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Personal Stories of Working with Subtle Energies
The American Revolution took place from 1765 to 1783 and all the data indicated it would be won by England. According to Jill LePore's book "These Truths A History of the United States" the Brits had a lot more money, they were well equipped with artillery, and they had more than double the soldiers. They also had trained soldiers. And only 1/3 of the people in America even supported the war! They did not even have a majority! The odds were stacked against them, but after 8 long years, the war ended and the United States was born.
If we view these events through eyes that view subtle energy, we see the threads equal rights, fairness, justice, representation, and individual expression woven into the fabric of this land that helped make sure those ideas would not, and could not, be suppressed. Even though all the data was against the formation of separate country, this woven energy was there to make sure those ideas would succeed. On the astral, this woven energy web is known as "The We the People Energy".
I found this information about the "We the People" energy rather fascinating, but my next thoughts were, "then how did we get Donald Trump? He seems to bent on removing these ideas from the fabric of America. We have a Congress that is not performing any checks and balance on power, the free press being scourged and plundered, and justice being parceled out based on who pays. In addition, the welcoming of diversity and providing a place of opportunity and freedom has been whitewashed and suppressed as well. How did all this happen with this foundational energy woven deep in the land?
To answer these questions, I was reminded how the Tao uses the subtle positive and negative subtle energies forward to help us be aware and then allows us to decide how to act to solve them. Trump is exposing weaknesses, corruption, and failures that have been growing for some time and has provided the opportunity for them to be openly expressed and exposed. This is allowing us to not only be aware, we now are having debates as to whether this is who we are. It is allowing us to decide what needs to get fixed and how. This process will continue, and probably even worsen, until enough people are on board who want to preserve, protect, and assure "we the people" and all those human rights, continue.
The Tao will continue to allow us to swim in that sea of negative swirl, from violence, hate, chaos, and corruption until we decide we have had enough and decide to re-embrace the "we the people energy" and protect equal rights for ALL rather than just all that blame.
America is supposed to have a solid foundation for civil liberties, justice, and a process for people of all races, genders, and creeds to come and live with that guaranteed baseline. The chaos will only end when we as a nation decide we have had enough of this focused attention towards limiting a certain group their rights (i.e. gerrymandering, suppressing votes, women's rights, LGBT rights, religious freedom, freedom of speech, freedom of the press, freedom to assemble, etc). The outcome is going to be that the "we the people" energy will win. How long it takes for us to accept and realize this is the unknown.
Some of us have been in recovery mode since the Brett Kavanaugh nomination and confirmation. For many of women, it was another punch to the gut with that familiar awareness a woman's voice and experience having little value in this society. It was like reliving a nightmare with many seemingly cheering the perps from the sidelines, just to call it a win.
When Senator Flake put a pause in the Kavanaugh hearings, I actually felt hope, along with a change of trajectory. But it galvanized people to get behind Trump and Kavanaugh and make sure women's voices and experiences continued to be suppressed.
I chatted with my Spiritual Guide and Teacher, John U.K. about this event. He said, "There was an equal part of people trying to stop the process as there were trying to get it passed. The pause was an opportunity for the other side to get stronger. In a way, the pause made it worse. Recognize this as a teaching moment, but be aware this will result in more women getting involved. There will be more female judges and female energy in the future".
John UK also said all this backlash associated with Trump are building 'antibodies in the body of humanity'. The awareness of what and how Trump operates, and the failure of Congress to check and restrain those abuses, is sparking different souls to be more engaged to fix or prevent some of this collapse.
One of the skills a person can develop when they cultivate 3rd chakra spiritual energy, is the ability to sense the future. Sometimes in my meditations, I focus on connecting with an energetic string that carries me forward in time with a focused intent of answering one specific question. This is one of the methods I use to sense the future. When I get to that future point in time, I then focus on being open to receiving information about that point in time to address my question. I then become open to receive visual messages, telepathy, and feelings in this point of time.
A few years ago I did this type of future sensing meditation to see what the future would be like if Donald Trump were elected President. In that future sensing meditation I saw a future that had 3 different phases:
Because my original future sensing meditation vision with these 3 phases was so succinct, I expected the USA would have completed these phases rather quickly. I had hoped that by now it would all be over. But we are obviously still in phase 1, where Russia is still dominating and controlling American through politics and cyber warfare.
