I got over this and were able to focus on the lessons I was supposed to learn (aka the lessons on the tools of the chakra energies and spiritual gifts).
In those early years, I met and conversed with many Spiritual Beings from all the levels of the Tao (as well as beyond the Tao) and I noticed that with each and every introduction to a new Spiritual Being, I initially interacted with them as if they were holy, and I was milk toast. But this type of interaction changed when they advised me to divorce my husband and relocate to another state. I was surprised by this request, and said "no". It was also at that moment when became empowered and started saying no.
But then, after my repeated "no's", someone else was brought in who they thought I would listen to - it was "me from the future".
This was a VERY weird experience to meet and converse with "me from the future" (who had chosen divorce and relocation) and was sitting in front of me, advising me on why this was needed. Eventually I was persuaded to also choose divorce and relocation, but I also realized this decision was MY choice.
What I learned from these experiences is that Spiritual Beings interact with you because either your Higher Self has requested this interaction, information, or guidance, OR you planned it before you were born.
Spiritual Beings are NOT holy - they are souls without a physical body. They are not better than you. They are just from a different time and space, and have different information and experiences to share that may be beneficial to learn and know about.
Spiritual Beings visit and converse with you for a reason, but you do NOT have to accept the information or the choices they are recommending. The CHOICES are still YOUR CHOICES and the life you have is still based on the choices YOU made.
Recently the USA launched strikes on Syria. I wondered if this was now going to be a catalyst for more war. Essentially I wanted to know, "So now what?"
My first effort to find out more about what is going on, is to use meditation and to listen for the answers in the meditation. So this is where I started. Sometimes I get direct answers, and sometimes I don't. But in THIS meditation I wanted to know if we were now going to war, and the answer I received was this - "This is a "one off" and will not go further. This President is not known for strategy and he acts on impulse and emotion. This action served as a way to help him feel like he was in charge and he was he was doing something about a problem. He saw he was acting Presidential. In addition, it served as a diversion technique away from other news."
I then wanted to know what was happening with the investigation on the Trump/Russia investigation, but the feedback I got in this meditation was "what is important is the "Awakening". Essentially, I was reminded, "your President is dead". It was as if I was being told this was no longer a concern.
I then consulted the iChing, which is a method to tap into the subtle energy flow of the Tao and identify where energy is moving to. It is part of Qigong training and based on a 4,000 year old Chinese text. This method is not as direct and personal as what I get in a meditation, but I still use it when I feel blocked, or if I'm not getting direct answers, or if I need validate impressions.
So I posed the question to the iChing, "What will America look like in 6 months?"
The answer I got was, "there will be a joining of hands and harmony; people will be on the same wavelength". This rather surprised me because it wasn't what I was expecting, but it did seem to verify that we were not going to war after the launching of the missiles in Syria.
I then asked the iChing, "What is Mr. Trump's future look like in 6 months?"
The answer I received was "legal battles, accusations, and nearly home and dry".
The reason I'm sharing this with you is to let you know that sometimes you get clear, straight answers in a meditation, and sometimes you don't. Sometimes I ask for messages in dreams to clarify questions I have, and sometimes I get them, and sometimes I don't. Other times I use the iChing, and still other times, I do nothing and just wait and see where and how things play out.
America started a war after the twin towers in NYC were taken down by two airplanes and Bush/Cheney used this as an opportunity to invade Iraq, planting the seeds for the upheaval we now see in Syria, Iraq,, Afghanistan- with perpetual war, refugees, and unending terrorism.
In a meditation I was given a different perspective to consider about the dismay I was feeling about this unrest. Yes, I was told, the Busy/Cheney decision decision to start a war created many NEGATIVE events, HOWEVER, a huge amount of karmic debt has also be created through these actions. This huge amount of negative karma will eventually provide the motivation and energy to create more positive energies many years from now. Eventually, the scales will get rebalanced when these karmic debts get paid off, and this will create more positive energy in the world down the road.
For example, "Julius Caesar, the Roman General and Dictator in 100 BC, eventually reincarnated to become the person we know as Thomas Jefferson, the third President of the United States. In that lifetime, Jefferson was once again in a leadership position, but made different choices. In this subsequent life, he was able to pay off many of those karmic debts from his Caesar incarnation. G.W. Bush will do the same. In a future incarnation he will once again be in a position of power and his karmic debts in that future lifetime will provide the necessary energy and motivation for him to be a different, and improved leader than what we saw in this era."
