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Personal Stories of Working with Subtle Energies
After being aware of the earth energy conduits and channels that are available in and around the earth that connect different locations together with similar energy frequencies (see post on Channels and Conduits of Energy between Earth Energy Sites ), the question arose, "can we do this for people with similar interests and goals." So a small group of people with similar interests and similar energies got together through meditations and created energetic conduits based on having similar goals and interests in areas for improving life on the earth. In addition, we also used a similar strategies to create an energetic network on the Higher Self plane. This then became a model to build conduits and connections.
These connections and conduits improved coordination and communication and is now part of the Tao's architecture. Much of this structure came from the new Shialude energy.
In the mid-nineties, there were a lot of timeline changes and the timelines seemed to change in fragments. There were times when I would be on one timeline, and a family member, like my husband, would be on another timeline. Things were not lining up. One of the ways this got fixed was to create a place that could serve as a type of bridge to bring mismatched timelines together. This way, it there was a logical and physical method to bring disparaging timelines back together. Let me share one of the events where our timelines were mismatched and needed to come back together.
My husband was on a business trip to Atlanta and asked me to pick him up at the SLC airport when he returned home. He gave me the details of his return flight; the date, time, flight number for his Delta flight. On the day of his return flight, I called the airport to find out if the plane was arriving on time but was informed there was NO flight with that number, and NO flight coming in from Atlanta. None. "Is there another flight coming in around that time of night?" I ask. No, I was told. There are no flights coming in on Delta at that time of night.
I then checked other airlines to see if they had flights coming in. They didn't either.
I wondered if I should go to the airport to pick him up, because it was obvious there were no flights. But I decided to go to the airport anyway. I went and waited in the terminal, looking up at the arrival board. No flights on the board at all. It was midnight. The minutes tick away and I just sat there looking and hoping the board was wrong.
Finally, I saw a man walking down the concourse carrying a briefcase with a coat draped over his arm. I can tell by his walk it is my husband. He has arrived! I don't know how he got here or where he came from, but he is here, just like he said he would be. I also notice there is not the usual swarm of exiting passengers that comes with a returning 747 flight. He is walking alone, his shoulders slightly drooped looking tired with an almost preoccupied and empty stare. He sees me, smiles, and we finally get to share a loving embrace.
I ask him about his flight and where all the other passengers are? He had no idea. He only knew he was now home. I realized it doesn't matter how he got here, just that he is back. He is home and we are now whole once again.
In Dec of 2010, a Spiritual Being by the name of Raul visited me during a meditation. This is someone I have not even thought about, let alone communicated with since well over a decade. In fact, I did not even recognize him or his energy, even though he had been rather instrumental over a decade ago. Back then, he entered my life quickly and in a great deal of urgency, almost mandating a relocation with some major life changes that I was resisting. In a manner of a few weeks, everything in my life changed and fell in "topsy turvey".
But this time, the situation for his visit was very different; he wanted to ask me a question. He wanted to give me the opportunity to forget that period of turmoil, chaos, and strife that resulted from the time line changes, and with it, the opportunity to heal from that experience. This process of forgetting would remove the memories and hurt from those unexpected changes and events. It would be like they would be washed clean from my mind and I would no longer would carry those memories and trauma within me. It would be a type of white-washing.
In a flash, I could see all those events; the chaos, sacrifice, struggle, and hurt rush through my mind. The flashback reminded me of the experience people report who have a near death experience and they say that in an instant they see their life flash before them. It was like that; I could see those events roll quickly through my mind.
I could also see that with the forgetting, my understanding of why things are the way they are and why some people are different than those I used to know would also disappear. I wouldn't have that understanding. I would not have that history; it would be blank.
I also thought about the value of having those memories; lessons that I learned and how I changed and grew through that chaos. All of these thoughts happened in a twinkling moment of time, too.
I then declined Raul’s offer.
I recognized in that flash of talking with Raul, that keeping the pain with that deep, deep crevice and scar is balanced with knowledge, wisdom, and an unbelievable history. I think there is value in knowing everything is not magically solved but requires those who are willing to make deep sacrifices. This is just how it is. To cover that over and make it disappear takes away a valuable life lesson and understanding.