I did another future sensing meditation with the goal to receive more input on the timeline as to when we would get through these three phases. The feedback I received in this future sensing meditation was, it may take decades. I was also reminded that the desired outcome is that
We are still in the process of churn, upheaval, chaos, and pain. In this process we see the depth and breadth of corruption in our government and society. This exposure of what used to be hidden and is now right in front of us, will help us be able to sift through the rubble and know what is worth keeping and what is not. We will then plant new seeds that help us grow a more awakened and insightful society.
There is a spiritual gift that can be developed where a person can sense the future. The spiritual energy used to sense the future is 3rd chakra energy. A person first has to clear, align, and balance that energy to be able to connect with the energy "out there" that is associated with the future. In addition, one needs to be able to interpret the message and information that future energy is communicating. This ability is done with working with 5th chakra.
Recently I did a meditation to with the goal to assess if we are still on a path of survival and won’t be facing nuclear annihilation. The image given to me was a large white vertical tube filled with stars of light. I have seen this image before, and for me, it represent the prime radiant. I could see it as strong and vibrant. This let me know we were still on a path where humanity continues.
I then saw the image change, and I now saw a tall building, with lots of windows. It reminded me of an office building, or an apartment building. I then started to see very large cracks forming on one side of the building. Next, on one side of the building, I could see large chunks of the top, upper sides of this building starting to break off and fall.. There were now holes on one side of the upper third of the building. I could see inside those holes, and saw the white tube filled with those sparkles of light. I knew this was the prime radiant. I knew the prime radiant was going to survive, but some parts of the upper, outer facade of this structure, was not. The center was holding, but some of the exterior was now breaking and falling apart.
To me, this meant that a large core of humanity survives this era, but there will be some that do not. Since my focus on this part of the meditation was on the status of America, the next thoughts came from a meditation before the election, when Trump was a candidate. I saw the USA being controlled by Russia (through Donald Trump), followed by China taking the control of America’s finances (via the trillion dollar debt & tariffs), as well as North Korea's interaction downgrading America’s standing in the world. The next phase, in that former meditation, was a type of civil war from within America, resulting in much bloodshed.
The message I then heard in this meditation was "the changes taking place with China and North Korea are creating the cracks in the structure surrounding the prime radiant timeline. China's domination in Americans finances will now start to be felt, which is represented when the big chunks of the structure, starting at the top, start to collapse and fall from the building. But being able view inside the building - at the core - shows the core survives. Since you didn't see the full outer structure collapse, this is a positive sign. It indicates the efforts you and others are doing try and soften the civil discord and change the negative energy in America, are having an impact. The threat of civil war and destruction are being contained. Only a small fraction of the building will be destroyed. The majority will remain standing.
I felt relief. It was nice to have validation the efforts toward mitigating hate, fear, and anger, are starting to work.
If you are interested in developing skills to learn how to sense the future with 3rd chakra energy, interpret that subtle energy being communicated to you, as well as understand the message (with 5th chakra energy), you can learn to cultivate and work with those chakra energies.
John U.K.., a Spiritual Being, provided the lessons on cultivating spiritual energy to me. I have compiled them in a book so the lessons and information can be made available to others. The book is called Cultivating Spiritual Energy and is available on Amazon.
Twenty years ago, John U.K., my spiritual guide and teacher once said the USA was very similar to Rome. He continued by saying that America would also some day lose it’s power and ranking on the world stage. Looks like we have arrived at that point. Trump, the leader of chaos and upheaval, seems to be abandoning former allies and friends from democratic regimes. He is now realigning himself, along with America, to buddy up with the dictators. It's almost as if Trump has decided since he can't control the popular kids at school, he has decided to join the gang who all have personal thugs.
In my meditations, I often ponder and discuss the political angst of the day. I seek insight to help me understand what is occurring in our political American world. What I have been receiving in these meditations is that the possibility of nuclear war continues to diminish, but the next phase is one of civil upheaval. It will continue to increase, and it will be difficult and even bloody.