So what I learned in this meditation is that sometimes it is to take a different and broader perspective to see the value a person and their life experiences will have in the world, and sometimes the negative actions, along with the consequences it has on many people, will eventually get rebalanced with what is needed a thousand years in the future.
There will always will be negative stuff going on in the world creating many, many negative experiences for many people, BUT they are all creating karmic ribbons that will need to be burned off and repaid. The payment process that comes from reincarnating, learning from our previous choices, and then doing good to repay that debt, is a built in process to ensure that more positive energy gets created in the world, which eventually benefits us all.
The Spiritual Development process includes training yourself to sense Qi (subtle energy), learn how to build up your own subtle energy, and then learn how to move and use this subtle energy. When you learn to sense, move, and use Qi, you can do a lot of pretty amazing things, including helping to heal people via the energetic layers of their body.
I provide medical Qigong treatments, either in person (one-to-one), or remotely, where I project my spiritual self out of my physical body and go to the client's bedside to conduct the Qigong medical treatment. When I do a remote treatment, it is as if I am "there" and I visualize the entire treatment in my mind.
BUT recently I had a very different type of remote healing experience. I was engaged in my normal daily morning meditation when SUDDENLY I could see I was now sitting on a mountain top, next to a Buddhist Monk on top of a mountain. I assumed I was in Asia. I some how knew he "pulled" me to this location. I then had the impression I was here to give a Qigong healing treatment, but he did not look ill. No sooner did I think those thoughts, I was immediately transported again, but now I was in the middle of a one-room home with a woman lying on a mat on the floor. She looked very emaciated and ill. She was very thin and her eyes were closed, but she was alive. Barely.
I took a few seconds for me to calm down and a thought entered my mind, "this is just another remote Qigong medical treatment - no different than what you usually do." So I began a remote Qigong medical treatment. I directed Qi into each of her organs. and eventually saw them "light up" and start o function normally. She was still very weak, but she now was able to open her eyes and I knew she would live.
THEN, just as quick as I had arrived, I was now back in my home in California, sitting in my meditation pose. I opened my eyes and the meditation was now over. I sat for a few minutes and collected my thoughts to get back to feeling normal. This was such an unexpected and unusual event. I had never been PULLED to a healing treatment before. All the other remote treatments, I had PROJECTED my spiritual self to the client's bedside. It was as if the Buddhist Monk called out for help and perhaps saw I was available in my meditation state, pulling and directing me to the person in need.
Needless to say, it was a pretty amazing experience. I came away with an expanded awareness of what is possible in a meditative state, and what is possible when you work with subtle energy.
Early on Tuesday morning of November 8, 2016, I prepared for my daily ritual of meditating. But this time, I was impressed to just sit and "be". I sat there for a long time in the dark, in my meditation sitting position, but this time, my eyes were open and just sat in a state of "awareness".
I was consciously aware that today was a marker and the path would forever be changed tomorrow. I recognized I needed to absorb the moment and take in that feeling of peace and tranquility. I KNEW I needed to remember this moment and sear it into my very soul as if it were to be my last.
I ignored all the news outlets and discussion on election day, even going to bed early so I would not be tempted to turn on the news. But then, at 1:00 AM on Wednesday morning, I was awakened by a spiritual prompting to get up and turned on the news, so I did. I then sank in the chair and all the energy drained from me as I saw that Donald Trump had won. I then knew why that moment of peace had been seared in soul and was so important - it was the last day before the upheaval.
I then went through a few days of despair because I had seen the outcome of a Trump presidency in a future sensing meditation - a nuclear launch, a civil war, or another country (such as Russia) taking over the USA. I was now filled with grief and anger for a few days, but then, after many meditations (and a few glasses of wine), I finally came to terms with America's decision. It is what it is.
I am aware this election result will create much angst, strife, and chaos in the USA, but on the flip side, it will be a way to help purge the stagnation, complacency, and barriers that have been created in the power structure of our society. Eventually, this chaos and civil warfare will lead to what is needed for the next phase of humanity's development- a shift of power from the merchants (financial institutions & organizations that have bought elected officials and religions) to move towards more individuals. It will strengthen and allow PERSONAL EMPOWERMENT and true change (unless, of course, we end up choosing the path of nuclear war).