The crevice of pain has left an imprint on me that will last forever but I now recognize it has value. Perhaps if I had been given this choice years ago, I would have said yes and asked for the pain and memory to be whitewashed clean. But now that I feel re-balanced in my life, I can see the importance of what is sitting on that other side of my life scale.
Significant dreams can be spiritual messages. This dream was one of those spiritual and special messages. It was a response to a question I had about why the timelines kept changing, and if the planet was going to survive. The dream is the response and answer to that question.
Overview of the Dream
The dream begins with me going to a place to meet a man about my Prius automobile. There were two additional men there, and then something frightening happened; a fight. There was slashing and everyone was murdered. I was also murdered.
The dream scenario played again, but this time it had a different outcome. Things were still frightening, but I and a friend were able to leave the meeting place where there had been slashing and murder in the first scenario. In this vignette, there was no slashing and no murder. But, we were being followed by people, and I was very scared. I pulled us aside to hide so we wouldn’t be followed or murdered on the street.
In the next dream scenario it was the same as the previous vignette, except in this scenario we arrived at a location that was safe. Caladan was also there. He had been monitoring and listening on a radio or walkie-talkie to evaluate our progress.
In the next dream scenario, we were planning to go to another place all together, and I remember being afraid we were going to meet danger there, too.
With each situation it was as if we would play it out, and then play it again and make a slight adjustment and get further ahead for the next scenario…it was as if instead of dying in the first five minutes of the movie, the next time we died fifteen minutes into the movie, and then the next time it was after thirty minutes, and then the next time it was hours later. Each time things progressed a little further and further.
Then in the dream, the name of Justice Souter came into the dream as if he was placed in the path. I couldn’t figure out if this was a person of harm or if this was a person who would help. The dream then ended.
Interpretation of that Dream
The car is a representation of movement, usually to the astral plane. An ecological car, such as the Prius, symbolizes care for the environment and changing the affects of global warming. In the dream it was symbolizing global warming.
The dream begins with a message on global warming and how everyone is at killed off in the first scenario. Everyone dies.
The following scenarios represent different outcomes by having different things play out and little by little, improvements are done and more people survive or for longer periods. They produce better outcomes, but still, not ideal outcomes. There is a lot of fear and privacy is lost.
In the last scenario I met with up with the keeper of the prime radiant, Caladan. In the dream he is communicating back to the astral (and Tao) regarding what is still needed for changes to the prime radiant.
Justice Souter, a member of the Supreme Court, is a representation of the “highest law in the land.” It could also be a representation of the physical laws of the earth, which may or may not help with global warming.
Insight (or Message) of the Dream
The dream is about changes being done within the prime radiant to improve the outcome of life on the planet. Different scenarios are being played out on the physical earth and little by little, changes are being done to improve the possibility of continuing with a sustainable life.
Caladan is the keeper of the prime radiant. During one of his visits he described the prime radiant as a huge equation of probabilities, but then also said "I can see you as an individual bit of light in this wave of light and equations". I was surprised. He said he was able to track me and review the possible outcomes and directions going on around me. I was impressed, and rather amazed.
Later, John UK, my Spiritual Guide and teacher, said this was not a small feat for Caladan to locate me as it had taken much time and effort, especially since (at that time) there were 5.5 billion people in the world and each person displayed as bit of light and and equation to be evaluated and watched.
John UK continued to tell me that the reason Caladan needed to find my 'bit of light' was because he was going to use me as the means to track the timeline and dimension changes as we created a new Prime Radiant. This was a similar process to what a Surveyor does when they make observations and have someone hold the measuring rod as a point of reference. I had become that point of reference.
Back in October of 2008, I was doing my usual daily meditation, but I did not have my usual meditation experience. This time, I did not feel my usual “expansion” from my crown, like I was walking outside my body. This time I felt as if a person was with me and a fog was being lifted. Everything around me now felt whole and complete. I even felt whole and complete, too! In fact the sensation was that I had arrived to the destination I had been trying to get to…like the top of a mountain.