The polarization, dismantling and overturning of everything Trump touches is creating more and more polarization - everywhere. Some are thrilled with the dismantling of many institutions they have long thought were not needed. Others are hoping Trump will bring on that magical ending to the world and Jesus will come save the believers, which is very much a false belief.. But the majority of people, will become awakened and empowered in this struggle. It is almost like the seed of a new consciousness requires that struggle for the seed to burst from its shell, and grow. When that happens, a person will choose to engage and be part of the change to help create the environment they want to live in. That moment of conscious change and awareness, is the key of an awakening.
Societal awakenings typically include human rights and civil liberties as part of the goal to improve the world we live in. These efforts usually are difficult and often bloody, but they do change the course of humanity. What is unique in this new awakening movement, however, is that this awakening has a broad base of awakened human consciousness and awareness.
In April of 2016, I did a meditation to view that possible future, with Trump as president. The first path I saw in this meditation, showed me a nuclear winter where everything died. However, there was another path showing one where the world survives, but the process is one that is similar to giving birth - filled with pain, anxiety, hurt, anger, and some screaming or lashing out. On this other surviving path, with Trump as President, it also showed Russia taking over control of the USA. In that survivable path, I saw Russia invade and take control of Washington with some leakage outside of Washington. With this path, the earth and humanity survived (there was no nuclear winter), but America was temporarily taken over by Russia.
Since Trumps election, an investigation about Russia meddling in the USA election was initiated with the Mueller investigation. We now know that Russia did indeed attack America's democracy and took over Washington. We see the results - a President who seems in love with Putin and a Congress that is completely complicit and does nothing to prevent this attack from continuing. But we are starting to see some hiccups in this USA/Russia dance. Soon the direction will change and most people in America will demand stopping this collusion and obstruction. They will demand their leaders do their job or face the consequences of being removed.
The next phase I saw in that meditation also showed an image of the USA going to war with China. It was not a bloody war - it was a financial war. This war began when the Russia invasion concluded, or at least that was my assumption in viewing the images in this meditation. Now that things seem to be coming to a head with the Mueller investigation, issues with China will start to escalate and expand. I assume the trade wars, tariffs, and trillion dollar a year debt will now start to come into active play. This will change the current chaos we are feeling from the troll farms, internet security, privacy, freedom of the press, civil liberties, truth, voting - and the chaos will shift to chaos and issues surrounding the USA economy.
I recognize the chaos and doom and gloom are depressing and very tiring. I keep telling myself this path is the better alternative - it is the one that survives. I also am aware this chaos is creating a world-wide awakening of awareness and personal ownership for humanity, as well as the planet. In a way, it is like giving birth. We are still in the middle of going through those intense labor pains, but if we can get through this phase, and survive, we will have the opportunity to decide who we are and what type of country we want to have. We can use all that chaos and churn that is helping us clarify our needs and desires, and will be able to decide what type of society we want to recreate and to be.
When Trump was still a candidate and competing against the other Republican contesters, bullying and belittling everyone, bragging about groping women, and cheering crowds on to insight violence, I became more filled with anxiety and fear. I was shaking and couldn't sleep. I decided to do a future sensing meditation to try and ease my fears.
For me, when I do a future sensing meditation, I go into a deep meditation, direct my thoughts to being in the middle of the Tao, and then find the "string of energy" that is attached to what I want to see in the future. In this case, it was a future with Donald J Trump as president.
I followed that string and along that path, I felt chaos and much uncertainty with many periodic moments of implosion. I continued walking forward and could see how Trump was very haphazard and inconsistent in his decisions; no one was ever sure what to do. Violence increased in this path, as did poverty, hate, and insecurity. There was much unrest. Freedom of speech was curtailed due to fear, and the path felt like it was becoming a dictatorship with henchmen and even threats of annihilation. But then, everything stopped. It was all grayed out, and I "heard" the words, "nuclear winter". I stopped the meditation with an awareness this choice was going to end ALL life. Everyone's life. The timeline actually ended. The planet was killed.
The rest of the day I was in panic mode. I wanted to know if there were other options we could take to prevent this scenario. I then did the future scenario meditation to look at each of the other candidates to see if that was the same outcome. The only nuclear winter future was if Trump was elected.