I've been encouraged in my meditations, to ignore the "noise" and rhetoric, and instead to focus on that INNER voice within. This is something we all can do. It will be important to go inward to find that calm. and nurture strength from within.
It is going to be rough journey, but I have been reminded that all transitions are filled with chaos, strife, hurt, heartache, and sacrifice. In a way, it is like giving birth - filled with pain, being pushed to the limits, and sometimes not even knowing if you will survive the process. But in the end, humanity can get to the next phase of their development - personal empowerment.
There are areas around the earth that are called earth energy centers, where there is a greater concentration of life force energy. Not only do these places give off a good feel, they also provide the energies to facilitate having some rather unique spiritual experiences. In these places of more concentrated life force energy, it is often easier to communicate with your Higher Self, or see and interact with a Spiritual Being, or to project your soul and visit the astral plane, or even different time periods. In the USA, many of the places that have a greater amount of life force energy happen to be in or around the National Parks.
Recently, I have been visiting some of these parks to help direct subtle energies to continue to protect these sacred areas. Congress, for example, has been trying to pass bills to privatize these parks so they can sell them to developers. If this would happen, these places that often have special spiritual energy, would be lost. Their concentrated subtle energies would relocate and be lost to us.
When I arrived at Lassen Volcanic National Park in Northern California, I anticipated tapping into the subtle energy at this location to direct some of its use to one of protection. This was my plan, but when I started the meditation, things changed. I suddenly could sense a VERY STRONG energetic male presence - an energy that was dominating and much in control. I was not afraid - it was just his energy was so YANG-like. I was thinking of how to bless this area, when in my mind, I could hear hi voice now communicating in my mind, telling me that protecting this area was not be necessary, This area, filled with volcanoes and movement of the earth, was very much in charge of its own protection. The greater good would be to protect humanity. In my mind, I was made aware that it is humankind that needs to learn to live in harmony with the earth if it is to continue to live on the earth.
I then journeyed to the other side of the park and did another meditation. During THIS meditation, I felt a very strong female presence. The stark difference in the energy surprised me. This presence was very YIN-like - soft, smooth, gentle, and even a bit mothering. The information I received from THIS presence was about how this National Park's energy is one based on HARMONY and BALANCE. There was both the yang and yin- like energies here - a representation of balancing energies. Balancing energy is a part of the 4th chakra energy, which means this National Park would be a good place to use the spiritual gift of command projection.
I left this National Park with a greater appreciation of how every National Park may have a different type of subtle energy and with those different frequencies and patterns, what a person experiences at that location, will probably be aligned with the energetic vibe within that earth energy area.
I've been doing energetic earth healings as my way to help improve the health and wellness of the planet. I have been using a technique of visiting different locations, and leaving my essence in a certain location to serve as an "anchor point" for when I do a type of qigong earth healing meditation.
Recently I was at Peggy's Cove in Nova Scotia, Canada, and was sitting on a bench by the lighthouse, doing a meditation. In this meditation I was creating an anchor point for this location where I visualize leaving some of my spiritual subtle energy at this earth energy site. At the end of my meditation, I thought I could send some of the lovely spiritual energy from this location TO some other places around the globe, so I started a new meditation. In this new meditation, I visualized directing energy from Peggy's Cove to other anchor points I set up around the globe. I then visualized my home's anchor point in Northern California and was surprised at this meditation visual. I saw a BRIGHT WHITE/GOLD radiant silhouette of a person sitting on my couch in a meditative pose, in my home in California. I could also see a radiant light coming out of this person and filling the whole room with a warm radiant glow! This surprised me. It was so unexpected, and different from what I saw and felt in all the other anchor points.
I then realized the reason why I saw my essence at my anchor point in my home, and why it was so strong was because I use that spot almost daily. With such repeated use, the essence of my energy at this location grows and gets stronger each time I meditate.
This experience of connecting, seeing, and feeling my essence and the energy it has created in my home in California, while I was physically located in Canada, helped me realize the impact our own energy can make on a space. It also helped validate how the subtle energy of a location can change, grow, and improve with repeated use from focused intent and visualization. It also helped me see how connecting from a different point of view, from the point in Canada for example, help me see the energy pattern and energy frequencies from afar that I could not sense or see close up.