I looked around me in this meditation and could see others around me and they were “complete” and “whole”, too. Even though I had traveled to other levels of the Tao, this felt UNIQUE and SPECIAL. I could feel William there (William is a Harmony from the Tao) and also other Harmonies as well.
I then started to feel my “third eye” become engaged and felt the area between my eyes and above my nose start to feel warm. I then felt messages come into my mind as if I was “talking” to the persona I met in a previous meditation. I recalled my mind flash to one of my dreams, which had been a dream about being in Utah with my small children with my former husband. I started to analyze the dream while in this meditative state and then this person’s thought came into my mind and he said something like “why are you going inward in this dream? You should go across? Look at the whole…this is just one segment of the whole…all of these dreams are running across a wide spectrum and telling a story or have a message together….they are not individual and independent dreams. They are connected."
The message then changed to the interconnection of life, and energy, and thought.
I then felt like I was looking “down” and seeing how people progress “up” through the different levels of the Tao, going from the physical plane, to the astral plane, to the mid-causal plane, to the causal plane, etc) and realized this path may be common, but not the only way. I realized that our understanding of things was so VERY limited. We only had an understanding of what we had experienced or what we had been told, and that we could just be “there” and then go “there” and move “there” and did not need to go THROUGH each of those steps and phases. We had that ability, but for some reason chose to not look for different ways or to realize we didn’t need to go down that road.
I could now see how limited our vision was but it was as if we were choosing that limitation for whatever reason. I could see not only different paths, and different time lines, but I could also see the inter-connectivity of everything….not just what we see as a life form. I could see or feel me becoming a rock and having that experience. And then I could me becoming a flower and feeling that color and fragrance, and delicacy and relationship with the insects. And then I could see that all experiences were available to me. And I felt complete and whole in this meditation. There now felt as if there were no secrets or nothing was hidden any more.
My mind then changed to the time-lines and the work we were engaged on in to move to create a new Prime Randiant. I could feel this answer--
"we needed access and feel EVERYTHING, because if we didn’t, it would have limited the possible experience of many of life forms, plants, animals, and humankind. That to do nothing would be taking too many life forms choices away while a few malicious entities played out their devious course and choices. And because much benefit can be learned from negative situations, there was hope that new awareness and information could be learned through the changing of direction, much like the back and forth done when society swings from one direction to another, gaining new information and insight with each swing to a different extreme has merit".
The meditation then abruptly ended. In the meditation I was provided an expanded view of what is possible and what is the Tao. I also became more aware of why in this new prime radiant, we are also going to continue to have challenges and difficulties - there is merit. We gain new information and insight with such extremes.
I first met Steven at the airport in Detroit. He was with a bunch of guys in the Delta Crown Room and I was there waiting for my flight back to Utah. Steven kept on looking over at me, like he knew me. I was starting to get a bit uncomfortable. Finally he came over and said the standard line of “don’t I know you from somewhere?” I laughed and said “no”. He kept on asking questions to find out where our paths could have met. He sold yachts and boats in Florida. I lived in Utah and was in health care. There was absolutely no place or way, we could have ever connected before.
A few weeks later he tracked me down. This was rather surprising since I had only shared the name of the company I worked at and my first name. He wanted to let me know why he was so insistent on connecting with me - he told me about “Locks” and how he was a "Lock" and had been alive since well before the birth of the United States. This would have made him over 200 years old. He looked to be around my age, which was around 40 years old at that time. I was skeptical. He continued, saying he had personally known George Washington and Thomas Jefferson, in fact called them a bunch of hoodlums and laughed stating that history had become rather kind to them. "Being a 'Lock'", he said, "meant he was supposed to stay alive until the next 'Lock' came, which was expected after about 200 years. He said he had been told he would be made aware of the new 'Lock' when he met this person, and THIS is why he was so insistent on meeting me; I was the new Lock!
"WHAT? I am not a Lock! nor do I want to hang around for 200 years," I thought.