Trump then became the candidate, beating out the other Republican candidates. I went back to the Tao and this time asked, "How can we survive nuclear annihilation if Trump is President"? I then began my meditation. I once again, visualized the Tao, and then connected and viewed a string attached to Donald Trump and saw this string of events:
Even though what is being played out is reckless, dangerous, and pretty awful, it appears we are living out that alternative timeline scenario, which at least means the planet and humankind won't get nuked by Trump.
When I heard the news Michael Flynn, the first member of President Trump's White House inner circle plead guilty to a crime stemming from interactions with Russia, it was a confirmed verification what most of us feel happened; Russia really did invade the USA, but it was through cyber warfare and rigging the democratic election rather than using armed soldiers and tanks. Trump partnered with Putin, who then rigged the election to put Trump in power. This was the bloodless invasion from Russia that I saw in that future sensing meditation.
We will see more signs of China and North Korea exerting more control over the USA, as well as more civil disobedience. In addition, more countries will question Trump's mental stability, distancing themselves from he and the USA, creating stronger bonds with other leaders to guard against rogue leaders with a nuclear arsenal.
We will survive Trump and his chaotic missteps and narcissistic behaviors that could have easily killed the entire world. This is what Flynn's guilty plea means to me; it is a confirmation we are going to survive.
In the Spring of 2017, during one of my ranting and ravings about Trump and the chaos he was creating, I did a meditation to try and get some feedback about the events of the day and what was happening. In that meditation. I was essentially advised to 'give it a rest for 6 months', as there was going to be a lot of churning and turning that needed to be allowed to happen. It was this process of churning and new chaos that would encourage people to pay attention, clarify their beliefs, and make some hard choices. The chaos would shake people out of apathy and essentially wake them up. After all, being confronted with what you may not want is a way to help you identify and clarify what you do want.
I have wondered what it is that is going to be the turning event that ends this 6 month window of chaos. In todays meditation, what I saw was this turn of events is associated with the USA budget. The issue is "the wall" - you know, that new structure between the USA and Mexico that Mexico is NOT going to pay for. The wall is Trump's signature campaign promise and he will use everything he has to intimidate Congress to fund his wall. He will even shut down the government to get his way.
A government shutdown will start to be what helps his true believers and supporters confront what THEY value the most. Is building a wall more important than having police, or schools, or roads, or health care, or social security or clean water? When his base becomes personally impacted by not having any government services, a new awareness of choices and priorities will emerge and grow. At that point, this high speed roller coaster of chaos will start to calm.
I know, I know. It is a circus out there in the political forefront of the USA. We have Mr. Trump and his need for constant attention, as well as a new health care bill that seems focused on killing off those who are seen as unworthy to live - the poor, the chronically ill, and the elderly - about a quarter of the population. BUT, in all of this hubbub, there are some pretty cool things happening behind the scenes. Like The Awakening, for example, and the new subtle energy that is being nourished and growing to help humanity.
One of the things that has recently happened is that we are now located in the CENTER of SOURCE energy! This is NEW! AND, this energy has a distinct yin and yang flow right in the MIDDLE of Source, rather than what it used to be like, which was being balanced on the outer edges of source. Anyway, this is new, and a rather BIG DEAL!
So what does this mean for humanity? Well, it means there is a rebalancing going on in regards to the subtle energy for all of humanity. There is now MORE YIN (or female-type) energy being fortified and growing in the middle of SOURCE and flowing. This will eventually help us reach a tipping point with this strengthened yin energy, and when this happens, we will see a change of direction in the political frey and circus.
A few months ago I had been advised to ignore the news and Mr. Trump for 6 months. In this window of time, Mr. Trump would be churning up the status quo, creating chaos, and causing our mouths to drop. I have found it challenging to put Mr. Trump aside and ignore what is going on in the news, Facebook, TV, and the water cooler chatter because it is always about Mr. Trump. So in my meditation, I asked about all this churn and where (and how) to refocus my attention so I don't go nutty. This is the answer I received:
"Mr. Trump may be the President of the United States, but he views himself more as the star of a reality show based in the white house. He is driven by the need to continually get attention, be adored, and grow his personal wealth. The act of governing is of little interest to him, unless it serves those personal drivers of his personality. Mr. Trump has set up people and the media to make sure all the attention and focus gets redirected back to Mr. Trump. He knows how to use shock and to get people to tune back in. After all, he is the star of his reality show.