This was one of those powerful learning moments in my life. This experience made quite an imprint on me because of the feelings and the radiance I felt from viewing my own essence.
Sensing the future can come forward in different ways. You can proactively try and connect and see what the future looks like in a meditation, and at other times, it is more passive- the images, ideas, and thoughts just come. Let me give you an example.
I was giving a medical Qi-gong medical treatment to a client who has having pain in her jaw from an infected tooth. During the treatment I could "energetically see" her tooth and that infection. I could also see bone decay in her jaw from osteoporosis. In that brief moment of seeing her jaw, I saw two possible outcomes. One was removing the infected tooth and saving her jaw. The other was to try and save the tooth, but this would end up triggering more decay and problems in her jaw, and eventually lead to the need for multiple surgeries in her jaw.
At the end of the treatment I advised her to visit her Dentist for treatment to get the necessary treatment for her tooth.
She reported back that she was given two options - one option, which was more expensive and which she didn't want to do, was to have the tooth removed and to get an implant. The other option was to keep the tooth and then if it failed, then remove the tooth and get an implant. Based on the images I saw during her treatment, I advised her to get the tooth removed now - it would save her from several future surgeries down the road.
Later, I learned she decided to keep the tooth and is aggressively trying to save it. I was disappointed she didn't take my advice, but this will allow us to see if the images I saw about her future will really come to bare. I'll keep you posted.
Sometimes people will ask me to send energy to someone who is in need. When I do this, this is the process I use:
There are different locations on the earth that are known as earth energy sites. At these locations there is a greater amount as well as a greater purity of life force energy. Many of these sites also can "specialize" in a certain energy frequency, or type of energy. Some of these locations can make it easier to travel to the astral plane, for example. Some of these locations can have an energy vibration or frequency that makes it easier to connect with your Higher Self, or other Spiritual Beings, or to move through time. Some locations can even serve as sites that are more conducive for healings, too.
One of the things I have learned in 'trial and error' process is that when you go to an earth energy site, it is important to take time there, pause, and REALLY get connected with the energy in that location. When you take time to have this place become a "moment" that seems to burn in your soul, it becomes a type of a permanent marker that can help you recall, and then re-tap into that same energy later.
For example, years ago, I had several very significant spiritual experiences in the red rock areas of Southern Utah and Lake Powell, but since I relocated away from this area, I no longer have that easy access to many of those earth energy sites. But I found a way to use those sites, even though I now no longer am physically close to that area. Now days I go into a meditative state and focus my thoughts and attention to the earth energy location I want to connect with. I see the location in my mind. I then bring back the visuals from my memories, the feelings, the smells, things i touched, the sounds everything from that place that is stored in my soul. Once I have established that connection and can feel the change of energy within me as I connect to that location, when I get the sense I can tap into the earth energy at that site, I then mentally connect with that energy frequency or vibration and mentally use and direct it for what I need. At times I have done this to travel to the past (or the future), or to conduct earth healings, or to meet Spiritual Beings. This is something one can do if you are unable to return to an earth energy location but you need a certain type of energy to conduct or complete one of the spiritual tasks you feel needs completion.
In the mid-nineties, there were a lot of timeline changes and the timelines seemed to change in fragments. There were times when I would be on one timeline, and a family member, like my husband, would be on another timeline. Things were not lining up. One of the ways this got fixed was to create a place that could serve as a type of bridge to bring mismatched timelines together. This way, it there was a logical and physical method to bring disparaging timelines back together. Let me share one of the events where our timelines were mismatched and needed to come back together.
My husband was on a business trip to Atlanta and asked me to pick him up at the SLC airport when he returned home. He gave me the details of his return flight; the date, time, flight number for his Delta flight. On the day of his return flight, I called the airport to find out if the plane was arriving on time but was informed there was NO flight with that number, and NO flight coming in from Atlanta. None. "Is there another flight coming in around that time of night?" I ask. No, I was told. There are no flights coming in on Delta at that time of night.
I then checked other airlines to see if they had flights coming in. They didn't either.
