My Adventures with
Personal Stories of Working with Subtle Energies
Back in October of 2008, I was doing my usual daily meditation, but I did not have my usual meditation experience. This time, I did not feel my usual “expansion” from my crown, like I was walking outside my body. This time I felt as if a person was with me and a fog was being lifted. Everything around me now felt whole and complete. I even felt whole and complete, too! In fact the sensation was that I had arrived to the destination I had been trying to get to…like the top of a mountain.
I looked around me in this meditation and could see others around me and they were “complete” and “whole”, too. Even though I had traveled to other levels of the Tao, this felt UNIQUE and SPECIAL. I could feel William there (William is a Harmony from the Tao) and also other Harmonies as well.
I then started to feel my “third eye” become engaged and felt the area between my eyes and above my nose start to feel warm. I then felt messages come into my mind as if I was “talking” to the persona I met in a previous meditation. I recalled my mind flash to one of my dreams, which had been a dream about being in Utah with my small children with my former husband. I started to analyze the dream while in this meditative state and then this person’s thought came into my mind and he said something like “why are you going inward in this dream? You should go across? Look at the whole…this is just one segment of the whole…all of these dreams are running across a wide spectrum and telling a story or have a message together….they are not individual and independent dreams. They are connected."
The message then changed to the interconnection of life, and energy, and thought.
I then felt like I was looking “down” and seeing how people progress “up” through the different levels of the Tao, going from the physical plane, to the astral plane, to the mid-causal plane, to the causal plane, etc) and realized this path may be common, but not the only way. I realized that our understanding of things was so VERY limited. We only had an understanding of what we had experienced or what we had been told, and that we could just be “there” and then go “there” and move “there” and did not need to go THROUGH each of those steps and phases. We had that ability, but for some reason chose to not look for different ways or to realize we didn’t need to go down that road.
I could now see how limited our vision was but it was as if we were choosing that limitation for whatever reason. I could see not only different paths, and different time lines, but I could also see the inter-connectivity of everything….not just what we see as a life form. I could see or feel me becoming a rock and having that experience. And then I could me becoming a flower and feeling that color and fragrance, and delicacy and relationship with the insects. And then I could see that all experiences were available to me. And I felt complete and whole in this meditation. There now felt as if there were no secrets or nothing was hidden any more.
My mind then changed to the time-lines and the work we were engaged on in to move to create a new Prime Randiant. I could feel this answer--
"we needed access and feel EVERYTHING, because if we didn’t, it would have limited the possible experience of many of life forms, plants, animals, and humankind. That to do nothing would be taking too many life forms choices away while a few malicious entities played out their devious course and choices. And because much benefit can be learned from negative situations, there was hope that new awareness and information could be learned through the changing of direction, much like the back and forth done when society swings from one direction to another, gaining new information and insight with each swing to a different extreme has merit".
The meditation then abruptly ended. In the meditation I was provided an expanded view of what is possible and what is the Tao. I also became more aware of why in this new prime radiant, we are also going to continue to have challenges and difficulties - there is merit. We gain new information and insight with such extremes.
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