There is, however, a vacuum of leadership that has been created because of this. You can pay attention and focus your observation on this shifting of power taking place in the United States. You can notice people outside of Washington who are stepping in and taking charge of caring for systems and programs they deem as having great worth and value. You noticed this with the National Park System. You also noticed this when Mr. Trump declared he would not support the Paris Climate Agreement. This also happened when women's health initiatives, such as Planned Parenthood and birth control, was dismantled in the health care bill and budget. This also happened with some organizations stepping forward to help refugees, or supporting Muslims, or the LGBT. All of these efforts show the seeds of where leadership is moving to. People are becoming more aware of what is important and then stepping forward to lead. Leadership moves away from the centers of power each and every time this happens.
The Awakening is a period of becoming AWAKE - recognizing what is of value, who you are, then moving forward to protect those values and/or change the energy flow to support those things of value. Power shifts away from the current centers of power (Government, Religions, and Corporations) when someone wakes up.
Our recommendation is to pay attention and notice these seeds of "the Awakening" taking root and growing. Mr Trump will continue to star in his reality show until he is no longer President. But what is really important right now is "the Awakening". This is a monumental change happening in humanity right now. Mr. Trump really is just a side show."
On March 17, I had a dream where a man in a trench coat told me "Your President is Dead". When I woke up, I knew this was a significant MESSAGE and was important. But then I became dismayed when I saw the continuation of executive orders being signed and reviews of the Russia/Trump connection taking a back seat after the Chair of the Intelligence Committee shared investigative information with Mr. Trump.
I knew immediately that HER dream was a follow up and reinforcement message to MY dream message. We essentially had the same dream with the same message. I then focused on the insight of this dream and this was what I received in my meditation: "The course in play will have an end and nothing more is needed. Allow the energy to flow and don't be concerned about these activities and events because they will end. Don't get caught up in the daily dramas."
The goal of a significant dream is to deliver a message, and then have you interpret the meaning (or insight) about that dream. THIS dream was not about our president being physically dead - it was a message about a symbolic death. The insight is a message to not get caught up in these events and drama, but stay focused on putting energy into creating the type of world you want to live in.
The spiritual gift of the first chakra is known as personality sensing. This gift is the ability to not only sense and feel the subtle energy of a person or place, but to go even deeper. This gift comes into its full fruition when the hidden curtain or filters are removed and you are allowed "in" to see events or actions that are telling (or defining) of this person or place. Let me give you an example. In this video clip we see the President of the USA with the Chancellor of Germany, Angela Merkel, and Mr. Trump ignoring requests from the media for the two leaders to shake hands. At one point, Merkel turns to Trump and says, "they want to have a handshake," but gets no response from Trump.
When I saw this clip, an IMMEDIATE image with much more detail came into my mind, giving me the history of what was really going on. Having this history in a mental flash, with its supporting data, allowed me to have a deeper sense of Mr. Trump's personality and agenda.
Putin, the President of Russia, and Trump, the candidate for President, had negotiated a deal prior to the election that was - "I will help you become the President and in return you will help me become the leader of NATO".
Now that Trump was made President of the USA through Russia's help, he now needs to keep his end of the deal. Trump began by putting in a man Putin chose to be over the USA State department, then reduced the State Department budget, and now is focused on diminishing the respect and power of Angela Merkel. All of this is part of the strategy for Putin to take control of NATO. In this clip, Trump is letting Putin know he is still in play with this deal.
This is how the spiritual gift of personality sensing works – you get an immediate expansion of information that comes in a flash in your mind and you see something hidden now in its full display. By having the filters removed, you now KNOW more about this person's real personality, hence the name "personality sensing".
The skill of personality sensing often begins first with tuning into your IMPRESSIONS and FEELINGS and paying attention to when you meet or interact with different people. As this skill improves, you will start to experience images - almost as if you are in a waking dream. Later, thoughts will arrive that are telepathic messages of communication and information to provide much more detail about what is really going on with this person.