I wondered if I should go to the airport to pick him up, because it was obvious there were no flights. But I decided to go to the airport anyway. I went and waited in the terminal, looking up at the arrival board. No flights on the board at all. It was midnight. The minutes tick away and I just sat there looking and hoping the board was wrong.
Finally, I saw a man walking down the concourse carrying a briefcase with a coat draped over his arm. I can tell by his walk it is my husband. He has arrived! I don't know how he got here or where he came from, but he is here, just like he said he would be. I also notice there is not the usual swarm of exiting passengers that comes with a returning 747 flight. He is walking alone, his shoulders slightly drooped looking tired with an almost preoccupied and empty stare. He sees me, smiles, and we finally get to share a loving embrace.
I ask him about his flight and where all the other passengers are? He had no idea. He only knew he was now home. I realized it doesn't matter how he got here, just that he is back. He is home and we are now whole once again.
In the process of cultivating and using spiritual energy, one of the things my husband and I explored was the ability to temporarily switch places with another soul. Essentially, the idea was to temporarily share your physical body with someone else's soul, and then go to their physical body while they are in your body. The concept expands on the idea that souls can not only travel in space and time, but under the right conditions, they may be able to temporarily share a physical body, or even exchange physical bodies, or even under some circumstances, have another soul take over the physical body so that soul can leave the physical plane (a type of walk-out/walk-in experience).
In this experiment, permission had been obtained by both participants - my husband and a friend of ours in the Czech Republic. My husband went into a meditation. I sat and observed. My husband then opened his eyes and began speaking. I knew immediately it was not my husband's soul in that body, but was someone else. He then introduced himself as our friend, Vaclav.
Vaclav and I chatted a bit (in English, but he had an accent) and he told me about what was going on in the Czech Republic and I told him about what was going on in the USA. After a couple of minutes, my husband's body shifted a bit, and my husband's soul returned and was now back in his body. Havel was now back in his own physical body, too. The whole exchange was only a few minutes, and everything seemed to work like we hoped.
I welcomed my husband back, kissed him, and noticed how he now tasted like chocolate. This was new. He had not smelled or tasted like chocolate BEFORE this brief soul exchange. My husband then said, "while I was in Havel's body, I walked down a hallway and noticed a bowl of chocolates sitting on his table, so I popped one in my mouth and ate it."
It was one thing to witness a brief soul exchange, but it was a rather pleasant surprise to also learn that smells and tastes could also be part of that transmission process, too.
This experiment provided a deeper understanding about how a physical body could become a type of portal. Becoming a type of portal could improve communication with non nonphysical beings. The exchange of chocolate in this manner showed us that different types of subtle energies can also be shared as part of that process.
I found this experience with John U.K., my Spiritual Guide and Teacher, rather interesting. During one of our weekend adventures in Utah, John U.K. directed us to visit South Eastern Utah near the Comb Ridge wash area. After taking our 4WD vehicle on a dirt road, we parked the SUV and then journeyed by foot, being guided by John U.K. We were in a small canyon of red rock that also had a small creek of water. We sat down on a rock gazing around at the cliffs, the rock caverns, and the plants in the area and waited for John U.K. to tell us why he brought us here. Soon John U.K. came and shared the reason for this trip. He wanted us to not only hear what he had to say about this area, but to feel the energy in this location and perhaps even connect with those who had lived here long ago.
John U.K. pointed to the red rock coves in along this little valley. He explained how at this site long ago, there had been a small community of native Americans. He then went on to explain how this community had been the pre-cursor for our American government. John U.K. shared how the concepts about democratic government and participation had been discussed and worked out on the astral, creating a blue print model that could create a more fair government. The concept of human rights was also created on the astral plane.
This new blue print for governing next needed to be piloted on the physical plane. The ideas needed to be placed into action and see how well it worked. The realization it was best to start out small and in an isolated community had advantages for observation. Soon those concepts and ideas of a new government structure were transferred to the physical plane, being planted as ideas in a small and isolated community.
This pilot program had been launched at the site we were now sitting at.
John U.K, then shared how the fragments (or souls) were those who I knew or had heard of. “Who were they?” I asked.
“Thomas Jefferson for one” John UK said, “Ben Franklin, George Washington, and also John Adams.”
John U.K. then described this area as being a small community that used a participatory style of government with councils, voting rights, and shared leadership. He said one of its core principles was equality and fairness. Both males and females were equal in this society.