Steven, however, was so excited about this because now he could be NORMAL! To be a Lock, his metabolic time had been SLOOOOOOWED so he could live centuries. It was as if his body was on a different type of clock. outlive everyone, serving as kind of a point person to observe and report on changes in humanity within the USA over the centuries. He had watched his wife get old and die, as well as his children get old and die, and how he had to keep moving from city to city and leaving loved ones behind over and over and over again because he could not age, nor could he share the reason why he didn't age and the role he had assumed.
The purpose of a' Lock' is to help provide feedback regarding the timeline. It is a way to have a long-term "constant" there to assess the outcome of certain events that are transpiring on the Prime Radiant. John U.K. verified that yes, indeed, there were people who served in this role and were known as 'Locks" or 'time travelers'. Having volunteers serve in this role helped with assessments, evaluations, and future predictions.
John U.K. continued, "There have been tales of people who never age throughout the world, even the story of , and there has been some truth to many of those stories."
Since the Prime Radiant changed since this original meeting with Steven, and also now that we have the Shialude energy and are more able to move easily through time and dimensions, we no longer NEED someone to serve as a lock. More people now have the skills and abilities to travel through time, and as such, can more easily report and assess what is happening in the Prime Radiant.
I have not seen nor heard from Steven again, and I am not planning to stick around for a couple of hundred years. I'm absolutely relieved the role of the 'Lock' has changed and improved in my generation.
When I first started to project to the mid-causal plane of the Tao (the level beyond the astral plane), I met and conversed with several different fragments (souls). Some of these fragments are no longer just a singular soul, but have combined with others to become trios or triads of soulful energy.
One of my first visits to the mid-causal plane, I experienced what felt like a burst of light upon reaching this plane. This was different from my normal astral travel experiences I had previously had. I also felt new vibrations because of the different energy patterns on that level. And, the trio’s or triads of souls seemed to be focused on on certain purposes. For example, the first trio I met was Tera/Terry/Tanya and this is how they described themselves:
“We are the core. We were made aware of you and we have been trying to find the right combination to communicate with you. Our focus is to help prepare baby and infant souls for the physical and to facilitate the process to connect with the Mid-causal. Our desire is to help better prepare fragments so there is not the need to repeat so many life experiences where people learn the same thing as someone else. We are also focused on the preservation of the earth.”
In addition to meeting Tera/Terry/Tanya, I met Susan/Summer/Suzette ( in the 6th level of the Core), also Mary/Marta/Martha (in the 2nd level of the Core), and Fawn/Flora/Francis (in the 4th level of the Core). Some were working to build and improve the conduits and connections between the physical and the astral plane, as well as the conduits between the physical plane (earth) and the Higher Self plane (on the astral), and connections from the physical plane to the mid-causal plane. This process had the goal of helping to improve the ability to travel between levels and visit other dimensions. With this new “highway”, there was the desire to share more knowledge and insight from all the different levels, including from the physical all the way back to the Tao. This new communication was to improve the interconnection and a means for all levels to work together in harmony and with the similar objectives. The overall desire was to improve the human experience.
What I learned from my Mmd-causal travel experiences is that after my first visit, other visits were easier to obtain. I also learned that I could connect and meet with different triads and obtain different information, energy, and insight from each of these different groups.
Overall, I learned we are going through a rather massive improvement project that is affecting all the levels of the Tao. The desired result has been to provide a better experience for humanity. The outcomes will include a greater ability for people to communicate with their Higher Self, their Spiritual Guides, to travel to all levels of the Tao, and to more effectively learn, grow, understand, and progress within any level of the Tao. In a way, it is kind of like an infrastructure project and through this improvement, it will undoubtedly lead to an awakening of awareness humanity has never had before.
Humanity is on a new timeline - a new Prime Radiant - one that is supposed to allow us to continue to move forward and doesn't include the demise of the planet. But then we started to notice that a different country was becoming a possible threat to destroy the planet that was different from our former Prime Radiant timeline. This time it was Syria becoming the major nuclear threat rather than North Korea. This made me wonder about all the effort to get to a safe timeline and yet we still have the same concerns and threats we had on the former prime radiant. What gives?