Personality sensing is a spiritual gift is associated with the 1st chakra energy. One can cultivate this gift by using the tools associated with the 1st chakra. While one is using the tools to nourish and fortify 1st chakra energy, one can then focus and practice to develop this spiritual gift by
A couple of weeks ago I did a future sensing meditation and what I saw in that meditation was Mr. Trump being handcuffed and taken out of the oval office. I wasn't quite sure if this visual was correct, or if it was based on my emotions at the time, so I did an iChing reading and meditation to get additional feedback.
When I do an iChing, I go into a meditative state, and then visualize connecting with the Tao, reaching into the center, and finding the corresponding thread that connects to the question I asked. I then cast the dice, then translate the numbers from the dice to the corresponding hexagram. I then look up the meaning of that hexagram in the "iChing, or Book of Changes," an ancient divination Chinese text manual from 1000–750 BC.
In this recent iChing reading, the question I asked was "what is the best way to contain Mr Trump?" and the answer from the iChing is based on two things. The first response is about the CURRENT energy and what is happening now, and the second response is about where the current energy is flowing TO.
Here is the first answer I received, which tells us where Mr. Trump's energy is current at; "Immaturity, ignorance, youthful folly, obscured view. He is someone who has no grasp of life. He is at great risk of being brought down".
This is the second part of the answer, which is about where this energy is currently flowing and what the possible future will be, based on the current energy flow. This is where the energy is taking Mr. Trump; "bribery, chaos, misuse of power, shady dealings, things that are tarnished by the ravages of time."
I then wanted to know "When will this happen?"
The iChing answer I received was that the current energy state is about rubble and needing to clear the rubble. and the future energy flow is that after the rubble gets cleared, and then it will "be successful and brightness will be created".
I saw this iChing reading as a validation to the image I saw in my previous meditation, that Mr. Trump would be removed from office via the law and legal means.
An announcement was made today from Steve Bannon, Trump's Chief Strategist, at the Conservative Political Action Conference, about how the Trump Administration's plan is to "deconstruct the administrative state". This information ought to scare the hell out of everyone who is still alive and breathing in the USA. The plan is to dismantle the government - essentially, everything in government but the military and the Presidency.
So, if you don't want to live in a police state, or if you have grown fond of civil liberties (like freedom of speech, freedom of the press), or even if you have grown fond of clean water and air, or maybe you want you kids to be educated or think you ought to have health care - it is time to decide which future. It's now going to get real ugly. You will very shortly need to make your choice as to which side of the fence you are going to be standing on.
I have wondered how long we will should allow Mr. Trump to "plow over the field" before we should mobilize and begin to change the course of this energy. The answer I got today, is, the time is NOW!
So what can we do to help limit this abuse of power and the destruction of America? There are several thing you may consider doing to help change the direction of this negative energy proliferation:
The different chakra energies will create the possibility of having different spiritual experiences. Each of the different chakra energies have a different energy vibration and frequency, which means, they each can create and produce a different type of spiritual experience.
The energy of the 3rd chakra energy is one that provides the ability to sense time. In other words, it is the energy that helps you either sense the past, or sense the future. If one want to VISIT the past or VISIT the future, one would also need to be cultivate and use the energy of the 6th chakra. The 6th chakra energy is the energy associated with knowledge and insight, but to acquire this knowledge and insight, it requires a person be able to project their energetic self (or soul), out of their physical body to travel to other places outside of the physical world. Some call this astral projection, but it also includes being able to project and move through time, such as to the past. as well as the future.
I wanted to VISIT the future to validate the information I was receiving in my meditations and make sure the earth survives the chaos we are currently going through in this new political climate. Last year I did a meditation to see what the outcome was if Donald Trump were elected. The INITIAL image I saw was a nuclear winter when Trump launch nuclear missiles based on what seemed to be a mood swing or hurt feelings. But I also saw a few other images of possible outcomes with Mr. Trump as President. One image was seeing Russia taking over the USA, another image was seeing China at war with the USA, and the final image was seeing a civil war in the USA. At that time, the strongest image was Russia taking over the USA, which led me to believe, this was the higher probability of occurring, at that time.