Later, some of those who lived at this location were later reincarnated during the time when the idea of a new country was beginning to take root. These individual fragments incarnated so they could help create this foundation of government and they became instrumental in creating what we know as the Declaration of Independence, the Bill of Rights, and the Constitution. George Washington, who had previously lived in a democratic society as a Native American in this small community, seemed to intuitively know how to govern with this new model. He knew, because he had been part of that original pilot.
John U.K. suggested we do a meditation at this site, which we did. During this meditation I could briefly see and feel the presence of several souls in this area and could visualize the councils taking place with both men and women sitting around a circle.
When we left, I could see the value of this lesson and experience we had with John U.K. It was now easier to see how the lives we have on the physical earth are joined together and build on each other - there is a connection of our lives that seems to build on each other. Through the process of reincarnation, we have an opportunity to continue to improve the world we live in and use that thread of knowledge and awareness and carry it forward with us from life to life.
The lesson also was another step in experiencing past life regression, the spiritual gift of the 3rd chakra, in addition to developing earth sensing skills.
A family friend committed suicide. Years later, I decided to meet with him on the astral plane to see how he was doing. During one of my astral travel projections, I met with him and was rather surprised to sense he was still overwhelmed with the same despair and despondency that led to his suicide. I had assumed that after he died, those negative feelings would evaporate. But they didn't. I found him still carrying around all those negative energies as if it was glued to him.
Also on this astral visit, I had an awareness that it is EASIER to process and expel negative energies on the physical earth than on the astral plane. THIS surprised me, too. I had assumed everything would be easier on the astral plane, but that is not so. I also learned that with some of those negative feelings and energies stick as if it some kind of special karmic debt. This results in the need to use a similar path that is used in the karmic debt release process - being on the physical earth and processing the debt so it gets released from the sticking to the soul.
I don't know if all suicides create negative-karmic-like energies or not - I assume they don't. But after seeing this friend who committed suicide several years ago, and seeing how he was STILL overwhelmed with those same negative feelings, it gave me a startling pause. It made me more aware of the need to try and help those carrying around that burden of despair while they are still on the physical plane.
We don't really know what another is going on in someone life and how they are handing their challenges. This is, in part, because we each have different overleaves so we sense and process things differently. But with this astral visit with this family friend, I learned that the pain, despair, and heartache don't magically disappear on death. Some of those negative energies stick to the soul and can't get processed until a later and different incarnation back to the physical plane.
When I first started working with John U.K., my Spiritual Guide and teacher, I asked him when the soul becomes part of the physical body. It is conception? Is it at 3 months? 8 months? or birth?
He said "with the first breath of life."
The soul who has laid claim on that body becomes part of that body with the first breath. This is when the soul becomes fixed and housed in the body. Of course, the soul can visit occasionally in the developmental process, but the soul doesn't enter and stay in the body until that breath.
This conversation led me to an understanding there are different kinds of life - some may just be life forms without a soul, and some are life forms with a soul. The fetus, during it's development cycle, is just a life form until it is born - then it is becomes a body with a soul.
But then later, in my phase of instruction from John U.K., it became possible for John to enter my husband's body and share that body during my lesson. Later, it became possible for John U.K.'s soul to enter my husband's body, and my husband's soul to temporarily leave and go to the astral plane. This allowed longer stretches of time for my instructions.
But then later, it became possible for OTHER souls to temporarily occupy my husband's body so that they, too, could meet with me and provide instruction. It was as if my husband's body had become some type of portal, temporarily providing a means to better communicate and interact.
I have no idea how this "soul exchange" was done. At first, ,my husband would pause, and there was a change in his breath, and his soul left, and another soul temporarily entered. But later, with more practice, the exchange process became totally seamless and I often times did not know who was in that body until they started speaking, and then their personality would give it away. Later, however, I developed better sensing skills and became better at sensing which soul was using his body.
The value, to me, of knowing how and when a soul enters the body is that it shows the VALUE is on the soul, and not necessarily on the physical body. It is the soul that is permanent and eternal - the body is kind of like a car. You can enter and use it for awhile, and then you leave and get in a different car. And sometimes a car becomes versatile enough so that anyone can drive it, even if they weren't bonded to that car at birth.
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