I then had a dream which helped me understand what was going on in this new timeline, the timeline that was supposed to be "safe". The dream helped me understand how certain sequences tend to trigger certain behaviors and possible outcomes. This is why you can't entirely get out of experiencing a Hitler, for example; we just get a different person stepping into that role with some of the same tendencies.
The dream begins with me meeting a man who then leads me to a location where he interacts with a man and a woman. In this interaction, the woman is then allowed to leave. Afterward I witness this scenario, I learn the woman was going to be raped and killed by the man we just saw, and by having us be present at the exact time,moment, and place, we prevented this catastrophic event from happening. Our presence had "allowed" the woman to leave the scene with no harm, and not even an awareness she was about to be raped and murdered.
"How did you know we needed to be here?" I ask the man who had led me here.
He then displayed what looked like a carbon chemical compound formula to me. He told me this is a relational data formula. He further explains how this sequence, even though it looks like it is not connected, it is…and how this is what leads us to know where and when to show up. This formula is able to identify the exact moment where this man (who I now see as a serial killer-and serial rapist) is going to rape and murder that specific woman.
It was hard to believe, but then he displays another series of relational data equations and we then leave to be at another specific location and at another exact moment in time to prevent another catastrophe.
At this new place, I once again see this same woman and this same man. They don’t even know each other, but they are once again in the same spot. It would appear to be a random situation, but we are all here together in this same spot and exact time. Once again, I notice how the behavior of this man is triggered for crime, but then we are here, and the trigger sequence for the rape & murder is diffused and both the man and the woman go on their way, never even realizing what was about to happen.
I noticed that the serial rapist was not necessarily planning to commit a rape and murder, but when this woman was in his presence, it was as if something kicked in and the energy changed. It was as if he had been programmed to follow that trigger and harm that woman, but we were also there and our presence changed the energy and these events. It was as if the sequence code could not get completed.
I was stunned and amazed. How did this work? I was again shown the carbon equation again and the points that interacted in a relationship that triggered this action.
"So we are preventing this demise one by one, and it is being done by just showing up?" I ask him.
"It appears that it is the sequence and relational data that is making this happen…can't we change this to prevent it from even happening?"
"We don’t know how", he said. "We just have this information which allows us to track the date, time, and exact location and our presence defuses the trigger."
When I woke up and did a meditation to help me make sure I understood the dream. I then was able to realize that we may prevent the nuclear catastrophe from occurring in one place, but then the events can show up in another location, such as a different country. This doesn't mean the events are planned, because the Tao DOES NOT PLAN EXPERIENCES, but only a mechanism or a type of engine to generate a grand diversity of experiences through uncontrolled interactions. So, it appears these events may be driven by this type of engine, and we have come to be aware of them and can even pinpoint some of these, and then prevent the trigger response one by one, by event after event. But preventing the risk so it doesn’t happen at all, has not yet been totally resolved. So in the interim, it is being handled one by one.
This is one reason why we still seem to have the nuclear threat be a continuing concern, even in this new prime radiant timeline. But it is nice to know the probabilities are known and mapped, so there can be some proactivity to keep things contained and managed.
John U.K. introduced us to a visitor from ancient Egypt. This man was a barber. I jokingly asked him if he would be willing to cut my hair and he agreed. He didn't ask for scissors - he took a candle, lit it, and then guided the flame along the bottom of my hair to singe it. This was how hair was cut in ancient Egypt and he expertly did this without burning me.
This whole experience was so secular in nature. It wasn't a spiritual experience at all. And, it was so unexpected.
The lesson I learned from this experience was how anyone along the continuum of time could be brought in. I also became aware of how even the past felt like it was "now". I also was starting to see how everything is connected.
This was a brief moment, but a seed became planted in this encounter. I am now aware this interaction to this ancient past helped us connect the energy of the new Prime Radiant way back to that ancient time. It seems all these brief meetings had a greater purpose than I originally understood.
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