Recently I have done other meditations to get comfort about what is going on in the USA since the election of Mr. Trump. One of the first meditations provided a stream of consciousness as if someone was talking directly to me to try and ease my angst. Other meditations have included reminders of the energetic change that is occurring and our troubling times. But this time, I wanted to VISIT the future and see if this additional measure would provide me more comfort, so I went into a meditation and projected myself out of my physical body. At first, I was in the middle of what I call, Source Energy, which is what I often see when I begin a soul projection. I then projected myself to a future moment in this timeline. It felt like I landed about 7- 8 years from now, but the "when" may be more, or less than that date range. What I saw was a place that looked war torn, but it felt like it was internal; not from an outside force, perhaps from a type of police-state. There were broken buildings, smoke, and chaos but it seemed to be from civil unrest, like what happens when people resist to try and gain power. It felt like an internal battle. This felt like a final battle because there was a feeling of hope in the air. It was as if the resistance had won and the focus was now was to rebuild the social structure with a focus for all, rather than just the elite or those in power.
I then used the healing techniques I use in Qigong, to bring in more vibrant energy into this moment of time. I wanted to bring in the energy of love, support, and healing into this moment in the time line.
I then noticed the other strings of possible outcomes off in the distance, as if they were flapping in the breeze and no longer connected to this timeline. It seemed to say to me these were the possibilities (such as a nuclear winter, or war with China, or and having the USA taken over by Russia) and because they were in the distance and floating, it told me they didn't manifest because there wasn't energy to take it to fruition. The energetic flow of possibilities had changed, so we were now seeing and experiencing a different outcome than what had been present when Trump was a candidate. It told me that the "movement to resist" was the energy of change that made the difference and is what changed the path for the USA, away from those other probabilities.
The meditations of SENSING the future, and then VISITING the future, has given me the additional comfort I was looking for regarding the future of the USA. Yes, it is going to be a difficult, chaotic, and probably bloody path, but this outcome based on resistance is going to save the planet, as well as prevent the suppression of the USA population.
After the election of Donald Trump, I actually found myself going through the seven stages of grief by Kubler-Ross. I was a bit surprised by this, but then again, I had seen the outcome of this election choice before the election, and knew it was going to be a bloody, chaotic, and difficult path if Mr. Trump were elected.
The day after the inauguration, I wondered if we would find ourselves at war, but we did not. I breathed a sigh of relief and thought, "hey, this is a good sign! We haven't been bombed!" But since that inauguration, each day has been filled with angst, emotional dread, and complete anxiety. I am finding the need to combat these anxieties by retreating into meditation to shake off what I see and feel. In this meditative process, I try to find that center - you know, that place of peace and zen, but when I can't, I seem to continually asking "what, why"and what can be done?" in these meditations.
These are the reminders I keep getting in my meditations, and if you are like me, you may find this information helpful for you as well.
Chaos is a way to Purge Stuck Energy
The world has a lot of stuck energy and if the world is going to give birth to a new energy that is inclusive, more feminine, and is based on working together, along with caring about the earth. This means the old and stagnant energy should be purged to allow for this new growth. It is like that saying, "don't put new wine in an old bottle".
What is happening right now is that the hidden and stuck energies are being called forward with a lot of flamboyancy. It is as if they are clinging to the past and puffing about like a male peacock, daring anyone to fight them. This is demanding attention and also a discussion about whether people see this path (and old stuck energy) as who they want to be. This process is creating an environment where people are questioning who they really are, how they want to live, and where they see their future. Some will embrace the old peacock, but most will say no - it is not representative of who they are, what they believe, and who they want to be. This process of exposing things that used to be hidden, ignored, or not discussed. Now, everything will be exposed. People will need to choose either fear or love.
When People Lose Something they Value, This is When They Seek Answers and Solutions
Often when someone goes through a loss (lose their home, their job, their money, their health, a loved one, etc) it is very difficult. It essentially forces a person to either learn from the experience and move on, or the person may choose to stay stuck. These are usually milestone moments that help a person define who they are and what they are made of. This time period is providing a similar opportunity for people to choose and grow, and choose to stay stuck.
It is in this process of pain and chaos that presents itself as a catalyst to become awakened. Yes, it is going to be a painful and difficult. Yes, America will not be the country it once was because the birthing process is difficult. It is survivable. The outcome can be an awakened energy on the earth. That is where we see things moving to.
This is a Period of Energetic Change
This is the last hurrah of the old guard. The new President (Mr. Trump) really is a great example of the old guard's stuck values - egocentric, power centric, exaggerated wealth and status, chauvinistic, treating and viewing women as objects, viewing people not like him as inferior, etc). He is a superb bad example of the type of person most do not trust, or even like. But he is an effective representative of the old guard, and this helps people clarify what they don't want in a leader or even as a neighbor.
Eventually the birthing process of this new era will be complete, and the new energy will be born and take root. That new energy will be more feminine, more inclusive, one of support, acceptance, and with love. It will also have a strong connection with Mother Earth. When this happens will be dependent on when society says they have had enough of the old and are ready for the new way of thinking and being.
It’s 4:30 AM and I am up to seek answers and comfort about the election. This is my stream of consciousness from this meditation.
"You sensed the future and saw what a Donald Trump presidency would bring. You saw a con artist who would lead the country to crisis, war, the removal of freedoms and rights. The natural instinct is to prevent this catastrophe from happening to protect humanity. You felt you had assurances others in the spiritual domain had the same desire as you, and expected the help and assistance to be aligned with your idea of helping humanity, but as we see, this is not what happened. You now question why this is not the case and if you could have prevented this from happening.
You are aware that since you had spiritual visitors meet with you prior to the election, and you received a request from them to step back and not meddle in these specific energies, that your desires were being addressed. You are also aware you later questioned if you were being duped, rather than doing what you thought was right – but you received confirmation you were doing the right thing to sit back and allow the energies to flow their natural course. So now your question is “what the fuck?”, is that not so? So let’s start from that point.
There is a bigger picture and perspective with a different outcome than what you were seeing and acting on. You were looking at it from a singular human and singular point in time perspective – like a mother wanting to protect her brood. The outcome of the election with Hillary would have provided stability and a “stay the course” path. This is the safe path, but it is not a path that purges the stagnant energy, and it is not the path that forces or provides a PERSON to question, seek answers, and to become someone new. It is not the path that encourages a person to question authority, or seek new answers and create new solutions. It is not the path that makes someone learn how to do more on their own. It is not necessarily the way that strengthens individual resolve to develop ones own skills and the ability to solve things on a personal level. It is not the path of forcing an INDIVIDUAL to find out who they need to be and to be accountable for their decisions and actions.
This is the bigger picture - individual empowerment. This is the path that allows someone to become more than they would be than if they stayed in that safe, secure environment. It is like a birth, of sorts. VERY difficult and challenging, but it provides the desired out. This is the course that you took, and were forced to take, but you also realize that if you had not been forced from your comfort and secure surroundings in Utah, you would not have the skills and strength you now have. These skills, as you know, are now a part of your very soul. They are stuck in your spiritual make-up and will be there from here on out. It has been a difficult journey for you, yes, but what you have achieved, someday you will realize it was worth the pain, despair, and suffering. That environment pushed you in ways you would not have sought. You recognize how different you are when you compare yourself, for example, to your friends or family who are still back in their safe environment.
This path of having Mr. Trump as the President is going to be difficult and awful in many ways, but it can provide the opportunities to purge off that stagnant energy in systems that are broken. It can be the catalyst to assure the power shifts from corporations and money towards the individual. It is as if a fire has been lit and things are now going to burn. Much will be destroyed and changed, but it also means that new growth and new ideas CAN take place from the burnt ground. It can become the environment that encourages, and even forces, many people to wake up and recognize who and what they are, and what kind of world they want to live in.
The path was never promised it was going to be easy. There was never any communication to you that said having this new energy spark would make the path easier – the information was always about awareness and personal empowerment. Any shift of power, as we have learned over spanning history, is not something easily given up. You were hoping this was the case, but there were never promises made this would happen.
Look at the events in a broader perspective. It is as if the world is pregnant and needs to prepare for a new baby. You can assist in the process to make sure the labor and birthing process will be successful, and the mother (aka Mother Earth) will live, and the new baby (the awakened new energy in this new era) can have a secure beginning.
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